Nobody can get satisfied

When i get so affected by something, yet you're not doing anything to make me feel better? Then who are you to me? Your past is driving me insane, I'm afraid one day i couldn't even take it. So you rather lose me than do something about it?
You always claim that when other guys come and talk to me, they have bad intentions. But slowly one by one turns out to be normal only. So does that mean that your instincts are wrong? Then when your EX see properly, they are not normal friends, they are EX gfs. They come and find you, you can keep defending them like nobody's business. Why i can't say that they have bad intentions also?
I'm really v v upset. bye.