Numb

How am I suppose to hold onto you when I don't feel the need at all?

I swear I'm not having any moodswings. Our problems are like a cycle it keeps repeating itself. When I need you, where were u, what were you doing. U always expect me to be understanding but how understanding can a person srsly be?
When I need you but it's always someone else there for me. Ever ask yurself this question, will I ever get tired of this? Because I am. And when I choose someone else and not u, ask yurself again, why is it that it's not u?
You are not even there. And you are not a good listener or advicer.

I'm gonna sleep my life in.