You are the only exception ❤

Once again

2011-07-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday to Tavis! Clubbed at powerhouse for a simple celebration. Drank mexican tequila for the v first time, wasn't so bad! Friends got drunk and such an entertainment. Hahaha. Saturday stayed home doing nothing much, just have lunch w his friends, dinner w daniel, and then mahjong at night. Finally won something from mahjong wtf. Sunday stayed home the whole day trying to fix some fked up r/s problems. That's about it. Work as usual, still hating Ipads and hating Apple deliveries. Hahaha but loving the commissions. Alright gna head to bed soon.

I'm glad it's all over.

I should have known better

2011-06-30T21:34:00.002+08:00

Argh macbook is so boring without windows installed, i can't watch my shows, i can't play games. Download also need money. Fuck. Okay anw today's weather was super cooling. Ytd drank w cousin and gayu and it was fking hilarious when she got screamed by a malay man while she was peeing halfway. HAHAHA. End up drank in my room cause scare police rly comes. I wanted to suntan today but end up it rained like free so i stayed home the whole day like some good girl. Lol.

Live life like how it's supposed to be

I'm tired

2011-06-30T03:01:00.001+08:00

Love sometimes can bring you up, but able to tear you down.

Because you are the reason

2011-06-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

Treasure things while you can before you start regretting it, this is what i always tell myself. And if i happen to regret something i gotta deal w it by telling myself tht life is full of regrets, what's the difference if there's more. People come into your life, make a difference and stay, however, some leaves and everything start to fall apart or rather changed. Okay enough of all these shit, have been working and hanging out w friends. Life seems to be not tht bad but things don't last.

You were the reason for the smile tht has never appeared for awhile.

That's it

2011-06-16T17:08:00.002+08:00

Ytd went down to double O and fuck the queue is ridiculously long, and like 3/4 of the people there are malay. wtf. Decided to go mbk, first time there and i was like exploring the whole place, i feel weird at the start but after tht just ignore those people on the stage can alr. Hahaha. Drank beer, fucking hate it but my good friend sabrina got rly drunk alr. It was hilarious man. It wasn't tht bad ytd actually. Okay gna lepak at home for today.

I wish i had some power to switch off certain feelings.

Let myself go.

2011-06-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

It takes time to kick away a habit tht has been going on for 3 years or more. I wish this could be anyway easier but i know tht i have to do it in order to open up and give my heart to someone who rly deserve it. I love working w annabelle srsly, always making me laugh. I have finally woke up cause i see the reflection on me on someone. Then only when i realize how stupid i was, when there is someone who truly love me more than anything else waiting for me to love him more than anything else, but i can't focus cause i'm living under someone's shadow.

Goodbye forever.

Let's try it one more time

2011-06-13T23:10:00.002+08:00

Gna start school on the 11th July, timetable is out and it's rly fked up. I only can work like 4 hours for my work. I hope they let me continue working. Or i rly gotta look for another job. Anw i bought a new laptop, macbook pro. It's like a dream come true all along wanting an apple laptop but i rly can't imagine i rly bought it. Installment for 24months but thanks to my boyf i just need to clear my amount of money, that's all. But i srsly need to work more for money. Okay I'm going to bed early tonight so tht i have more energy for tomorrow.
Turn the hour hand till when you were holding me.

Birthdays

2011-06-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday to Atikah, Gayu and Xueqian. Up next would be Tavis. Good good good more birthdays means more alcohol. Niceee. I'm gna quit my job soon, wth right. I just started for like 3 weeks? Hahaha. Guess it wasn't tht great afterall, cause of the working hours, fked up IC and also boring colleagues. Anw i haven't been updating regularly. Things have been going on and on. I gotta admit, I'm rly fickle-minded. I change my mind and feelings and whatsoever like lightning. True tht. Hahaha. Hang over part 2 was fking awesome, xueqian got drunk was fking awesome too. Weekends are always fast and weekdays are always crawling. Just one more month before my school officially starts and i don't rly feel the excitement, maybe cause money plays a big part over here and it got many people stressin' bout it. Okay gotta head to bed early cause i have work tomorrow. Time flies, hope thousands of people needs to paste screen protector so i can take my time. Goodnight.
You were my answer, all along.

Slackkkkk

2011-05-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

Meeting my sweetheart tmr. (: Anw i found a job and it's selling apple products. Cool huh, although the informations like overloaded but i believe after some time, i can be rly impressive. Hahaha! Gna save up for new tattoo before telling my parents tht i got a job. This way i can save money and also have more money for myself. The SIM letter is taking forever srsly. I feel like getting the macbook pro but it is too expensive i can't stand the price. Now my life is back to boring again, with work and friends not being free. I have only weekends now but everyone is always so tired and refuse to party! Haha. But as birthdays are coming our way we have to party soon! Woohoo. Have been bowling nowadays and i miss swimming a lot. Many things happened and so what if there are people in your life only show their true colors at the later stage, at least you realized it and you can do something about it at tht point of time. I'm no longer hurt or feel upset of losing someone, I'm kinda over such phase alr. Accepted the fact tht what's meant to be will be.

Under your shadow

2011-05-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

New family, blackblack. Sigh i still miss ahboy. Each time i look at ahgirl just reminds me of him cause they looked alike. But this blackblack is fking fking adorable. His face itself keeps making me laugh. I can't even see his eyes and the funniest thing is he's damn shy. Hahaha. Recently have been bowling and it's rly kinda addictive. Cause I'm learning the right things thanks to my shifu JJ. Haha. Still haven't found any job but in the meantime working some event job with jewel. Isn't tht bad and the pay is kinda good. Many things happened, many things passed. I've learnt to slacken and relax more. I've learnt to stop trying so hard, I've learnt so many things and I'm glad tht the person who taught me these were you. I can't help but to think about all those what ifs, all those things that could have been different. I know it's wrong but i guess it was true. I rly need to stop.
Stop searching.

New family

2011-05-05T12:46:00.002+08:00

It's been damn long since I've blogged. Just finished the stupid telemarketing job, now working some event job w jewel. Easy job but quite tiring after work. Haha. His birthday just passed, although it was some big celebration or what but i do hope tht my efforts were appreciated! Haha. Bought DS Lite and two little dwarf rabbits. So fking adorable. And my pay needs to speed up, my bank account is depleting. Not rly rushing for a job now, so I'll just take my time and relax first. Haha. Still love slacking w my friends, it's always fun and I'll never sick and tired of it. Alright that's about it, shall update again soon.

I would love to see you again.

Steady bom pi pi friends

2011-04-01T13:56:00.002+08:00

Wednesday stayed home and rot but ytd went out to serangoon to slack w friends. Main thing was leroy is coming. Hahaha still as funny as ever. We slacked from evening till night and went home w leroy. Had this mass conv and it was so damn funny. I'm rly kinda touched about ytd night when so many friends actually cared about me and love me so much. Okay anw gna head to town ltr i guess. Bye!

Happy Birthday to xiaoqiang

2011-03-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

Went to loyang point, lost my way found my way and still earlier than them. Haha. End up the partyworld ktv was closed down alr, fuck waste our time. So we went to ehub kbox instead. Sang till evening and went to tamp to meet the rest. Had dinner at mac and went to ben house for mahjong. Continued slacking till midnight. Fun life sial swear. Haha.

Talk to the hands

2011-03-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

Like dead alr. So many things happened i lazy to update one by one. Have been going out almost every single fking day. Shiok, like the life i always wanted but suck cause i going bankrupt soon. Bloody hell. Mummy can you hurry return the money to me so when i go out i won't feel so empty like at least i know my bank got money. Hahaha. I need a job! But i want a fun job not those boring, if boring i wna work w friends. Things moving at such fast pace, i didn't have enough time to think about my life.

Today lepak w gayu atikah and sab, walked around Nex for a little then went to her house. Watched get smart and gayu laughed like hell. Went home, tomorrow gna sing and mahjong! Woo! Haha. Goodnight world.

It just got worse

2011-03-09T12:11:00.002+08:00

Why can't love be simple? Why must there be factors whereby you're afraid that the person will be mad at you, might break up with you, quarrels will occur and many more. I just feel that simple love can be rly awesome when you don't have to think twice about what you're gna say, don't have to feel restricted about own actions. Okay enough of these, ytd went to slack w friends. It was nice man, w lots of laughter and all. Lucky elson got car and sent us home or else we gotta cab home. Haha. Alright gna continue look for jobs!

Baby please don't go

Please don't go

2011-03-07T19:26:00.002+08:00

Wednesday went clubbing w Sab, Lynette, Elson, Yong Leng and their friends. It's cool to be under guestlist, there's coupons and we don't have to queue for a long time. But many things happened that night at Rebel, there are fights, police raids. We went to have prata as our breakfast and got sent home. It's cool to have a car. Thurs afternoon went to lepak w my friends at tamp and it was worth it. Although i went home feeling rly shag. Haha. Friday evening went over to babe's side for stayover. Saturday went msia w Daniel and Sab. It was fun! Although we ate the whole day, and I'm loving my newly bought bolster. Sunday was mahjong session throughout man, had lunch at sunplaza and went back to watch Human Centipede while playing mahjong. Continued mahjong at Ben's house and slacked till a little late. Today was spent at home, and there's job interview tomorrow, glad that it's in the afternoon. Alright will update the next time! Ciaos.

Sometimes i wish you don't have to leave.

You put your arm around me for the first time

2011-02-28T07:46:00.002+08:00

Friday went tamp for movie, just go w it is an awesome movie i think. Damn funny and nice. Saturday we just stayed home and prepared dinner ourselves. Okay i just helped. Haha. Sunday we went to Great World City and it was boring, went to town then bugis. Whole day just walked around aimlessly and there's nothing much to do as well so both of us are like almost bored to death. Alright idk why i woke up at this kinda timing but I'm gna meet my friends ltr. Bye!

Time can be really precious.

Loyalty

2011-02-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

Sweetest thing always there when I'm sick. Haha. Have been ill these few days and finally feeling better now. I just hope I can enjoy my weekend cause it sucks to be sick during the weekends when everyone is enjoying outside!! Okay I'm gna go rest and hope tmr it'll all be fine. Bye!

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2011-02-22T14:24:00.001+08:00

Wheee Saturday's party was awesome. :) okay sunday went out and watched movie. Wa the movie suck but the sushi buffet was nice. Haha. At night went lepak w my cousin then I fall sick alr. Bloody hell. Haha. These few days have been resting at home cause body is feeling damn weak. Okay that's about it. Bye.
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Happy CNY

2011-02-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

Okay definitely need to update. Happy chinese new year to everyone. This CNY wasn't that great, my maid got injured, my dad fall sick on the first day. Didn't went for reunion dinner as well. But the luck was great i guess. Haha. Omfg i can't remember a lot of things and i damn lazy to update. Kay bye.

Manual laughing gas

2011-01-27T11:36:00.002+08:00

The best way to de-stress, friends that gives you more laughter than laughing gas. (: Four more days till we say goodbye to projects and hello to holidays. This period was rly madness, my tolerance level obviously increased by a lot. From this whole thing I've rly learnt a lot, realized and observed a lot. Sometimes it's better not to know some stuff, because you might get hurt by the facts you heard. Okay let's put all these aside can get prepared for CNY. The money, the drinking, the smoking, the fun to not think of school stuff. Okay bye!

Life's crazy.

Always

2011-01-25T18:46:00.002+08:00

Currently in love w these two brothers, although I'm more crazy over Damon now. Hahaha. Anw this week might be a crazy week cause everyone will have to cherish the time they have to do up a good report to submit on Monday. And i srsly need time to shop for my CNY clothes, i haven't even bought any bottoms or my vans ! I need time desperately. I guess everyone does. Okay I'm gna go do my stuff nao. Bye

you never left.

Life extractor

2011-01-22T02:20:00.002+08:00

Got distracted while doing project. Hahaha. These days have been doing projects every single day non-stop. Weekend is like the break-time for us. 2 IJs down, 2 more to go. One more week left before this nightmare is over. Today Sab came over my house to pass time and i slept for about an hour. Sleeping is never enough for me srsly. Anw went to meet ninja and gayu at simei before heading down to AMK for pool session! Met Rachel and the games started, played all the way till pass midnight and cab home. Phew it was good. Has been quite a while since I've played pool.

I wonder which part of your words can be believed.

Packed

2011-01-17T23:50:00.001+08:00

Sigh lazy to update. The weekend was short yet a crazy one. Friday night drank at my house downstairs woo fking shiok but I rly can't feel a single shit in my body. Anw got screened by the police so all of them ended up in my house smoking and trying to squeeze some fun out but failed. All of us fell asleep in the middle of the morning till about afternoon. Hahaha. Damn fking shag but yet fun w them. :) Saturday went out w babe to shop a little for CNY I guess every weekend we gna do this till we have enough clothes. Haha. Sunday went plaza sing and watch the first R21 movie ever in the cinema. Fking steam man. Saw is the best creation ever. Had dinner at some cutesy Korean store but the food wasn't tht bad though. Love the company. Okay nights!

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Together

2011-01-11T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today school was damn tiring, it's like the whole fking day man. Went to school earlier just for project, then lecture then tutorial. I was starving in between till the extend that I'm no longer craving for food. Hahaha. After school lepak w the crazy kids again. Shiokkk! Had some laughs. Then now I'm home, doing work AGAIN. Fk this shit.

I wna quit this bad habit

It's fading away

2011-01-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Kay Friday went out w the crazy kids to slack at starbucks again. Went down to Bugis w babe and cab home at night. Saturday went to Msia just the two of us, explored like two failed malls. Hahahaha then didn't have enough time to rly shop properly. Sunday went orchard for shopping, bought a few stuff but i don't think they are counted as CNY clothes. Hahaha. Ate at TGIF like a shiokkkk, went starbucks to find them and lepak till like 2am?! Tsk. Hahaha. Anw school was damn tiring today, it was project all the way all the way all the way. So fking sick of bringing laptop to school and do projects. Zzz.

Alcoholic

2011-01-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

Ytd night went drinking again! Shiokkkkkk. I realize i always drink to laugh at people, okay maybe now. Hahaha. Alcohol level increase alr. (Y) Anw we were having our fun till some weird guy came to join us, he was drunk and weird and spoiling the whole atmosphere. Yucks. So about 5plus we went back home to bath all, i slept for about 2 hours or so and woke up late for lecture. Wanted to go for the 10am one but the whole lecture didn't stop at all, idk why. Bloody hell waste my effort to go down to school. Chillax w the usuals before heading home for my rest. Actually, I'm not blind, i can tell and can feel, or maybe I'm just being paranoid, whatever. But yeah my life, i can't be bother alr. I just wna enjoy.
You know tht's it's gna be a bad habit, right.

Enjoy The Presence

2011-01-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

Time is passing real fast, before you know we would all be holding our own jobs, working hard for our futures, have our own friends and move on with life. Some things i rly wna make it work but it can't be done base on my solo effort, so I'll just be contented with what i have now and look forward with what i can do in the future for others. K whatever, having cramps. Gna go rest nao. Bye.

The usual

2011-01-04T17:49:00.001+08:00

Favourite inedible chocolate

School was boring, as per normal. I gotta stop hanging out every day cause there are rly a lot of things to be done. It feels like it's back to square one, the day that we started liking each other. And I swear it's a total good thing for me. I know what I have all along just that I didn't remind myself often. Okay gna go nua and die on my bed. Bye

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2011-01-04T00:37:00.001+08:00

Gone case

Happy new year! One year down and gna graduate in few months time. Went vivo for marche and drinking! Shiokk to see everyone getting high and drunk. A lot of things going through my mind and I know what I want in my life. Finally report is done shall move to individuals and group quickly so can start studying for end sem. I'm happy w what I have now, rly. Okay off to bed! Dead tired.
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Alcohol never dies

2010-12-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

My present from Bangkok! :D loveeee it.

See the drunkards under my block. LOL

The little girl trying to take care of people -.-

Yo! So ytd ninja finally came back from bangkok! Woohoo miss her man. Went airport to meet up w the rest, played monopoly deal as usual. Waited for ninja and finally get to meet her and she bought us presents! Awww touched. Then after a quick catching up, we actually went to simei to drink the black label muahahaha. Then because after Gayu sneaked out of her house, we need more alcohol so went to take scotch muahahaha. Drank, one high another drunk. Thanks a lot man. Hahaha. It was fun though, woohoo playing the whatever never ever have i ever game. Hahaha! Today went back to school for proj just for a little while, done and lunch at tamp and finally used the vouchers. -.- And omfg my friend Sab she broke her ring while helping me to try on this top from topshop. I swear the whole incident and situation was fking classic, she was looking around for parts of her ring while I'm still looking at the top on her even when she kept saying "my ring broke! my ring broke!" hahahaha. Okay gna be real busy the whole week! Bye! Make a blast before school starts again.

All I'm asking for is your voice.

Hohoho

2010-12-27T14:41:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! I damn lazy to update, kay maybe tomorrow onwards. Bye

Bitch

2010-12-17T15:13:00.002+08:00

Wednesday went swimming w ker after school, the sun was being a bitch srsly. Body don't even feel the heat yet it started raining. Went tamp mall to eat LJS then went home. Rest for a little while, prepared and went down town to meet Sab and Tavis. Walked around, ended up slacking at wheelock's starbucks. Went home quite early, quarrelled like hell w that asshole. Ytd he went for his driving and i went to see doctor. Omfg i damn lazy to blog alr. K I'm gna go rest for a little while and then do my SIP report. Ciaos.

Cause you're stuttering

2010-12-14T17:45:00.002+08:00

Okay so monday we got school, the best thing is after school we lepak at tamp there. Wa i lepak till like 11plus until have to cab home w rachel. Crazy shitz, lepak until forgot about the time. Ninja is damnnnnn funny! Love her srsly. She works at pastamania btw! I shld go there eat often so i can see her! Hahaha. Anw we played monopoly deal, truth and dare and all. Fun is fun ah but cannot do this everyday if not rly will get fking bored. Hahaha. Okay i gotta go start on whatever reports i have to start. Sigh, damn lazy i swear. Okay looking forward to tomorrow! :D

Shakin my head

2010-12-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

Saturday was a stupid day, first, entrepreneurship forum, second, unhappiness. Anw the whole talk i was trying to sleep comfortably and c'mon for god sake everyone is wearing casual only our fking course is wearing smart casual, srsly? I wna like say it in front of her face but i rly don't wna risk my year 3. Hahaha. K after school i cab down to have lunch w babe and went home to have a rly long nap till like 7pm. (Y) Damn shiok, woke up prepare and went to Ion to pass the lens to Joan and DAMN i miss all of them. I heard they close at 11pm on weekends now i was like whoa wtf lucky I'm no longer working there. LOL! Went to dhoby ghaut, ate Astons for dinner and played the arcade as usual. Watched rapunzel! I swear it's damn nice. It's like cute funny kinda nice, i love the chameleon and the horse. Hahaha. Cab home and goodnight. Sunday woke up early to have mac breakfast at yishun, we just practically stroll around yishun and khatib area, the weather was killing us. Had Jap buffet for dinner and it was good. Okay home sweet home but I'm lazy to start on any school stuff. Maybe ltr? Hehe. Bye!

Lack of beauty sleep

2010-12-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

I do.

School today is fking boring ttm. Cause damn unlucky i got that fked up teacher that cause me to fail my accounting for 2 years. Anw today was a v impromptu day, hahaha. Went Tamp to get the lens, went my cousin's house and waited for her all, got the car and went to town tgt. Went knightsbridge but i only know Neco over there so kinda boring actually. Then chill for a little while then we went down to parkway and fking hell jam like shit in the evening, like srs jam, we actually took almost 30mins to leave one fking carpark. Don't even wna mention the journey to parkway. Was starving, ate at the foodcourt then they sent me home and all. Sounds like a super simple day huh but actually it's rly the company that matters, yupe. Kay gna turn in early tonight cause TP's fked up, basically idk wtf they arranged, they actually forced us to go to school tomorrow at 8.15am, they asked someone from botak jones to come to give us a talk, thanks man i rly hate botak jones to the fking core. I swear if it ends damn late tmr it'll rly piss me off, i swear i won't be polite. K bye.

Never have regrets

2010-12-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

And that would be you.

Alright so ytd night we went clubbing, cool shit is that betty and cathy came! So we drank outside the club first, it was damn fast cause we drank by shots and rachel got drunk! Like rly high rly drunk after like 4 shots or something. Then it was fucking fucking funny, she keeps shouting and slapping herself idk why. LOL we went in without the guys first cause it's full house and they couldn't enter. Waited for half an hour then decided to go somewhere else, so we went to Rebel. It was a fun night i guess but some people obviously didn't enjoy themselves for some reasons which is like what the fuck? After that we went Mac to sit awhile, get to know more about each other and went off at like 6am. We went to Eastpoint to have breakfast and lepak all the way till fucking 2plus pm. Btw azie joined us. Wlao then it's as if we became a clique this instance. Haha. Wa I'm srsly love hanging out w them. Can't stand it. Love it! One more week of school and it'll be holidays! :D K bye i wna go have my dinner and there's school tomorrow.

Make the first step

2010-12-08T04:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's too late to mend things.
School wasn't that bad today, lecture for an hour about some stupid scholarship after that, had small lunch and went off to meet Gayu and all. Played monopoly deal outside library and made a new friend, her name's janine but i like to call her ninja. LOL. Anw we did forfeits and i have the videos! Omfg damn funny. Hahaha. Waited for Rachel and then watched her competition till like 9.30pm?! Cheer for her like crazy during the first half, 2nd half we got tired and start playing monopoly deal again. HAHA. After the whole thing went tampmall mac to have our dinner and went home tgt. Damn, I'm meeting them AGAIN tmr! However, it's damn fun hanging out w them srsly! :D Love it. Kay bye. I'm gna kill myself cause my body clock is wrong once again.

It never ends

2010-12-06T12:48:00.002+08:00

The girls

My cousin that pukes when her face isn't red at all. LOL

I did this for the first time

Wheee so Friday i went out w Gayu and Lynnette, we went shopping at ion then went to knightsbridge to buy stuff. Hang around w them was kinda fun actually srsly, waited for the knightsbridge staff to end their work and went home tgt. Saturday went to Fareast to check in the hotel first, walked around at orchard and waited for the few to arrive, went to have dinner at lucky plaza's macdonald before we head to the hotel. So drank and all yeah it wasn't that a crazy night but we had the laughters we used to have. More photos up on facebook alright guys. Let's hope we could gather like this some time again. Sunday went to have dinner w him and his family cause it's his grandma's birthday. School starts today and it was boring as usual i guess life's like this huh, you either work or go to school, and both is equally boring except if you work at Topman ION of course! Hahaha. Alright i rly miss those guys there and I'm gna see them on Weds i think? Hahaha. Okay off to do my stuff, but still i gotta admit, school's schedule is so much better than work. (:

Touch me

2010-12-02T13:15:00.003+08:00

The super funny guys that never fail to crack me up.

Fun and crazy "girl"s. LOL

I love this super friendly and nice guy!

Iphone camera wasn't that bad huh.

Alright Wednesday was offically my last day of work, morning briefing Shah made me and Gayu cried cause of some touching speech that he said in front of everyone. Work as usual but every colleague that came in the afternoon shift i just feel like hugging them and cry, so after work i went into staff lounge and stared at the punch card for v long cause it'll be the last time I'll punch and there'll be no chance anymore. Cried again before i left the store, i know that many of them might not be able to see this but yeah there are really some people who left a great impact in my life. Gayu and Lynette is like in my course but we didn't talked before, after this whole thing we became so much closer, always hanging out after work, going to work and home together. Rachel and Iskandar is like the crazy twins, they are the ones who always doing retarded things that make the whole outing fun, Evan is like the drama queen, he always acting stuff out in a super funny way that makes everyone laugh. Joan is like my sweetheart/darling, always joking with each other, snatching rachel at the start, talking nonsense and laughing at our own mistakes. Iryan is like the super nice guy i always trust the most, i can tell him almost anything during break times, share life experiences and his girlfriend is like the best. Auntie Mon is super funny, although he is the back of house but we'll still joke around everytime we got the chance to. Auntie Irene is the cutest auntie ever, she treats me damn nice and she's always very sweet to me i love her. Andy, Kawei, Kunzhe, Yikee, Ameer, Firman are those knightsbridge staffs and although we only worked for a short period of time but they are damn nice to the core, especially Andy i feel damn comfortable around him and Ameer is always making stupid jokes. Kawei is damn cute in his own style and i really like how honest he is. Afiq! He's damn handsome and he's damn sleepy all the time and he's damn funny and he always talking nonsense non-stop! Ariff is my brother, always saying wassup to me and really taught me many stuff, he's damn sweet also i like his perfume and he always joke about how tomboy i am. Last staff i wna talk about is Fendi, yeah he's the most adorable staff in the whole store, cause i can't stand his monotone voice that makes everything that he says damn funny, i laugh at every single thing he says, even if it's super lame like you really can't laugh out but because of his monotone voice i will burst out laughing, and he has the most retarded expressions ever that will make people think he's super weird but i think he's special in his really own way. But yeah, he's still damn weird omg. Hahahaha! Last person i wna talk about is very important during my attachment period, that is Neco, he's the best SIC and i really love him to core, he's damn cute and he's damn nice and he's damn understanding and he always trust me when i work which i really enjoy working under him.

Okay so yesterday after work we went home to rest for an hour or so, and prepare to go down to orchard again to meet the rest. Slacked for a little while and we went down to Clarke Quay, because we missed the last train so we actually walked from Dhoby Ghaut to Rebel and haven't dance I've alr started sweating. We went w quite a big group actually, went in and it was really messy and confusing at the start, after that everything just turns out naturally, some went Zirca some went to Rebel, danced throughout the night, took a short break here and there, the alcohol wasn't even enough. After that we went to Macdonald to rest and ton, played monopoly deal and i saw Leroy! Wth. He was inside the club as well. Anw played truth and dare but actually it's all truth -.- After that we went separate ways with the rest, the few of us left took train to Tamp to slack, played monopoly deal w forfeits, i swear the forfeits were fucking hilarious then we went home. Really tiring i swear! Met my cousin at Eastpoint so chatted w her for short while, now I'm home finally i can go to sleep and rest! Wonder if at night there's anything on, I'll see how i feel or what time i wake up then! Bubbye.

Sweet

2010-11-29T21:13:00.002+08:00

Every cute thing reminds me of you.

Okay i have 2 more days of work. Half way through work today Cathay told me she's transferring to vivocity, i totally lost mood to work and when we both ended work, she said she needs to return the locker key, that moment i felt like hugging her and cry. AHHHHH why of all times now then i don't feel like leaving!! Sigh. I'll miss Fendi, I'll miss Ridwan, I'll miss Iryan, I'll miss Ariff, I'll miss Afiq, I'll miss Joan sweetheart. Okay i wna sleep early tonight! Bye!

Luck

2010-11-25T21:32:00.004+08:00

Imported from Japan. My boyf is like the greatest right?

My girlf customize this for me. I'm so fortunate to have both of them.

I miss my colleagues, i miss my friends, i miss my clique, i miss my boyf. I wna close my eyes and the moment i open it will be Friday. I hate to leave the people there. Okay I'm off to play poker w my friends!

Sickest birthday ever

2010-11-24T19:40:00.002+08:00

I love this present although the photos like shit. LOL

Justin bieber's hairstyle is damn trendy for butches huh.

My another neighbour!

Okay a lot of things to update. First of all my 19th birthday is damn sick, i swear, i cried again. I rly don't dare to go think what will happen on my 21st, and they are right, it's too high level for me. Kay so these few days have been hanging out w my colleagues or rather i have been hanging out w my colleagues all along and I'm rly enjoying it. I miss Neco, Andy, Ameer, Darren, Firman, Kunzhe, Yikee, Deryk, Brien, Andy. Sigh even though some people come for a few days we click like as if we know each other damn well. Okay I'm gna do some major update soon since my attachment is ending real soon! :D

Time flies

2010-11-14T01:07:00.002+08:00

The little thing tht always manage to warm my heart each time I reach home

Just whack the crabs at kuishin bo

New chaffeur! But kinda scary.

Okay today is like the only off day. Oh and after school ker actually drive me and sab to tamp mall cause we wna shop at cotton on. Feels good to shop w a girlfriend cause I've always been shopping w my boyfriend all the while. So I went home ordered Mac for lunch and helped out w my boyfriend's army stuff till like evening. Bathed prepared and went to marina square to get the hoodie, in the end I got the hood instead of the pullover, cause they look exactly the same just tht one is easier to take out w a zipper while another is rather troublesome, so thinking tht I'm such a lazy person I shld just get the easier one. Hahaha. Walked over to suntec to eat kushin bo then played the arcade. Forgot the time, missed the last train and end up taking cab back home. Hahaha. Okay I'm gna rest early tonight! Tired!

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Can't bear to let go

2010-11-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

Who won't be happy if work ends 5 or 6pm every single day right? Haha okay so I guess today is the last day for those colleagues who are going to Knightsbridge outlet. :( I rly hate to see Neco go. Okay I gtg rest and sleep early cause I'm tired. Btw Fendi is damn adorable and I love Rachel although we argue each time we see each other but I still gna miss her to the core. :(
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iPhone 4

2010-11-08T21:08:00.001+08:00

Special force = botak

My funny colleagues!

April botak once again!

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Slow pace

2010-11-08T01:25:00.001+08:00

I'm gna keep it short first. I went JB randomly w my boyfriend on saturday which is my only off day, Friday was a disaster I went to see the doctor and both of us were kinda upset over lots of things. Anw JB was rly enjoyable, going w your love one and just walking around some foreign country tgt. Enjoy each other's company and get to experience some new stuff. Next time im gna call my friends to join us and see how's the feeling like. Hehe. Sunday work as usual but the dinner was awesome, it's not the food it's not the beverages, it's rly the company. We were laughing our asses off and running after last trains and many more nonsense. I just love them and hate to see them leave. Photos are up on Facebook! Will post again tmr or something. Goodnight!
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Find enjoyment in work

2010-10-28T10:41:00.004+08:00

16months being tgt. Wow didn't even think tht we could actually last till now. I'm looking forward to end of SIP but... If only you're of the same age as me things could have been different. We are different from other couples, whenever i see the rest, i can't help but to envy the time they can have for each other. Okay i rly miss you a lot. I can't wait for Friday's supper maybe it'll push away some thoughts of mine and i can't wait for Saturday end of work cause I'm meeting my usual clique! :D Okay bye!

If only things were better.

You'll only know what's good for you when you suffer

2010-10-27T10:45:00.003+08:00

Now after I'm working so many days a week i finally understand how my mum feels for her job. She works like 2 weeks and granted w 1 off and 1 half day only, can't imagine how miserable and tiring it is. Also understands tht now when you're working so much, you don't have time to plan things or think about other things. You forget about things you're suppose to do easily and all. Okay i need to eat and watch my show.

Time pass fast when you're enjoying

2010-10-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

Fuck i just rmbed tht my card-reader is w my SIC now i can't upload the pictures from my camera. Anw i rly miss my friends, miss the time when u msg each other and the next moment u guys gna meet up, then u gna meet up again tmr and tmr and tmr and tmr. Fuck i miss lepak-ing a lot a lot, now evrytime i have off day i won't even use it to lepak i don't even have time to waste alr. 24hrs is damn little for a day. Hahaha. Anw ytd was kinda fun went out w babe in the early afternoon to shop around, met up w the rest and went scape to play arcade, have dinner and went home. We played the pool&bowling game and as expected, my score is the least. \ If the chalet failed, i swear I'm still gna find somewhere to drink all the bottles of alcohol, i wna vomit like 10 times if not I'm not satisfied. Okay kidding. LOL

Off day is awesome

2010-10-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

Off day today! Altho i prefer to get off day on a weekend but i can't choose. Anw working ytd was cool, Eric bought us fries and drinks from burger king, how sweet right! Hahaha. I miss my life. Okay I'm meeting the clique ltr, can't wait! Although it's just a simple gathering but i guess it'll still be as fun as usual. :D I can't rly rmb much srsly, weekend was spent w boyf, movies, dinners, oh we went to scape's arcade and there's this game tht's damn cool. It's a bowling game but using a pool concept, means there's a ball but you don't throw, you use a pool stick and hit, see how many pins you can hit. Damn cool i swear. Too bad photos can't be taken. Oh and i braided my hair! Love it but bcus I'm damn rough so it gets messed up alr. Okay i gtg prepare soon. Some people rly won't wake up and there's nothing you can do about it, all you can do now is just sit and watch how the person slowly gets deeper and can't pull themselves out.

No one loves this

For a reason

2010-10-12T11:38:00.002+08:00

I need to write my logbook later! Hahah. Idk whether to do my hair today or not cause idk what's the price for it. Wa damn lazy to post also dnknw what to say cause work happens evryday and i can't be blogging about the same thing evryday. Anw i find rachel superrrrrr cuteeeeee evryone in the shop is talking about her. I even feel shy when I'm around her.

Unforgivable

2010-10-11T11:59:00.002+08:00

Evrythg was screwed. Work is rly tiring and I'm always feeling lazy to go to work however, i rly enjoy and love my colleagues over there, they are rly what makes the working process more enjoyable. I'm also glad tht I'm posted to Topman, because this brand is quite popular among guys around our age so i tend to bump into many familiar faces which always lighten the mood at work. Okay this weekend has a lot of updates to do and maybe I'll do it tonight. Hope to see them soon. (:

Best thing that has happened to me is you

2010-10-04T00:10:00.003+08:00

I'm rly glad and grateful tht i have this sweet little thing by my side all this while. He's always trying to influence me w positive thinking and attitude, evrytime i complain how tired evrything, he's always saying other stuff to make me feel better and all. he's like the one who grabs my old self back each time i lost myself. Anw, Saturday was the only off day, went back to school and srsly i miss going to school, how can i ever say tht but yes i rather go to school, at least we can sit down and relax, fall asleep in class, skip lectures, take mc like free, go back home after school to sleep or lepak after tht, most importantly, all the friends are there. So after school i went back to have lunch and slept all the way till like 4.30pm, prepared and cab down to RP for the mitc thingy. It was good i must say, i enjoyed cause the music is awesome and the dancers are cool. Hahaha. Went to watch movie at causeway point w daniel also, and they damn irritating, on the way to causeway they kept imitating those dancers. Hahaha. Watched the legend of the fist:Chen Zhen, not tht bad but a bit weird the script. Hahaha, i miss the times when i can watch late night movies like as if tmr i have totally nothing to do. Sianz. Okay bye.

Something tht won't go away

2010-09-30T12:02:00.003+08:00

Spending time w someone you love is something tht money can't buy. I'm gna cherish every moment. I'm getting used to Topman alr. Okay off to work soon. Bye!

Dead

2010-09-28T12:45:00.001+08:00

I hate internship
I miss my friends
I wna hang out late
I wna do what i wna do
I wna enjoy my life
I want internship to end in a blink of an eye.
& i want you most.

It's like a drug

2010-09-23T19:22:00.003+08:00

$4 only. Hahah!

I miss pool

Just did this for my room and it's awesome.

First off day

Omg i srsly don't mind attaching to heroic/dusty!! At least i can relax use hp still can charge hp! Can sit whenever i feel tired, can do whatever i can do. So ytd was my off day, damn happy like srsly never felt so happy before. Went to town w boyf to get all my jeans and shorts for work, went to plaza sing, search the stuff and finally found it. Then we played the arcade over there and omg we lost like $10. Hahah! Ate at yoshinoya and went home, the feeling of taking mrt back home sucks. Please. Okay v tired cause i ytd night too stress can't sleep, thanks babe and sorry for all the trouble. Love you!

I srsly need to stop it

Let's get this over and done with

2010-09-20T18:54:00.003+08:00

Hey so yeah today was the first day of internship, i woke up at like 6.30am to report at 8.30am. we had some time before we enter the store so we sat at starbucks. So basically, i was at Topman while gaya and lynette's at Topshop. Guess i was the lucky one, cause i went up and saw Topshop is much busier than Topman. Hahah, and i swear the guys are so much more friendly than the girls. They chatted w me and all so yay i got new guy friends. Hahah. My off day's on wednesday, sounds good cause there's ladies night! Hahah! Okay. Thurs I'll end at 5pm, so which kind souls are going orchard for some shopping or whatsoever please call me after 5pm, unless I'm tired which i think most probably i will be. Hahah. I'm rly tired so goodbye.
I'm trying hard to wake myself up

Imperfections

2010-09-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

Eyelashes fking long for a 4 yrs old kid. LOL

Strawberry shortcake, see her happy face.

We're gna eat up all her saliva tht has landed on the cake

This is my enemy

Tht curly hair is not real btw. LOL

The clubbing photos are w lynette, so will post it up when i got them. So ytd we went to powerhouse tgt, starting there's like 8 of us, then slowly there's like more coming in. Hahah. Drank a lot ah, ml is an insane drinker i swear, she and her friends opened 2 bottles when there's only 3 of them, we drank some, then order like 2 jugs and another 2 glasses of alcohol. Counted drank a lot alr, cause ml's side is crazy. Danced w evryone, first time going up the podium w the girls woooo like fun. Hurt my ankle cause got some crazy girl kept jumping around cause she dnknw how the fk to dance so the whole table fell and the jug just hit my ankle, damn. And also saw this girl dancing at level 3 podium fell down and she couldn't even stand up and walk. Great show. I think pukes are very normal, so yeah. Hahahah. Left around 4plus cause some un-gentlemanly guys didn't wait for us. Powerhouse isn't tht bad, just tht saturday is rly fking packed! Okay so woke up in the afternoon today, CSI as usual, ate lunch w family and got the stuff required for my SIP. Went to my baby cousin's house to celebrate her birthday, she's becoming a princess, can't imagine how will she be like when she's older. Alright, gna sleep early cause i have to be at somerset at fking 8.15am! Glad tht's it's only tmr.

It can never be it.

Wish you were here

2010-09-18T01:42:00.003+08:00

Too shag to continue w contact lens

Strawberry mj tiles

Okay so Thurs no suntanning again, so went to changi village for the alcohol and also to have our lunch there before heading off to SGH for his appt. It was real stupid cause he was late for about 10mins and they told him he has to reschedule. Went down to Sab's house to meet the rest, the moment we stepped in we saw few of them cooking maggi alr. Hahah. Finally able to meet Jewel but forgot to take photos. Anw played a few rounds of mj before going to chompchomp for dinner. The food there is awesomeeee. Went back to Sab house and we played mj all the way! Played monopoly deal as well and i think it's damn fun to play w 5 pple. Hahah, then we played mj till the morning instead of using money we used alcohol. Hehehe, the chivas is damn nice w mixer. Bought mac cause evryone's mouth was feeling itchy i guess. Hahah. Reached home like 7am?! Damn tired, slept allll the way till late afternoon. (Y) Guess what woke up, ran to 201 cause boyf wna get his haircut done today, and ran back home. I think I'm going crazy soon. Hahah, bathed and prepared for mum's bday dinner at tamp. Crab is damnnnn awesomeeee. Nothing much, walked a little at 201 and walked home, see I'm insane alr, i walked home all the way. Hahah! Okay off to bed soon finally a last meeting w the group of clique for clubbing tmr! Love them ttm.

You wna be neutral but your mind just tends to be bias automatically.

I believe

2010-09-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hmm okay nothing much today except for dinner @ payalebar Arnold's Chicken! (Y) The oil is scary but still nice. Hehe then we walked to geylang to have beancurd there. :D Shiokk. Went home after tht. Gna rest early so i can suntan tmr. Will update after all the events! (: Okay bye.
If only we had more time

I love you!

2010-09-14T12:25:00.002+08:00

Today will be one of the rest days during the holidays, ytd went to eat dinner, kbox and pool w Sab&Tavis then i realize I've been doing the same thing again and again which is pool, but srsly, Singapore is getting super boring, other than shopping and movies, what else can you do? On a side note, for the usuals! We need to take more photos! We need to camwhore before we go for our separate attachments. Suppose to go tanning today but felt rly tired so postponed to Thursday instead. Gna find some stupid stuff to do at home today.

You're impossible.

Me love

2010-09-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

Is this cool shitz or what?! \m/
I feel like getting a word tattoo. Hmmm.. Anw Friday i went over to boyf's house in the afternoon, put down my stuff and went to FEP tgt, got jammed in the middle cause of HariRaya. Did express manicure for the v first time and they kept laughing at my expression cause i felt uncomfortable someone doing my nails for me. Hahah ate lunch over there and went over to lucky plaza but didn't get the fking charger cause they tried to con our money! Hahah. Then went to play monopoly deal at macdonald, kinda fun to have 4 pple playing. Went to AMK after tht to play pool cause the kbox is too fking expensive and i rly improved. Hehe. Ate dinner like 11plus then cab home. (Y) Was suppose to sing kbox on saturday morning but my eyes rly refuse to open so sorry so in the end slept till afternoon then went to buy paint and stuff to paint his room's door black. Fun i love painting like how i love colouring when i was young. Sunday morning boyf have some 21km marathon, i think he's insane in some way srsly. I slept all the way till he came back and continue sleeping all the way till 7pm, guess what i slept a total of 18hours on sunday! I think this is damn shiok, totally breaks my own record. Not gna waste my holidays, I'm dying to drink srsly, dying to go sentosa and have fun, dying to go many many places, do many many stuff but I'm only left w 1 week. Okay done, bye!
The smile, the love.

Nothing beats this

2010-09-09T18:00:00.002+08:00

I feel like getting my tongue pierced srsly and i feel like getting a small tattoo. Anyone supports this idea? Hahah. I hate thinking about stuffs at home, hate thinking about those stuffs tht i rly wna get, wna do but don't have enough cash or enough time. Gna clear my table a little later, afternoon was torturous cause of cramps so didn't moved much. Was watching highschoolmusical earlier and i rly wouldn't mind if zac's my boyf. He's just tooooooo cuteeee to resist. Hahah. Life's kinda boring these few days huh, I NEED ALCOHOL PEOPLE! Srsly, pasir ris park soon to drink! I don't care. I'm gna die soon if i don't drink. Hahahahahahaha. Bye

Alcohol is the ultimate sex

Contented

2010-09-08T15:23:00.003+08:00

Good! Now I've finished all my exams although it's just 2, but the feeling is good! However, the moment i walked out of the hall i felt uneasy, paper sucks, first to finish using about 1hour plus everyone is still busy writing i have no idea writing what but then again, felt good tht i don't have to worry anymore. Nothing much today, slept, finished my show and nua-ed at home. Feels tired still, got woken up by msgs and it's always like this i can't tend to fully enjoy my afternoon nap, makes me feel kinda cranky. Hahah. Okay plan outings for upcoming holidays wheeeee i wna go ECP/Sentosa, i wna go suntanning, swimming, zoo and many more, doubt there's enough time to do all these huh. Bye! Cramps rly can make you vomit blood literally.
Knowing tht you'll always be there makes me feel better.

Exams

2010-09-07T14:37:00.002+08:00

It has been a week.

I'm gna make a quick one and back to memorizing for my last paper! Stayed home on Monday w boyf to study and memorize, went to see doctor as well and i hope it gets better. Saw my plain t-shirts! Although it's not perfect but i guess I'll just make do w it first. First paper today and i have confidence tht I'll pass. (: Heheh although i did talk cock here and there. Alright I'm gna try hard for the next paper and tht's it, enjoy the holidays! Bye sluts. I'm gna make you burn in hell.

In need of alcohol

Girls will always be girls

2010-09-05T01:15:00.003+08:00

So typical girl right.
Have been slackin' off these few days and shitz i rly need to get started, feel the anxiety, panic like it's the end of the world, but I'm rly damn fking lazy. Tht subject is just srsly too dry for me to get interested w. Went over to boyf's house on friday night, ate at amk and watch grown-ups halfway, oh and we tried the monopoly cards too, i swear it's damn stressful, kills your brain cells make your brain exercise like hell cause it's rly strategy game. Woke up and played a few rounds again before preparing for his soccer in the afternoon, it shldn't have been a friendly match srsly, they scored 3-1 and won the 1st division top team when they are like the 2nd division 2nd last team. LOL and they scored w 9 team members while the opponent team has 11. Wtf right. I have no idea how they got up to 1st div top team srsly. After soccer, went to Ikea to get the stuff, ate dinner w daniel over there and played monopoly cards tgt, srsly tht 2 guys can rly make me laugh like hell. Esp tht metta friend of mine, i cannot tahan his retarded actions srsly and the way he kaopeh, it's irritating but rly funny. Okay gna study and go down town tmr! Oh and i miss pool, exams just suck the life out of you right.
Stop being a fking pussy. _l_

Easier said than done

2010-09-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

You know what? I'm super unhappy when i did soooo many things before but just because of a few like rly super few things tht i did tht make things awful, I'm blacklisted. You just reminded of someone and i think you are the same, not worth it. I was always there, but now i won't be. Went airport to study today, studied 2 chapters but counted v little i guess. Hmmm will study tmr again at home. You know there are like millions of people out there reaching and seeking for their dreams, but just because they put it aside for some time doesn't mean they should give up. And if you're putting yourself in their shoes, you should think tht maybe they have their reasons for putting those aside. It's never too late to reach out, and i believe tht there's this someone always supporting in whatever i have planned in my life. Hope I'm able to fix my psp! I'm so gna chiong shows, games, mahjongs and alcohol after exams! Who's w me! Hehehehe.

It felt nice

2010-09-01T19:30:00.002+08:00

Today went back to school in the fking morning for SIP briefing, and I'm in Topshop, kinda expected but at ION orchard w 2 of my coursemates. Aye srsly why town, the food like so expensive. And what's the point of self-secure when school secure is so much better?! Fk the school la lame shit i should have just let them secure for me. Ccb. Anw went tmall after tht to eat and we end up slacking at starbucks for a while cause we saw keith and friends over there. Hahah. I swear my cousin's life is so screwed. Hahah. Okay I'm off now, computer's boring now. Bye.

Idk anything fanciful just 3 words, i love you.

Pretend

2010-09-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

Fk this shit, there's school tmr, SIP briefing and it's like weirdly strict cause idk why, the guidelines say so? And it's fking early in the morning like as if we're rly having a lecture. So i gotta go rest early before i couldn't manage to wake up early tmr. Anw guys, those who ordered the contact lens w me, i just transferred the money to her, so it'll take like 2-3 weeks to receive, once i get it, i can pass the lenses to you guys alright. Anw, i went to causeway point to have my sushi buffet today! Feels different though, like the menu is missing some stuff, there's no computer to clickclick. Walked around causeway and then went home. If you ask me to start on rpb, i rly don't mind and i can be rly motivated but why RI why this kinda stupid subject still remains in the world, it's wasting all the fking precious resources. Okay no use. I'm gna go sleep now now now now now. Bye.

I'm smiling because i have no idea what's going on. (:

Limitations

2010-08-31T00:58:00.004+08:00

There are many questions but not many answers. So i guess I'll just continue moving on and wait till answers come to me slowly. Today i spent the whole day completing my rpb notes, and watching tv most of the time. Hahah. CSI is in season 6 now, but thanks to my awesome boyf, he's damn good at kiosai, cheapskate, so he can download evrythg for me free. My itouch jailbreak, he do, games he found, laptop's antivirus he make it free, psp games he find, psp spoil he fix, games he can crack so i can play full version free actually any IT stuff he can find and do it for me. Wheeeee, so shiok evrythg also free. Hahah! Okay I'm rly like damn bored today, did nothing except for notes. Zzzz Watching new korean drama and i swear it's damn funny! Hahah. Okay off to continue the show. Goodnight.

I'll hold you till the hurt is gone

You know it, baby

2010-08-30T01:44:00.003+08:00

We went into the same toilet. =O

I think they spell it wrongly? Hahah.

What a cool sofa-bed!

We look like twins, which is damn fking weird i swear.

Love cannot be thrown away tht easily. Even if you force, there'll still be some left. Over here, i wna apologise for all the hurt I've caused on you. I wna apologise for always letting go of your hand easily. I'm not good at keeping promises, I'm not good at holding on or being persistent at certain things, I'm also not good at being a good girlfriend. Sorry. Okay so cabbed down to woodlands thinking of sushi buffet but dammit we didn't know tht it's only available from Monday to Friday. So we just ate noodles instead. Went to play arcade and went home. Stayed over and watched ManUtd match at night. Today we waited for Ikea's delivery to arrive but fk it was damn late like 7pm when it's suppose to be 6pm. Prepared and went to AMK for dinner, the western is niceeeeeee. Played pool and i rly improved! (Y) Hehe. Played for an hour or so and went back home. (: Gna study for this whole week! Hope so.. Hahah.

Happiness can be simple.

I'm alive for you

2010-08-28T01:26:00.003+08:00

Look like ahbeng srsly.

Is she trying to say wtf? Hahah

I'm not gna post botak's photo because I'm nice. Hahah! Okay first thing first, went dhoby ghaut, and the 2 kids wna play arcade -.- Hahah so after the drums and the guitar, we went over to eat beancurd! I swear it is always soooo awesome. Walked over to PoMo to play pool and guess what, we saw $4.80 per hr and didn't even ask again to confirm, so we just went ahead playing, until we had our doubts like cannot be so cheap so we asked and the person told us fri,sat,sun is $14.80 per hr. Knn fking expensive! We played for 2hours and cost like $30 alr. Fking sad. Leroy came and we walked to HajiLane, it's tiring srsly. Sheesha and played some truth&dare games, hahah funny. And i srsly shocked when Ben could solve the river test! Bloody hell i think he wasted a lot of limited brain cells of his to complete it. Hahah! Botak and bc joined us and oh man i miss botak like hell lots. Hahah almost can go to club but shit it's dblO and they have this super weird policy, ml rly freq customer, so clear about evrythg. Hahah. Bc is damn gentleman i swear, he walked me back to my block even when it's soooo near the road. Wheee! Gna go sleep soon! Kinda tired. Oh and i rmb this one, damn funny. Botak have to hug the pillar and shout "Help! Help! The pillar is falling!" Hahah until someone rly come and help, so he kept shouting and shouting but evryone gave the reaction was "what sial?" HAHAHAHA.

It's dying.

Can't be helped

2010-08-27T11:52:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry

Put your hands in the air

2010-08-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

I'm fking itching fr clubbing! Damn i want the papers to end quickly. Anw life's boring when there's work involved. Today i thought I'm able to slack but there's fking stocktake. _l_ It was so tiring the whole day didn't rly get to sit down, chat and slack. I'm like addicted to unhealthy stuff srsly, smoking, sheesha, pool, mahjong(as long as there's anyone who calls me up I'll join provided tht those are the kind i wna play w), clubbing, alcohol and all kinds of shitz! Fk it and I'm like in love w piercings, tattoo, drugs and many other sick stuff. I think I'm gna die at a super young age i swear. Hahah! Tmr fareast alone, i think tht's hell. I'm gna go rest fkers, be cool. \m/

Take your motherfking shirt off

If you're sexy and you know it

2010-08-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hi suckers. \m/ Friday worked w Jaslyn was fking tiring i swear, the fking promotion comes at the fking wrong time dammit. Suppose to end work at 6pm but waited fr boyf till 7pm. Oh! Jewel was working at Carrefour, so i went down fr a little while and talked to her. I rly rly hope she feels happy in her life somehow. Went to have dinner at Old Airport Road, circle line is like an awesome creation. Hahah! The food there is great i must say. Went back to Suntec to pass her the key and went Carrefour to get some stuff. Saturday woke up like late, i know and I'm sorry. Hahah. Rushed down to ehub and met the rest, sang kbox till 230pm! Watched Step Up 3 and i swear Step Up is always the best dancing movie ever. Hahah. Their dance moves like fking cool only. Played pool then played arcade. Pool is damn fun, altho i kinda suck at it. Hahah. Sunday nothing much, went over to boyf's house to stay over till Tuesday. On the way, i suddenly feel like playing pool and just nice the train stopped at AMK, so we went over to play 1 round of pool. (Y) I like random impromptu trips. Hahah! Bought koi and i think my expectations got up real high, the first mouth was awful. I swear it's not worth queueing and waiting for another cup of koi. Idk why people love it so much. I didn't even wna finish the drink. Ran at night and my stamina dropped like hell cause of smoking. Bloody hell I'm gna stop as long as possible. Monday we went over to Queensway to look fr my bag and go Ikea to get all his needed furnitures. Tiring day and today packed his room. Shitz man he rly need to pay me fr labour fee. Hahah! Kidding. Okay there's work tmr and i hate wordy posts, altho it's damn wordy alr. Hahah! Bye motherfkers.

I'm danger like red zone.

Embrace the present

2010-08-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

Time doesn't wait fr anyone.

Today nothing much, watched tv in the afternoon and damn i srsly love CSI. Went to bath, prepare met the clique fr dinner. Ate at Mac cause we took quite some time to think of what to eat. Tsk and ben was being irritating, i think he misses xq too much. Hahah. After tht we walked over to starbucks and lepak! Wooo it's been so long since I've sat down at starbucks. Ker came over, talked all and then went home. Oh! And i passed them all their gifts, hope they like it! Like sincerely. Hahah. Okay gna sleep early tonight, there's a war to fight at suntec tmr. Hahah. Bye.

Some things rly gets on your nerves, but the only thing you can do is, don't bother.

There's no need for words

2010-08-19T01:09:00.004+08:00

Didn't know we watched so many movies before! Didn't know he kept ALL the tickets!

I cried when i read the end of this book.

Worked @ Fareast tdy alone. Damn fking boring, I'm like some walking zombie, damn tired eyes felt like closing any moment. Bf came and helped me transfer the songs. Thanks a lot! Rly appreciated. Met kate to get Suntec's key from her and srsly until now i still find tht she's super adorable! She like small size, innocent and soooooooo cute when she talk! Hahah! Ate at BigO at wheelock place, i think i chose the wrong food from the menu, doesn't taste good, or maybe not my type of food. Hahah. But also not i pay, he got the buy 1 get 1 free shitz. Eat halfway, he pop out some surprise again, first is return me my diary and 2nd i saw a scrapbook. I flip a few pages and tears filled my eyes alr, I'm like super super touched, never felt so touched before. On the way home cried on the train while finish reading the book. Okay there are a lot of things i wna say but guess i won't say it here. All i can say is thank you for evrythg you did, your efforts and also your perserverance. Loves.

Take my hand and bring me away from this place tht we don't belonged.

Pokka dots dog

2010-08-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

She wants me too, i know.

Blogger keep giving me problems uploading photos so I'll just upload my favourite which is this fking awesome dalmation. I swear KL has a lot of weird stuff tht made me like rly amazed and shocked. Lazy to say much but it was rly fun, and we didn't had enough time. We walked like 1 shopping mall per day it was tiring each time we went back to the hotel and i swear our hotel's location is damn good, like the middle of the whole KL damn convenient. (Y) The food is great, I'll never forget this trip. Just so fking awesome i don't mind going back again. The dalmation makes me feel like sneaking her back to Singapore and srsly, i feel like buying a house at Msia, live there just so tht i can get her. Hahah! She cost like a few hundreds only! I missed her. Back to Singapore, things are expensive again. Hahah. Rest on Monday and worked today at FEP, Jeremy's nice to come down to pass me the key and he stayed till like 4plus talking cock w me. Hahahah. End work rushed back home, wait for my dad and our whole family, and i srsly meant whole family which includes my brother go out for dinner at Tamp. The crab is damn shiok, guess my dad's is happy w the dinner. (: And i realized tht in my family, my mum's like the emperor, my dad is the assistant of the emperor, I'm like the advisor and my brother's the princess. Hahah! Okay bye!

The scars are there to remind

2010-08-10T01:12:00.002+08:00

I think this is crazily cute.

Okay quick update. Ytd night was my worst nightmare ever srsly i swear I'll nvr forget the whole incident. K so today i woke up early, did some notes and i thought my parents gna bring me for some good food but i guess they're busy w their stuffs so i ate porridge instead. Sad. Prepared and went to meet the rest at orchard, bought bubble tea, ate some duck meat. Hahah. Went over to fareast and slack till evening! Wtf right. V confusing cause suddenly got a few more people. Lol, they ate downstairs and then we walked over to cine thinking of singing ktv, in the end we sang for 2hrs plus. Not bad. Went to slack awhile more, talked, ate burger king and went home. Town is like the best place to slack other than Tamp. Hahah. Okay gna work tmr at Suntec. Please let it be slack.

It was never meant to be easy.

You and your theories

2010-08-08T15:30:00.002+08:00

Bev. (Y) LOL. Okay so ytd i went to work at T1 and what a wrong choice I've made. It's srsly chaotic, like fking messy as if it's some fish market and customers are just not being understanding enough. Irritating Singaporeans and some other country people. Hahah. Ended work, went down to Cine to meet the rest to watch SALT. Aye not tht nice afterall, not meaningful, no purpose, no point it's just lame but the actions are nice. Hahah. And she's ugly btw, like rly shag ugly. Hahah. Okay I'm like srsly fking bored now, bored till the extend i wna lepak but then I'm super lazy to go bath and prepare all. Shitz. Oh and relationships are just sickening know, like when you're happy you feel like nobody else matters, but when you're unhappy you feel like it's the end of the world. Irritating right why people fall in love. Hahah. And how contradicting love can be, you want the person to care and yet you don't want the person to care, so .... which? Hahah. Then when someone bothers, you pretend you don't bother, when tht someone don't bother, you get all unhappy because you didn't get tht someone's attention. Just fuck it man.
Black menthol. \m/

No one else

2010-08-05T20:23:00.006+08:00

They damn funny. Hand signs a lot.

Went to school ytd and got my fringe cut like finally. MM proj was just heartaching. Went home, rest and prepared for the night. (Y) Babe came over to find me and we train down tgt, met the rest and the amount of people keep increasing! Hahah. So anw, we stepped in like some amazed kids, cause it's fking big compared to butter fac. At first there's like space and all, but the crowd came in after and it became fking squeeze till the extend we have to push our way through. Drank, smoked, danced the whole night, was rly lucky cause the boss opened a martell just for us to enjoy and there's food as well ! Wlao damn shiok i swear. Hahah. He's like fking tall idk like 1.9m or so. Hahah. Reached home like 5plus in the morning. Shag. Today woke up went to get his sis's laptop and book the bus trip to KL. Rev lec tmr is just plain stupid, like out of nowhere. Fked up subject as well. I realized tht different people have different lifestyles, and they are so used to their lifestyle tht they can hardly adapt to others. Still, as long as the person is trying to be flexible, i believe tht one shld be more understanding enough to be able to accept the lifestyle. Ain't easy to swallow something tht you dislike but not many are feeling better as well.

Life's unfair, so just suck it up and move on.

Sparks fly, it's like electricity

2010-08-04T01:11:00.005+08:00

I'm so fking gna make it through year3. Rly damn thankful to my boyfriend who's always saying things tht i don't wish to listen but yet again, useful. Wna thank those friends who let me vent my complains anywhere anyhow anytime and giving me the support evry fking moment. Sweeeeet. So tdy was the final class for my CDS and rly happy to get out of the class. The moment i stepped out of the classroom, i smell freedom. Hahah! Okay ridiculous. Anw, thanks to boyfriend who helped me draw many drawings at night even when we're dead tired from town, even when we just woke up feeling damn nua just wna relax but he took the effort to draw as many as possible for me. Wna also thank Sab who offered help like free. Hahah! Rly appreciated. Went home, rest and all, i actually did housework, okay it's just ironing but still ! Rare moments. Hahah. Gna go for tutorial tmr and have like about 4hours break in between? Gna go cut my bloody long fringe if not I'll just go home and sleep. And guess what, I'm gna work at t1 heroic again on Saturday. Hahah! Kinda miss the colleagues and the so called most easy money job ever. Okay need to sleep soon! And i wna go for english concerts! Bloody hell my first 2 times are all chinese. Lol. Bye! \m/
You are the thunder and i am the lightning

I don't wish to lose something like your smile

2010-08-02T19:36:00.002+08:00

I studied IMR till like 3am or so, slept for about 4hours and go for the fking test. I think it was fine i guess, the things tht came out are what I've expected. Anw, it's over. Went back home to sleep and i overslept cause i received a msg saying pizza was postponed, so I'm like half-concious, seeing the postponed, i dreamt tht all the lectures are being postponed as well, wtf right. So i woke up at 1.45pm, shocked, rushed and well done, I'm in school by 2.20. After everything met Tavis, went tampmall to have lunch+dinner and went back home. Gotta finish my drawing by today and colour a few, also do my tutorial, i wonder if i have enough time. Kinda lazy srsly. Looking forward to the holidays tht are gna come by. (:
I can't pretend tht it doesn't matter.

If you go, don't go without me

2010-08-01T22:26:00.004+08:00

After this i gotta go study for my paper tmr. Shit life man srsly. Anw Friday after school i went home and was supposed to go get my haircut but i fell asleep and when i woke up i felt super lazy like I'm bedridden kinda lazy. Hahah! So babe came over and he's feeling super tired i guess, he slept all the way to midnight until i woke him up cause I'm dead bored and after he finishes his newpaper reading which normally old man does, he went back to sleep. What the hell right. Hahah. Saturday met Sab at FEP for our shopping spree, walked a lot but only bought a few stuff but the shirts are like the sezxzcxzcz! Fking hot i swear, totally my style. Hahah. Walked over to LuckyPlaza and then PlazaSing for our dinner and movie. Inception was a great movie, i guess tht's what everyone was saying, maybe a little too complicated for stupid people and too draggy for smart people. Guess what, i felt it was draggy, the scenes keep repeating to try to let the audiences understand and all, but it repeats too many times till i got fking irritated. Hahah. But it was cool. Took nightrider home and was damn tired tht i fall asleep. It was nice to fall asleep beside someone, in their arms while they watch you sleep. (: Today went out w my family, bought my stuff, ate Manpuku, it was alright. Busy busy, gna go study! Fk tomorrow.

Don't you need me.

We'll die together

2010-07-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

But be careful, cause you might get burn.

Oh man my mistake, there's school tomorrow but good thing is tht it starts at 2pm. Awesomeee, i think evrything is all worth it. Rushing through projs rushing through months for the year, and now our timetable slacken by a lot. Sweeet. Didn't lepak today but instead was writing notes for IMR, somehow i don't rly feel secure about the EST for this subject. Anw, I'm like dead bored i hate playing games on my itouch, there's no speaker and it lags a lot. Holdon baby, I'm coming to get you soon! (iphone4g). Tht idiot kept asking me to join the neopets community -.- but i think it'll just bore me more. Hahah. Let's hope this weekend would be a wondeful one for us alright. I'm kinda looking forward to it. And dammit, i hate drawing scary masks at night, and i left w 21 boxes to fill. Bye world. \m/

Our love would be forever.

The killer

2010-07-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

I know Ker will hate this. Hahah

No school for today, tmr and friday! Fking fking fking awesome ttm, gna lepak again tmr. Lepak is like the sexcxzcz altho we're like gna die from sucking in too much nicotine. Hahah. So i met them at Tamp today for dinner and went over Ben's house to slack. He brought boyboy down and he's like huge, but fking cute at the same time! Altho he ignores most of the people who calls him but he's still cute. The photo above is actually a kitten nearby his block, there's like 3 of them but this particularly one is especially cute cause it's damn friendly like not afraid of humans and a little over-friendly. Hahah. Went up to Ben's house cause many of us needs the toilet. 2 childish guys started playing some wrestling game on the bed while the rest of us are dying from boredom. So decided to play some card games and all, i swear my hand/arm have many bruises from all the pinching. Bloody hell, pinching is srsly a bad idea. Played poker, and the cards suck so i got like 4 blueblacks on my right hand and 1 on the left, it's damn painful i swear, like rly blue black when you touch it, it srsly hurts. Hahah, but overall i had fun cause i rly love hanging out w friends, it never gets less than boring.

There ain't no other who can comfort me.

I have to start this over

2010-07-27T18:57:00.002+08:00

The words you said to me, they couldn't set me free, I'm stuck here in this life I didn't ask for. There must be something more, do you know what we're fighting for. Presentation was alright i guess, i memorized the wrong slides and took like 15mins to memorize the correct ones, so didn't rly memorized well but shld be okay. Hahah. Finally submitted MM proj and went for lunch at KFC, bumped into Sabrina's friends and slacked for a little while, funny people. Went for my CDS and i wna thank boyfriend as well as Sabrina and Tavis who helped a lot with the leaf and the sketchbook! Appreciated and rly grateful. Last week of CDS, and be gone FHD! _l_ Gna go for tmr's lecture most probably, since we're gna lepak after tht too.

And all these masks we wore, we never knew what we had in store.

Misery

2010-07-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hi there, I'm gna sleep early tonight cause I've to be in school by 8.15 in formal wear. Wtf x10. Finished memorizing the indiv ppt, but i still have to continue my drawings! Dammit. Anw, today went early for rev lecture in the morning and i guess it was kinda useful, had a very useless presentation in the afternoon and the rest of the time was given to the fked up collateral. Hahah. Nothing much these few days busy w school work but i guess it's time to srsly enjoy after evrything! Girls! I wna go clubbing and i srsly need to shop for clothes! Ladies night people! (: Sometimes i rly wish i have the power to change things.

The silence is slowly killing me.

We'll dance inside the song

2010-07-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

Lightstickscxzczczcxz

Jay chou concert was a disappointment, maybe cause he's not handsome and he did a lot of fancy stuff makes the whole thing v draggy. Anw, did proj at Payalebar and went for the concert at night. The lightsticks are the sexzczxczxczxz! They are just beautiful. Ate supper at Eunos and went home. Watched Sorcerer's Apprentice today and i think it's quite cool, love the dragon ring. Hahah. Okay dinner at Ikea and home. School's early tmr, bye!

Move down to me, Slip into you.

I can't get you off my mind

2010-07-23T23:46:00.002+08:00

Okay today was stupid, i swear. Suppose to do the presentation but teacher was sick and i only know about it when I've reached school, so the laptop's in my bag and there's nothing i can do about it. Went for imr tutorial, equally stupid. Had break all the way from 11 to 2pm, went opp school to have lunch w clar and ker, talked about rly rly super random stuffs and went back to library to finish up all the subject feedbacks and watched The 70's Show, it's fking nice srsly. I laughed at almost every lame parts but they are just so cute! Hahah. Went for rpb lecture and it was so so so motherfking boring, after he left and we had to do the course feedback, the whole LT became like fish market cause of those rly rly bitchy and noisy, like irritating kind of noisy aunties. They laughed, got amazed but rly stupid things tht i wouldn't even wna comment about it. Anw, went home and my boyfriend is just so cute, he wanted to surprise me in school but his phone was down for idk what reason so me and my friends didn't receive any of his msgs and didn't reply him too. So he called me asking where am i when I'm alr walking to my house and then he said he's at TP. Awwww, actually even if it failed, i was still rly happy tht you put in the effort. Recently, I've seen a rly big difference, or rather a change in you and i rly do hope this stays permanently instead of temporary. I rly feel happy, and my feelings for you feels once again, strong. I love the way things are right now and i would never want it to ever stop.

Your images are srsly driving me nuts, especially the smile you have.

It's all about you

2010-07-22T22:45:00.003+08:00

/Edited Happiness might not be difficult as long as you know how to feel contented. Happy! No school today, so slept till afternoon but because of someone we had to dragged the time till like 3+ to lepak. Hahah! So met Tavis first at Simei, then went over Tamp to meet the rest, while they are eating at KFC, we saw someone tht totally, srsly, look fking alike w my boyfriend. My heart skipped a beat, i thot he came to surprise me, but like so impossible. Hahah, all of us look damn stunned i swear. Went for jamming and it was awesome! Altho some songs i don't rly understand or couldn't rly hear the lyrics but we did enjoyed our time. Ben taught us a few beats of the drums and i swear it's not as easy as it seems, we also took turns to sing a little, and I'm so gna go to shannon house to learn guitar! Let's hope i won't scold any vulgarities in order to keep myself in the house. Hahah. First time sitting on the motorbike driven by xq, wtf i swear my heart was beating fking fast and i was fking scare srsly. I screamed like nobody's business and i was freaking out even when the speed is just 50km/hr, grabbed his waist like super tight i felt so guilty about it. Hahah But i swear even it was just a short distance, it was fking fking fking fun ttm! I wna try it again, and faster! Hehe. Had dinner tgt at FoodJunction and saw Azie at starbucks! Hahah she's so funny srsly. Lepak at rooftop again and they were busy playing itouch games which srsly makes them look fking retard i swear. And why xq is such a joker? He wore a shirt tht has a hole at the back and we laughed at it, sab still went to poke it. He said tht hole is the exact size he wanted, don't go dig it because it will expand and then it won't be the size he wanted. Hahahahahahaha, i srsly enjoyed my time today. Just so funny. Alright, school's 9am tmr, goddammit. Bye.

You, doing tht thing you do.

Music expresses feelings tht are hard to say

2010-07-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

Had MM EST today, like wtf in the middle of nowhere and got fooled by the teacher while getting him to sign my LOA. Went to 201 to have lunch w Sab and thanks for accompanying rushing here and there! Rly appreciated. Anw the paper suck, so many questions so little time, although i finish it kinda early but i lost 20marks bcus i totally didn't study for tht particular lecture, went lab to do proj w clarence and Sab, why tht clarence just so funny? Hahah. Okay anw, tht phone call i had sucks too. Went back w Azie, i think I'm gna start drinking tht oreo crust bubble tea. Hahah. Can't wait for jamming tmr! Ahhhhhhhh, i guess evryone knows why. Hahah.

I can never forget tht face, tht smile of yours.

Rearrangement

2010-07-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

A fast one, this dog of mine sat on my drawings then her butt became black and i have to spend time washing away the dirt. Stupid dog srsly, she just sits anywhere she likes. Anw went over to his hse ytd night for dinner, stayed over and went for CDS today. Fk i could have submit all my MCs but i lost 1, so i gotta wake up early tmr just to go ask them to re-issue for me. Anw, ended my CDS early and finally submitted my fking portrait, thanks guys for helping me w the leaves, irritating leaves. Lepak-ed till damn late like 10+ but not tht bad though, the weather sucks, seat sucks, but the companion was great. Gna do it again maybe on Thurs night after jamming. Wheeeecxzc. Hahah. Alright, gotta go memorize some MM before going to sleep! Pray hard i won't feel tired tmr, or i rly can die in school, like srsly die bcus I'll be some fking walking zombie. Lol. Bye!

I can't afford to lose time, I'm sorry, I'll change.

Stay close, don't go

2010-07-19T01:16:00.004+08:00

It's so fluffy!!

Awww somebody's got a frowned face.

Does this count as annoying?

Watched despicable me today! Soooooo damn fking awesome i swear. Agnes is sooo adorableeeeeee! It's so fluffy I'm gna die! Hahah! She's just so in love w unicorns. Awwww. Dinner at bakerzin was alright i guess, just feel sad tht my stomach shrinked by a lot, like srsly a lot. Lost like 2 bloody kg just because i fell sick. Anw, no school for tmr but i think i gotta do up my drawings! and study some MM before going out for dinner. Oh man I'm gna miss lepak-ing. Anw sometimes i don't understand, i dowan certain guys' attentions but they just keep coming like some irritating cockroaches, but when i wan certain pple's attentions but i just can't seem to get the whole of it. Tsk. Alright. Gna enjoy my sleep till tmr afternoon! Wheeczcz. And why does she even exist in this world? It's just a waste of Earth's resources, hmmm then again maybe not cause she somehow provide extra sex to guys, okay then maybe she's useful. (:

Sometimes i just wna try to catch up w time, and make you stay w me. I know it's selfish but i rly can't bear to see you go. I guess this is when i learn tht maybe letting go is another form of love. How i wish tht i have more time, or rather we had more time. I love you, i will definitely miss you and i know tht you do too. ;)

Don't fking care anymore!

2010-07-18T00:43:00.002+08:00

Like quite long never blog huh. Miss me anyone? Hahah. Fell sick, like srsly sick, feeling like shitz all the time. Things weren't looking good for us either. Thursday i act smart went to school thinking maybe could help out a little w the proj but turns out tht i just went to find them to have lunch at TM. -.- Had the new spicy nuggets and shaker fries, damn awesome i swear. Tht's the start of my nightmare i guess, waited for those guys so in the meanwhile we slacked our time through at coffeebean. Went jamming for just an hour and i felt like I'm gna faint anytime. Zzz reached home and temperature went up to 38.4 like wtf man. Babe came over surprisingly to take care of me even when he's down w minor illness, awwwwww. So basically my days have been spent at home doing nothing but rest. Finally feeling better today but dammit i lost my bloody antibiotic, who the fk can lose medicine at home?! Knn. Anw, hope i don't fall sick anytime sooner cause exams are like fking nearing alr. Okayz life just sucks when you're ill and all you can do it is just lie dead on yur bed. Hahah. Kk gna go off soon and my boyfriend started playing neopets again, yah i think this is what happens when you're sick and you're srsly fking bored till you find fking lame games to play. Hahah. Bye motherfkers!

It's enough because it's you

I'm overboard and i need your love to pull me up

2010-07-14T11:24:00.002+08:00

It's damn nice to have neighbour who stays like a level below you and who smokes as well. Fking cool i swear. Hahah. I'll feel better, I'll be strong enough. This time, i refuse to turn back, i refuse to accept things to be same again. Went for school ytd and it was like shitz i swear. My CDS is totally fked up, i have re-draw and assignments to hand up for the next 3 weeks. Sounds like a lot time but there are other projs on hand. _l_ Thanks guys who have been there, coincidentally when i needed someone. It is rly heartwarming, to know tht I'm never alone. I guess you're just unnecessary. Feels damn sick ytd and today, my head is spinning all the time like srsly. Couldn't vomit ytd night but feels better now. I know tht evry guy is gna give me the same shitz in evry r/s, but i truly believe one day there'll be a guy who is able to give me the happiness tht i deserve. Because i know some who are capable of these, but sadly there's no feelings. I rly miss jon a lot, i shldn't have throw him away and took him for granted. I'm rly sorry, i know tht he won't be able to see this but it's rly coming from the bottom of my heart, if there's any chance to mend things up I'll definitely do it. Gna see the doctor and most probably lepak w friends ltr. I wna watch despicable me so badly! Tsk. I srsly dnknw how to catch those feelings back again. Ok, gna go rest now. Bye, this is for the love.

I feel so numb, evrythg's so fake.

Patience have its limits

2010-07-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

Altho I've been rly patient in evrythg, allowing you to take yur own sweet time to understand me better, allowing you to take yur time to cheer me up whenever I'm feeling like shitz. But this doesn't mean I'll wait forever. Keep this in mind. You'll never know which day I'll find someone who has the ability to let me wait no more. Saturday i did up the whole blog and watch a bit of my show while waiting for him to end evrythg. Came over, altho it was rly unhappy, but i rly hope he knows what I'm trying to say and what i rly need. Sigh. Slept rly late cause wasn't feeling tht well, woke up and felt a little better. He brought over his band hero and we played the whole afternoon, after tht i felt super unwell like srsly uncomfortable all over. Slept early but was feeling hot and cold at all times. Didn't went to school, woke up early just to complete the blog stuff, after tht went back to sleep all the way till evening. Felt a little better but not rly good still. Let's hope tmr I'll feel better. I need to hand in my drawing and i definitely need more time for the leaves. _l_ drawings.

You are rly important to me.

All the things we went through

2010-07-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

He's my boyfriend. Any comments? Come and fking say it to me.
The girls.

3R01 \m/

Finally, evrything is over. Rly fking tiring i swear. Evrything was okay i guess. Many things happened in between here and there but I'm rly glad it's all over now. Wna thank babe for coming down and supporting on Thurs, he's like the first and last person who took photo w April. Hahah! No school for today, feels damn nice resting at home. Cramps hurting me like hell but lucky i had him w me. Accompanied him for his appointment and fk it i couldn't wait inside again. Ate porridge at Chinatown, went home and slept till late afternoon. Slept in the living room though, was sweating like hell idk why. Hahah. Tmr gna do up the blog and do my drawings altho I'm rly v reluctant to do so. Okay off now to watch my show. :D

I love loving you.

It's about giving and not just taking

2010-07-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Never felt this way before and it rly sucks. I still love you, but i have no idea how long this love is able to stand by itself. This whole week is rly fked up for me. This whole event is driving me insane. I'm totally not in the mood of blogging. Gna bring my dog tmr, let's hope nobody torture her or cut away her nipples. Hahah! Jamming tmr! (Y) I'm so looking forward for jamming instead of the fking event. Srsly, it feels good to get A for a subject, but for him to shoot like free, i don't feel good anymore. Today we had class and proj consultation so we didn't do much for the event until the tearing down and all. Tmr they gna extend the working hours, wtf x5. RI is easy yet annoying at the same time srsly. And i believe I'm a v straightforward person, who express evrythg out super easily, my face just writes evrythg automatically. I rly hope you will put in the extra effort to get to know me rly better. I swear I'll fall deeper and i swear i'll appreciate and feel touched like totally.

I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention.