We'll die together

But be careful, cause you might get burn.

Oh man my mistake, there's school tomorrow but good thing is tht it starts at 2pm. Awesomeee, i think evrything is all worth it. Rushing through projs rushing through months for the year, and now our timetable slacken by a lot. Sweeet. Didn't lepak today but instead was writing notes for IMR, somehow i don't rly feel secure about the EST for this subject. Anw, I'm like dead bored i hate playing games on my itouch, there's no speaker and it lags a lot. Holdon baby, I'm coming to get you soon! (iphone4g). Tht idiot kept asking me to join the neopets community -.- but i think it'll just bore me more. Hahah. Let's hope this weekend would be a wondeful one for us alright. I'm kinda looking forward to it. And dammit, i hate drawing scary masks at night, and i left w 21 boxes to fill. Bye world. \m/

Our love would be forever.

The killer

I know Ker will hate this. Hahah

No school for today, tmr and friday! Fking fking fking awesome ttm, gna lepak again tmr. Lepak is like the sexcxzcz altho we're like gna die from sucking in too much nicotine. Hahah. So i met them at Tamp today for dinner and went over Ben's house to slack. He brought boyboy down and he's like huge, but fking cute at the same time! Altho he ignores most of the people who calls him but he's still cute. The photo above is actually a kitten nearby his block, there's like 3 of them but this particularly one is especially cute cause it's damn friendly like not afraid of humans and a little over-friendly. Hahah. Went up to Ben's house cause many of us needs the toilet. 2 childish guys started playing some wrestling game on the bed while the rest of us are dying from boredom. So decided to play some card games and all, i swear my hand/arm have many bruises from all the pinching. Bloody hell, pinching is srsly a bad idea. Played poker, and the cards suck so i got like 4 blueblacks on my right hand and 1 on the left, it's damn painful i swear, like rly blue black when you touch it, it srsly hurts. Hahah, but overall i had fun cause i rly love hanging out w friends, it never gets less than boring.

There ain't no other who can comfort me.

I have to start this over

The words you said to me, they couldn't set me free, I'm stuck here in this life I didn't ask for. There must be something more, do you know what we're fighting for. Presentation was alright i guess, i memorized the wrong slides and took like 15mins to memorize the correct ones, so didn't rly memorized well but shld be okay. Hahah. Finally submitted MM proj and went for lunch at KFC, bumped into Sabrina's friends and slacked for a little while, funny people. Went for my CDS and i wna thank boyfriend as well as Sabrina and Tavis who helped a lot with the leaf and the sketchbook! Appreciated and rly grateful. Last week of CDS, and be gone FHD! _l_ Gna go for tmr's lecture most probably, since we're gna lepak after tht too.

And all these masks we wore, we never knew what we had in store.

Misery

Hi there, I'm gna sleep early tonight cause I've to be in school by 8.15 in formal wear. Wtf x10. Finished memorizing the indiv ppt, but i still have to continue my drawings! Dammit. Anw, today went early for rev lecture in the morning and i guess it was kinda useful, had a very useless presentation in the afternoon and the rest of the time was given to the fked up collateral. Hahah. Nothing much these few days busy w school work but i guess it's time to srsly enjoy after evrything! Girls! I wna go clubbing and i srsly need to shop for clothes! Ladies night people! (: Sometimes i rly wish i have the power to change things.

The silence is slowly killing me.

We'll dance inside the song

Lightstickscxzczczcxz

Jay chou concert was a disappointment, maybe cause he's not handsome and he did a lot of fancy stuff makes the whole thing v draggy. Anw, did proj at Payalebar and went for the concert at night. The lightsticks are the sexzczxczxczxz! They are just beautiful. Ate supper at Eunos and went home. Watched Sorcerer's Apprentice today and i think it's quite cool, love the dragon ring. Hahah. Okay dinner at Ikea and home. School's early tmr, bye!

Move down to me, Slip into you.

I can't get you off my mind

Okay today was stupid, i swear. Suppose to do the presentation but teacher was sick and i only know about it when I've reached school, so the laptop's in my bag and there's nothing i can do about it. Went for imr tutorial, equally stupid. Had break all the way from 11 to 2pm, went opp school to have lunch w clar and ker, talked about rly rly super random stuffs and went back to library to finish up all the subject feedbacks and watched The 70's Show, it's fking nice srsly. I laughed at almost every lame parts but they are just so cute! Hahah. Went for rpb lecture and it was so so so motherfking boring, after he left and we had to do the course feedback, the whole LT became like fish market cause of those rly rly bitchy and noisy, like irritating kind of noisy aunties. They laughed, got amazed but rly stupid things tht i wouldn't even wna comment about it. Anw, went home and my boyfriend is just so cute, he wanted to surprise me in school but his phone was down for idk what reason so me and my friends didn't receive any of his msgs and didn't reply him too. So he called me asking where am i when I'm alr walking to my house and then he said he's at TP. Awwww, actually even if it failed, i was still rly happy tht you put in the effort. Recently, I've seen a rly big difference, or rather a change in you and i rly do hope this stays permanently instead of temporary. I rly feel happy, and my feelings for you feels once again, strong. I love the way things are right now and i would never want it to ever stop.

Your images are srsly driving me nuts, especially the smile you have.

It's all about you

/Edited Happiness might not be difficult as long as you know how to feel contented. Happy! No school today, so slept till afternoon but because of someone we had to dragged the time till like 3+ to lepak. Hahah! So met Tavis first at Simei, then went over Tamp to meet the rest, while they are eating at KFC, we saw someone tht totally, srsly, look fking alike w my boyfriend. My heart skipped a beat, i thot he came to surprise me, but like so impossible. Hahah, all of us look damn stunned i swear. Went for jamming and it was awesome! Altho some songs i don't rly understand or couldn't rly hear the lyrics but we did enjoyed our time. Ben taught us a few beats of the drums and i swear it's not as easy as it seems, we also took turns to sing a little, and I'm so gna go to shannon house to learn guitar! Let's hope i won't scold any vulgarities in order to keep myself in the house. Hahah. First time sitting on the motorbike driven by xq, wtf i swear my heart was beating fking fast and i was fking scare srsly. I screamed like nobody's business and i was freaking out even when the speed is just 50km/hr, grabbed his waist like super tight i felt so guilty about it. Hahah But i swear even it was just a short distance, it was fking fking fking fun ttm! I wna try it again, and faster! Hehe. Had dinner tgt at FoodJunction and saw Azie at starbucks! Hahah she's so funny srsly. Lepak at rooftop again and they were busy playing itouch games which srsly makes them look fking retard i swear. And why xq is such a joker? He wore a shirt tht has a hole at the back and we laughed at it, sab still went to poke it. He said tht hole is the exact size he wanted, don't go dig it because it will expand and then it won't be the size he wanted. Hahahahahahaha, i srsly enjoyed my time today. Just so funny. Alright, school's 9am tmr, goddammit. Bye.

You, doing tht thing you do.

Music expresses feelings tht are hard to say

Had MM EST today, like wtf in the middle of nowhere and got fooled by the teacher while getting him to sign my LOA. Went to 201 to have lunch w Sab and thanks for accompanying rushing here and there! Rly appreciated. Anw the paper suck, so many questions so little time, although i finish it kinda early but i lost 20marks bcus i totally didn't study for tht particular lecture, went lab to do proj w clarence and Sab, why tht clarence just so funny? Hahah. Okay anw, tht phone call i had sucks too. Went back w Azie, i think I'm gna start drinking tht oreo crust bubble tea. Hahah. Can't wait for jamming tmr! Ahhhhhhhh, i guess evryone knows why. Hahah.

I can never forget tht face, tht smile of yours.

Rearrangement

A fast one, this dog of mine sat on my drawings then her butt became black and i have to spend time washing away the dirt. Stupid dog srsly, she just sits anywhere she likes. Anw went over to his hse ytd night for dinner, stayed over and went for CDS today. Fk i could have submit all my MCs but i lost 1, so i gotta wake up early tmr just to go ask them to re-issue for me. Anw, ended my CDS early and finally submitted my fking portrait, thanks guys for helping me w the leaves, irritating leaves. Lepak-ed till damn late like 10+ but not tht bad though, the weather sucks, seat sucks, but the companion was great. Gna do it again maybe on Thurs night after jamming. Wheeeecxzc. Hahah. Alright, gotta go memorize some MM before going to sleep! Pray hard i won't feel tired tmr, or i rly can die in school, like srsly die bcus I'll be some fking walking zombie. Lol. Bye!

I can't afford to lose time, I'm sorry, I'll change.

Stay close, don't go

It's so fluffy!!

Awww somebody's got a frowned face.

Does this count as annoying?

Watched despicable me today! Soooooo damn fking awesome i swear. Agnes is sooo adorableeeeeee! It's so fluffy I'm gna die! Hahah! She's just so in love w unicorns. Awwww. Dinner at bakerzin was alright i guess, just feel sad tht my stomach shrinked by a lot, like srsly a lot. Lost like 2 bloody kg just because i fell sick. Anw, no school for tmr but i think i gotta do up my drawings! and study some MM before going out for dinner. Oh man I'm gna miss lepak-ing. Anw sometimes i don't understand, i dowan certain guys' attentions but they just keep coming like some irritating cockroaches, but when i wan certain pple's attentions but i just can't seem to get the whole of it. Tsk. Alright. Gna enjoy my sleep till tmr afternoon! Wheeczcz. And why does she even exist in this world? It's just a waste of Earth's resources, hmmm then again maybe not cause she somehow provide extra sex to guys, okay then maybe she's useful. (:

Sometimes i just wna try to catch up w time, and make you stay w me. I know it's selfish but i rly can't bear to see you go. I guess this is when i learn tht maybe letting go is another form of love. How i wish tht i have more time, or rather we had more time. I love you, i will definitely miss you and i know tht you do too. ;)

Don't fking care anymore!

Like quite long never blog huh. Miss me anyone? Hahah. Fell sick, like srsly sick, feeling like shitz all the time. Things weren't looking good for us either. Thursday i act smart went to school thinking maybe could help out a little w the proj but turns out tht i just went to find them to have lunch at TM. -.- Had the new spicy nuggets and shaker fries, damn awesome i swear. Tht's the start of my nightmare i guess, waited for those guys so in the meanwhile we slacked our time through at coffeebean. Went jamming for just an hour and i felt like I'm gna faint anytime. Zzz reached home and temperature went up to 38.4 like wtf man. Babe came over surprisingly to take care of me even when he's down w minor illness, awwwwww. So basically my days have been spent at home doing nothing but rest. Finally feeling better today but dammit i lost my bloody antibiotic, who the fk can lose medicine at home?! Knn. Anw, hope i don't fall sick anytime sooner cause exams are like fking nearing alr. Okayz life just sucks when you're ill and all you can do it is just lie dead on yur bed. Hahah. Kk gna go off soon and my boyfriend started playing neopets again, yah i think this is what happens when you're sick and you're srsly fking bored till you find fking lame games to play. Hahah. Bye motherfkers!

It's enough because it's you

I'm overboard and i need your love to pull me up

It's damn nice to have neighbour who stays like a level below you and who smokes as well. Fking cool i swear. Hahah. I'll feel better, I'll be strong enough. This time, i refuse to turn back, i refuse to accept things to be same again. Went for school ytd and it was like shitz i swear. My CDS is totally fked up, i have re-draw and assignments to hand up for the next 3 weeks. Sounds like a lot time but there are other projs on hand. _l_ Thanks guys who have been there, coincidentally when i needed someone. It is rly heartwarming, to know tht I'm never alone. I guess you're just unnecessary. Feels damn sick ytd and today, my head is spinning all the time like srsly. Couldn't vomit ytd night but feels better now. I know tht evry guy is gna give me the same shitz in evry r/s, but i truly believe one day there'll be a guy who is able to give me the happiness tht i deserve. Because i know some who are capable of these, but sadly there's no feelings. I rly miss jon a lot, i shldn't have throw him away and took him for granted. I'm rly sorry, i know tht he won't be able to see this but it's rly coming from the bottom of my heart, if there's any chance to mend things up I'll definitely do it. Gna see the doctor and most probably lepak w friends ltr. I wna watch despicable me so badly! Tsk. I srsly dnknw how to catch those feelings back again. Ok, gna go rest now. Bye, this is for the love.

I feel so numb, evrythg's so fake.

Patience have its limits

Altho I've been rly patient in evrythg, allowing you to take yur own sweet time to understand me better, allowing you to take yur time to cheer me up whenever I'm feeling like shitz. But this doesn't mean I'll wait forever. Keep this in mind. You'll never know which day I'll find someone who has the ability to let me wait no more. Saturday i did up the whole blog and watch a bit of my show while waiting for him to end evrythg. Came over, altho it was rly unhappy, but i rly hope he knows what I'm trying to say and what i rly need. Sigh. Slept rly late cause wasn't feeling tht well, woke up and felt a little better. He brought over his band hero and we played the whole afternoon, after tht i felt super unwell like srsly uncomfortable all over. Slept early but was feeling hot and cold at all times. Didn't went to school, woke up early just to complete the blog stuff, after tht went back to sleep all the way till evening. Felt a little better but not rly good still. Let's hope tmr I'll feel better. I need to hand in my drawing and i definitely need more time for the leaves. _l_ drawings.

You are rly important to me.

All the things we went through

He's my boyfriend. Any comments? Come and fking say it to me.
The girls.

3R01 \m/

Finally, evrything is over. Rly fking tiring i swear. Evrything was okay i guess. Many things happened in between here and there but I'm rly glad it's all over now. Wna thank babe for coming down and supporting on Thurs, he's like the first and last person who took photo w April. Hahah! No school for today, feels damn nice resting at home. Cramps hurting me like hell but lucky i had him w me. Accompanied him for his appointment and fk it i couldn't wait inside again. Ate porridge at Chinatown, went home and slept till late afternoon. Slept in the living room though, was sweating like hell idk why. Hahah. Tmr gna do up the blog and do my drawings altho I'm rly v reluctant to do so. Okay off now to watch my show. :D

I love loving you.

It's about giving and not just taking

Never felt this way before and it rly sucks. I still love you, but i have no idea how long this love is able to stand by itself. This whole week is rly fked up for me. This whole event is driving me insane. I'm totally not in the mood of blogging. Gna bring my dog tmr, let's hope nobody torture her or cut away her nipples. Hahah! Jamming tmr! (Y) I'm so looking forward for jamming instead of the fking event. Srsly, it feels good to get A for a subject, but for him to shoot like free, i don't feel good anymore. Today we had class and proj consultation so we didn't do much for the event until the tearing down and all. Tmr they gna extend the working hours, wtf x5. RI is easy yet annoying at the same time srsly. And i believe I'm a v straightforward person, who express evrythg out super easily, my face just writes evrythg automatically. I rly hope you will put in the extra effort to get to know me rly better. I swear I'll fall deeper and i swear i'll appreciate and feel touched like totally.

I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention.

Sometimes i wish i don't have to say much

Hey 2nd day of event, was rly tired. On the phone till quite late ytd night and also trying to do up the blog. Evryone kept asking me where's April and all. Hahah. V tired, did direct selling and giving out flyers when I'm supposed to be at the bubble tea! Bloody hell, so fking hot. Went to have lunch like half asleep. Took MC for my CDS as usual, then lepaked w friends. Niceeee. It's damn long since I've lepaked. Rly tired, so I'm gna go rest soon. And i rly can't stand how childish people can be srsly, rly feel sad for their parents and all. Their upbringing is so wrong, or maybe can't rly blame their parents, bcus afterall it's the individual's mindset tht matters most.

Keyboard warrior. Your cb fking smelly i swear, motherfker.

Bitches

I srsly love this photo. V well taken. How i wish i had those Nikon DSLR cameras too. ):

Hey guys, today's the first day of RMT event, our class are doing on Happy Feet. I guess not many pple know wtf is tht but it's a non-profit organization, but there are no kind souls in the fking school, they think we wna cheat off their dirty money. _l_ Kinda pity my dog cause evryone is crowding around her, and i rly hate those dog lovers who claim tht they are, knn love dogs but just refuse to pay $2 just to take a photo. Evryone just "omg the dog so cute" touchtouchtouch, then just ok byebye. Anw, it was rly tiring today, altho i didn't do much but i was taking care of my dog like full attention and evrythg. Hahah. Kinda nice to know tht there are actually so many people who love dogs and have dogs as well. Altho i rly don't like some hypocrites who come and touch my dog when I'm not around thinking tht i won't know. Bloody dirty hands, i wish i could train my dog who to bite, i make sure tht bitch's eyes will be dig out by my dog. Okay i gtg, do some shitz first and have my evening nap. I like.

We'll let our heart beat guide us through the dark.

Insanely awesome

When you're drunk you do crazy shitz, like this.

"shhhh shhhh" "It's confusing my mind". So adorable right. HAHA.

Tht vietnam/indonesian maid supervising. (Y)

Vomit girl.

Alright guys, few pictures on Fri night which is a belated celebration for Tavis's bday. More on fb k. It was insanely awesome, i swear. Hahah. Lazy to elaborate much but yeah overall it was rly good except for the fked up weather. Slept all the way till afternoon, went over grandma's house for another bday celebration. Hahah. Watched Germany and Argentina match over there, and it was like fked up shitz srsly. Went to Bugis today for steamboat, eclipse was good i think, and home sweet home. Awesome yet tiring weekend i must say. School this week will be rly fked up, like srsly. Totally not my kind of stuff but have to do it. Rly wish I'm out of tht fking school, and i promise AND swear to evryone out there, i won't fking miss tp, I'll just miss friends and other stuffs like food etc, never never will it be the fked up school.

You're cute, but he's cuter. (:

1000 oceans wide

See tht guy there? He act cute, read lyrics from itouch to sing. Hahah

Hey, jamming session today was fking awesome, i swear. Didn't get to suntan though. It's damn cool and nice, the guitar sounds, the drum sounds. It's so loud yet so beautiful. Rly. Gna go next week again! Let's hope songs this time would be nicer, and nobody stop halfway and let the performance go smoothly k! Hahah! Went tamp after tht for Ip Man's new movie, not tht bad, love the fightings. Had dinner at Din Tai Fung for the first time, not my type but it was alright i guess. Home after evrythg. (Y)

I carry your picture deep in me