I should have known better

Argh macbook is so boring without windows installed, i can't watch my shows, i can't play games. Download also need money. Fuck. Okay anw today's weather was super cooling. Ytd drank w cousin and gayu and it was fking hilarious when she got screamed by a malay man while she was peeing halfway. HAHAHA. End up drank in my room cause scare police rly comes. I wanted to suntan today but end up it rained like free so i stayed home the whole day like some good girl. Lol.

Live life like how it's supposed to be

I'm tired

Love sometimes can bring you up, but able to tear you down.

Because you are the reason

Treasure things while you can before you start regretting it, this is what i always tell myself. And if i happen to regret something i gotta deal w it by telling myself tht life is full of regrets, what's the difference if there's more. People come into your life, make a difference and stay, however, some leaves and everything start to fall apart or rather changed. Okay enough of all these shit, have been working and hanging out w friends. Life seems to be not tht bad but things don't last.

You were the reason for the smile tht has never appeared for awhile.

That's it

Ytd went down to double O and fuck the queue is ridiculously long, and like 3/4 of the people there are malay. wtf. Decided to go mbk, first time there and i was like exploring the whole place, i feel weird at the start but after tht just ignore those people on the stage can alr. Hahaha. Drank beer, fucking hate it but my good friend sabrina got rly drunk alr. It was hilarious man. It wasn't tht bad ytd actually. Okay gna lepak at home for today.

I wish i had some power to switch off certain feelings.

Let myself go.

It takes time to kick away a habit tht has been going on for 3 years or more. I wish this could be anyway easier but i know tht i have to do it in order to open up and give my heart to someone who rly deserve it. I love working w annabelle srsly, always making me laugh. I have finally woke up cause i see the reflection on me on someone. Then only when i realize how stupid i was, when there is someone who truly love me more than anything else waiting for me to love him more than anything else, but i can't focus cause i'm living under someone's shadow.

Goodbye forever.

Let's try it one more time

Gna start school on the 11th July, timetable is out and it's rly fked up. I only can work like 4 hours for my work. I hope they let me continue working. Or i rly gotta look for another job. Anw i bought a new laptop, macbook pro. It's like a dream come true all along wanting an apple laptop but i rly can't imagine i rly bought it. Installment for 24months but thanks to my boyf i just need to clear my amount of money, that's all. But i srsly need to work more for money. Okay I'm going to bed early tonight so tht i have more energy for tomorrow.
Turn the hour hand till when you were holding me.

Birthdays

Happy belated birthday to Atikah, Gayu and Xueqian. Up next would be Tavis. Good good good more birthdays means more alcohol. Niceee. I'm gna quit my job soon, wth right. I just started for like 3 weeks? Hahaha. Guess it wasn't tht great afterall, cause of the working hours, fked up IC and also boring colleagues. Anw i haven't been updating regularly. Things have been going on and on. I gotta admit, I'm rly fickle-minded. I change my mind and feelings and whatsoever like lightning. True tht. Hahaha. Hang over part 2 was fking awesome, xueqian got drunk was fking awesome too. Weekends are always fast and weekdays are always crawling. Just one more month before my school officially starts and i don't rly feel the excitement, maybe cause money plays a big part over here and it got many people stressin' bout it. Okay gotta head to bed early cause i have work tomorrow. Time flies, hope thousands of people needs to paste screen protector so i can take my time. Goodnight.
You were my answer, all along.