Will you?

Omg can i scream out loud now? I feel ecstatic. Has been way too long since I've felt like this. But i'm not putting too much expectations or hopes in it. Cause i know how such stuff ruins everything. Finally able to spend some time with him before school starts. Hope it'll be fine hehehehehehe. Omg i can't concentrate anymore. Bye

Nothing else matters

Can't wait to see you again. Argh, this is why my mind contradicts myself all the time. I can say that i don't really care, but once you're within my sight, everything changes. Should i? Cause i don't wna sit around waiting.
Anw, side tracked, i'm sorry i couldn't be there for you i guess that's the worse feeling to feel. I hope you're in a happier place now and i really wish i could have taken better care of you when you're still around. I'll always always remember you no matter what. My little naughty girl.

Goodnight!

Older each day

I guess when you grow up, there's changes that you wouldn't even realize it yourself. Now thinking about it, i guess i'm really different this time. And it's the good kind of different. I wonder if one day you will ever look through this and laugh at me or even if that scenario will even happen. I can't really describe much about today but even for that 10minutes or lesser is able to make me happy for days. I used to think that it's impossible between us, but people around me keep encouraging until today. After what happened today i guess i can't just put you aside because it will be another regret in my life, so i've decided to get up and go. I don't really care about the outcome now because i just want to enjoy my life and i love how you have that same mindset as me. Ahhhh i think i'm going crazy. Hahaha.
School's gna start in like a few weeks time, so glad that i managed to scrape through another semester. Somehow i'm not dreading school. Hehe.

Sometimes when i think back, i guess the time doesn't really matter it's the quality that does. And that feeling doesn't seem to be that case... which is probably something good now i guess? Great day great night. Off to make my heart go dugeun degeun again!