Chalet!

Gf, me & Lynette on the bed. LOL.

Me, Lynette, Kereen, Sabrina, Tavis, Leroy and Joel. (ker getting high alrdy, unglam all come out, view my facebook for more pictures! )LOL.

Same group of people. :D

Again without Tavis.

The whole group ! With Mike, Peiyun and Liying but without Joel.

The girls. ;)
The guys come and disturb. LOL.

I'm back ! LOL. What can i say ? CHALET IS FUN ! :D I think this is gonna be a long post. Woke up in the morning, prepared and then met Sabrina & Joel first. Waited for Tavis and Leroy and then we took bus down to Loyang point, waited for Kereen Lynette and we started eating our lunch at Mac.

Seriously, even before we reached the chalet, at Mac there's alrdy laughters and a lot of noise. I think the whole mac was covered with our noise and talkings. LOL. Like Joel said something like "Sperms don't generate so fast also" So loud that i think some people around us can hear, then Leroy was saying "let the whole world know that sperms don't generate so fast, hello excuse me ! Sperms don't generate so fast". LOL I was laughing and laughing all along. Normally i would eat a lot, but because they keep making me laugh until i was full already. LOL. & whatever Joel say i will say "talk cock!" Cause sab told me 80% of his words cannot be believed. HAHAHA!

After mac, Gf and mike came, went to the supermarket and bought all the stuffs for BBQ. Then they were discussing where to walk, so we somehow got a little lost, under the blazing sun, we just walked around and around, dnknw where we're heading and when we finally reached the bus stop, i shag already. LOL I think a lot of people shag also. Cause it's fucking hot.

Reached the Chalet, sat down then Joel saw one big spider ! HAHA. Fucking disgusting, he used the volleyball to whack the spider, die and you can see the juices come out. HAHAHA! Went in and the wall was dirtied, got wordings and i don't know why. Kinda scary but at that time i was tired so i don't care, sit down and rest. LOL.

Then Joel started a game. FUN siah this game ! LOL. Very very funny, you guys can view my facebook ! Those pictures are those dares that 2 person must do together. HAHA. Liying and Peiyun came not long after. After that game, we started preparing those bbq stuff and started bbq-ing. Bbq half way then it started drizzling, so we all went in. Spoiler. LOL. Then when the drizzling stop, we felt like playing sports, so they took the volleyball started throwing throwing, then Gf suggested Captain's ball. LOL. Started playing Captain's ball, boys VS girls. LOST!!! We lost ! Why cause Leroy is 188cm, and Joel is dnknw how tall and Mike is dnknw how tall also. *Faints* LOL. Everytime wanna throw in also kena blocked. Tsk. LOL.

Bird came then we continue with the game with MORE girls now. I don't know what's the score, but it's fun to sweat and play sports with all friends. Hehe.

Then went in to rest cause we were hot and sweating like fuck. LOL. Then the guys start cooking maggi for us to eat, and i didnt manage to eat, i forgot what i was doing. Then we wanna drink so we went outside, started pouring the chivas and played games. The first game was quite boring, it was finger guessing, then we switched game, he intro another game call "bomb bomb chucky". Fun! You will see people anyhow "chucky chucky!" anyhow point people. LOL. Late at night Jonan and his friends came, then really like what mike say, forms a "smoking club". HAHAHA. Peiyun alrdy left.

Then i was feeling emo at one point of time, Gf came out and console me, then ker they all started coming out. I was still emo but thanks to them. (: They made me laugh again. Hehe. Then started psycho-ing Joel to dance and show us, played music and sing, then he dance a few moves. WALAO fucking cool. LOL Then asked him to teach some moves but some of us can't catch the moves. HAHAHA. Then yeahhhhh i was feeling happy again. :D:D:D

Then we went into the room and started playing that dare game again while Gf & Jonan they all went down to changi village to eat. Then XQ, Ben, Boonchun, Amos, Gerald came. They keep calling Ben, Robert which i really dnknw why. LOL & they got mixed up with their names. By that time Ker already super super high, whoever comes into the room she went "HELLO WHAT'S YOUR NAME I'M KEREEN" hahahaha!

XQ they all went to eat first then they joined us in the game. Leroy & Ker kena again. They always kena tgt. LOL. A lot of stupid dares came out then Ker was super duper high i think cause she drank too much. LOL! Then went out, played soccer !! LOL! Fun like shit, Ker super hiong. HAHA. Played with Xq they all and i dnknw who won. LOL but it was fun anyway ! (:

Started drizzling and Joel, Sab, Kereen and Liying gotta go. XQ they all left, but then came back cause Ben wasn't feeling well because of soccer. HAHA. We went up to play cards, blackjack and loser have to stuff marshmallows into their mouth. STUFF and NOT SUPPOSE TO EAT. Fucking disgusting when you feel the foam everything in your mouth, feel like eating but can't eat. LOL.

After that we played that dare game AGAIN. hahaha. Amos kena twice i think. HAHA. First i have to use my nose to rub his nose. -.- and then he have to lick Lynette's ear. HAHAHA! After they went off we quite shag already.

Went into the room and starting talking about A LOT of things. Talktalktalk then like quite tired alrdy. LOL. Hungry, so me GF and Lynette went to cook maggi, and we really got any food just throw in and cook together. LOL. Corn go in, crab meat go in, and just pour all the noodles and seasoning in. LOL. Then done cooking already, the corn was not really cooked. LOL! Ate then Jonan they all were inside the room playing cards already, but we had nothing to do, so they went out of the room, they go buy beer or what. Then we went in, started talking, and then falling aslp v v soon. LOL Jonan and Leroy was in the room, and the things they were chatting about was really funny. LOL.

After that me n nette cannot take it, so we decided to go home. LOL. Went to clear up the kitchen and some stuffs in the living room and we left to wait for cab. Wait super long siah. JingYuan came out and talk to me. -.- he said he from just now reach here haven't even speak to me yet. HAHA. He funny la he. LOL. Then me n nette decided to walk down to see whether there's any cab. We were walking walking, not that scare actually but it was like 5am!?!? or 5plus am wtf. LOL. Very very dark and no one is around. Then she saw someone and asked "eh can check out now?" I went "WHO THE FUCK YOU TALKING TO?!!?!" cause i really can't see anyone from my view until i walk in front a little more. HAHAHA. Scare the shit outta me. LOL.

Walked down, then she saw some worm crawling, she screamed ! I wasn't scare cause of the worm, i was shocked by her scream. LOL so i screamed too. WTF. LOL. Then we continue walking down and got more and more scare. HAHA. Then we walk down that time saw one super dark path and big big big trees. We got fucking scare so we turn back and walk super fast and i was calling GF. LOL.

Called GF to pei us walk down. LOL. So we walked back up and waited, Gf and mike came and walk with us. LOL! We were really scare, but felt better after that. Then good thing is, got cab. LOL. We flag the cab, send both of them up back again and then we went home. Phew~

When i reached home my mum was awake already. LOL. Sleep all the way till about 3plus pm today. & later i think I'm going to watch movie with them ! Confession of a shopaholic ! (:

Alright I'm done blogging. Gonna have my dinner soon cause I'm fucking hungry ! Watch tv and then later prepare to go out again! LOL!

Long post, sorry about it ! LOL.

Sylves, i miss you miss miss miss miss.

More pictures on facebook! :D

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Goodbye sylves.

Oh & i almost forgot !
Happy belated birthday to Jerrer brother ! (:
Don't always tickle me understand ! LOL.
Maybe next time, another trip to Pasir ris park with your bike ! The one with the feeling of floating in the air. HAHA.
Take care, be happy always. You know that I'm always there when you need someone to talk to.

& i think it's final.
I'm forgetting you, i don't know whether i can do it or not, but that's what I've decided.
I once loved you so much, so much that i myself could not believe it as well.
Sylvester Chong, I'll miss you. ♥
& i know you want me to be happy, same goes to me. I'll contact you when I'm ready and maybe by the time, we would be very good friends. ( i really hope so ). ;)
This would be the first time i reveal your name on my blog. Yes, the person i was so crazy over, the person i loved so much i could cry and laugh for is Sylves. The person i did so much for just to win his heart over. Friends can never believe what kind of person i am in front of him, because i myself think that it's unbelievable.
I hope to see Sylves again when I'm ready. (:
SYLVES!!!!!!!!! i love you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥
Hope you'll take care of yourself when you're at London, and hope you'll have fun.
Be happy always. :D
Goodbye

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Chalet coming

Aye aye aye, gonna go sleep soon, tmr gotta wake up early to prepare stuff and go for my chalet ! Yayness ! :D
I hope it's gonna be fun. I think it's gonna be fun. HAHA.
I'm very excited about it. Prepare for lotsa pictures alright ! (:

& miss me people ! I'll be back soon ! HAHA.
Boom! Let's get this party started! xD

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I can't forget you

What can i say ? I broke down.
I saw him. I didn't know i was so weak, i didn't predict this coming. I thought i can do it, but i can't. His appearance is such strong influence to me. I smiled, but i cried after i walk pass him. He didn't saw me (i hope), but i saw him from far alrdy and my first reaction was "wtf~!" and then i walk to the right side, just nice, when we walked pass, there's the lift in the middle, very dramatic but it happened.
He's right, by not contacting me makes me forget him faster. But i was so happy to see him because i missed him hell lots, i miss his voice, i miss his looks and i miss him. I was really happy to see him, wanna go forward to say hi but i know he would feel awkward and i don't want him to feel that way towards me so i walked away. He's wearing the shirt he wore when he went to the movies with me. (:

All my efforts..
I tried so so hard to put him aside, to forget him.
But today when i saw him, everything has to restart again.
Chalet is just tomorrow, i wanna have fun.

I love you, i miss you.
Die, now i don't know how long i must take to forget him again. Zzzzz.

My modem spoil yesterday, ok now i know i can't live without internet . LOL! Maybe can a few days. LOL.
Today bought the stupid MIO~~~ modem, cost like $158 when i can have the other option which cost like $25. -.- what to do, my dota-addicted brother wan to use the internet DIE DIE BY TODAY. So went down, buy one stupid modem, went home configure it ALL BY MYSELF AGAIN.
But nevermind, learn somethings and also now i have internet once again. (: So it's a good thing.

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Fuck

Disappointed.
Why? Just when i thought i had great friends.
Why are you like this ? Anywhere you unhappy with me, you come and tell me right into my face. Badmouth. *shakes head*
Forget it man.
Only a few people know what I'm talking about.
& seriously, I'm not gonna care about you anymore. Fuck care you already, you get it ? Next time, anything happen to you, don't come tell me cause I'm not interested in your stuff now.

You are worse than one of my friend.
Don't come ask me who or what I'm talking about, because I only tell people who i wanna tell.
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My wonderful friends

Friends really are wonderful things that ever happened in your life right ? (:
Because i know mine are.
Conferencing with them, and really each time the conference there will be a lot of times when I'll be laughing in front of my computer. LOL.
I'm always having fun chatting with those group of friends. :D

You guys have no idea how happy i am to have found this group of friends. (:
Now my night are filled with laughters. (:
Every time going out with them, definitely there will be laughters. :D

I love you guys !
Jewel, Sabrina, Kereen, Lynette, Tavis, Liying, Pei Yun, Elizabeth, Shawn.

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Chalet !

Today woke up and meet Ker&nette at TM, then took bus to changi there to book our chalet, looks really freaky over there. LOL. Then after that, walked down to changi village, ate chicken wings and pancake. Then we walk down down down to changi beach and slack there. LOL. Did quite a number of stupid things over there then we slack slack slack, took bus to bedok 85 there cause they have the sudden craving for ba chor mee. LOL So i went with them, reached there like 8plus pm alrdy and normally i should be starving. Maybe cause i slept enough in the bus so i not so hungry. LOL! Ate ba chor mee then rest awhile before going home. (:

Will be resting at home tomorrow cause have been going out every single day. LOL.

Can't wait for Monday to come ! Excited excited ! :D

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Friends

Alright today Tavis, Nette and Ker came to my house, i woke up like 3plus again i think, cause yesterday night i slept at 5plus just because I'm afraid. LOL.
Nothing much, they keep saying my dog very cute and all that.
They left around dinner time.
Aiya lazy to upload the pics here, it's at facebook ! (:

Cya guys tomorrow again ! :D

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Cycling and blading

See that muscular guy over there ! Mike ! LOL.

While waiting for the bladers to catch up. LOL

Nette trying to cycle with her blades on

Nette & Ker. (:

Let me update about ytd first alright.

ECP! :D

Woke up early to meet the girls at Tamp with Mike. & Mike body's hot ! Really hot body, nice figure, very very nice. >.<>

Ate dinner at the hawker centre and sadly i didn't manage to taste the satay bee hoon cause Tuesday is their rest day, very suay. LOL. Walked over to sunset bay for a little while. Chatted at the side, then we took bus home tgt. (:

I'll update about today on the next post. Laterr~ Tv time. Hehe.

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Mondayyy

Alright, didn't update about yesterday cause when i reached home I'm freaking scared alrdy ! >.<
Alright, ytd was bus stats paper. Thanks Ko ah for telling me which topic is important and all that (: it really helps and cut down a lot of my studying time.
Studied a while then i was playing o2jam with Tavis again, he also another one never study. HAHA.
Then next day i woke up early to study like maybe 11am then Ker say she's going to TP to eat, so i was thinking hmm maybe i shld go down so i just cabbed down and so she can help me with all that i need to know. Went down and study until never have time to have lunch, but she helped a lot ! Thanks girl ! :D
Then i went in for the paper, oooo scary. Paper comes, i read, die don't know how to do. But when i started doing, everything seems different, i know how to do quite a lot. (: Which is a good thing. :D

After paper, went over WS to meet them then walked over to ehub and they wanna watch coming soon. -.- got psycho-ed to watch that fuck show and then paied like 10bucks to scare myself. Thanks ah. LOL. Really pay money to scare myself, make myself cry only. LOL.
Sorry uh Tavis, i rmb got one time i just turn and grab your shirt. HAHA. & actually not so shocking, but ker go scream, make me scream also. Zzzzz. I was like shouting "I saw the face i saw the face i saw the face !!!" HAHAHA. joke ah, really stupid to watch horror movie. Come out of the movie, i pull ker, don't dare walk alone YET, go toilet also dowan to let her go, in the end i go pull Lynette next. HAHA.

Kor came dte find me, scold scold scold again. LOL. Ate dinner at mac and intro nette and ker to him. LOL. Gossip on the way home and then suddenly he wanna go sunset bay and find them. So went his house first (i miss snowy) then wait for him to bath and prepare, cab down to sunset bay. Saw Nana, Aris both still working over there. Saw Jaena too. (:
Haifi and Jolene not working over there alrdy, i guess a lot of things happened and also there are some changes at sunset bay too. (:
Denise pour 1 jug of San Miguel for us to share, then kor hand itchy wanna work in bar, made 1 lychee martini and let me drink the excess one. LOL. Slacked, was bored so conference with nette n ker. Then after that took the van and went to chai chee with nana and Raymond for supper. Omg !! Raymond's dog is bloody cute, call martel. Hehe.
After that cab home. Wheeeeee.
Then because i was also scare of that bloody movie, so wanted to conference with them but they hung up alrdy, so chatted with Tavis instead and said "awhile" but chatted till like 3.30am. -.- Then i realize omfg so late alrdy, faster go sleep cause i gotta wake up early tomorrow again. LOL

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From THISTO THIS ! LOL!

This time i didn't laugh at her. Cause this time, she look incredibly adorable !! :D Was happy with her new haircut actually. (: nice nice. Hahahaha. & she look damn damn cute. Hehehe. Went to have dinner at the new foodcourt at simei mrt station. So-so la, just a bunch of childish boys spoilt my appetite cause they are freaking noisy, treating the place like their home and a lot of flies, very irritating. LOL.

Hiphop soon !!!!! :D:D:D

I think i'll be very busy when school reopens. =/

& going overseas !! Yayyyys! (:

Malacca / Taiwan ? >.<

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Life is full of surprises

Red face! LOL

I like the effect that the bottle is over there. Hahaha.

New maid in the group ! : Kerker. HAHA.

Sabrina say this pic, ker's face very funny. HAHAHA.

Wooooooo~

Yesterday, met up with the girls again ! + Tavis. HAHA.

First i woke up like 8am, bloody hell just to get ready to meet Rac at 10am. Went to get the damn testimonial, yesyes~ I'm 1 year late. LOL. Even the book right, the file is like crumpled. HAHA. Then she did a little catching up with teachers and went to look for Ms Junaina with her too, first person who say i look different. Saw Mrs koh and she said she almost couldn't recognise me, i think it's a good thing then ? Hahaha then walked to ehub, saw her guy friend i forgot what name. Lol then meet Leonard and ate lunch at fish&co express. They really, spoil their reputation, i'm not eating there again, not nice! hahaha. Leonard said i look different also. :D

Then ker,nette,tavis came. Ate then we left for bowling.

Wait for Gf to come then book. Wanted to catch a movie, but nothing attracts our attention so ended up just walking around.

Then started bowling and seriously my score. Forever not at passing grade. HAHA. More pictures at Fb! (:

Then had lunch at superdog, yeah cause i didn't eat much at fish&co express. LOL. Then gf gotta go, then we played arcade and went off to siglap. Was like starving in the bus and really tired until i fall aslp in the bus.

Got down and they urgently need the toilet, so after that we just ate chap chai peng nearby and it's really not appetizing. LOL. Went over to george's place to drink, was like damn blur what to order so in the end ordered whisky black label.

Drank and drank, played cards and it was quite fun. (:

& we're meeting up next week to finish up the bottle! HAHA.

Too bad Leroy couldn't rush down in time and also cause they gotta go off early. But we're meeting next week ! Wheeeee~

Didn't went for that deaf marathon thingy. LOL.

Tomorrow my darling's gonna cut hair ! :D:D

& for my cousin thing, i might not be able to attend cause it's all the wayyyy at compasspoint.

Tomorrow chiong bus stats. & remind myself for the 9.30pm show !!! >.<

Meet up soon again girls ! :D Love you guys ! (:

Oh ! & thanks a lot Tavis for o2jam & L4D. ;)

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I'm bloody hell awake now ! Which is only 8.31am ! *faints* .
Gonna go prepare then go meet Rac. Omg la, fking early. >.<
Nothing to doooooo~~ Boredboredbored. LOL.

I'm forever stupid i guess or maybe forever useless whenever it comes to love.
别告诉他， 我还想他。

Tonight might have loads of pictures. :D

There are so many things i wanna say, so many things i wanna do but everything's too late now. No turning back and i only can take one step by a step slowly forward. I gotta move on, i gotta put down everything that's pulling me back. I'm forgetting you, I'm giving up on you. It ain't easy, it has never been easy because i was once so in love with you. Time heals, i believe in this, and maybe after a period of time, when i see you my heart beat won't beat faster, my heart won't fluster, my face won't blush, i won't feel shy neither will i feel nervous. But.. how long will that take?
Love... has become something in my life that is so dangerous that i have to be very careful at every step i take, every thing i did or every single word i've said. That nightmare has never been off my mind, it has been replaying each time I'm near someone. But i was once deeply, very deeply in love with someone, although it wasn't pleasant all the time, but the feeling of being in a very very deep love is really sweet. (: There'll be lots of things which I've never experienced before and i only felt it when I'm really in a deep love.

想终止这一切挣扎狠了心说真心谎话.

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RA sucks!

Supp paper today ! Suck suck suck suck suck suck suck. Aiyerrrr i don't even feel like mentioning it, just hope i pass. Now i can throw all the information in my brain and move on to Bus stats. Zzzz.
Bad timing, everything bad timing. I'm not feeling well, no idea why but feeling very very tired every single day. Like 8 hours of sleep is definitely not enough for me. ):

Tomorrow meeting rac in the morning to get the damn testimonial and will be doing some catching up and then going to ehub to meet my girls ! :D
Tomorrow will be fun right ? (:

He called me ytd, he's a little drunk, so funny. Kept repeating his qns and keep saying the same thing. Very very funny.
"do u love me?"
"yah"
"do u love me?"
"yah"
"do u love me? say u love me"
"yah er ok i love u"
LOL! he asked me like 3 times!
"u love me right ?"
"yah"
"u love me right?"
"yah~"
"okay then u must love me on friday k"
"hahaha ok"

I love you beverley. (:
Got worried for him ytd . ):

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fuck accounting

Save meeeeee!!! I hate accounting !!! T.T
I should have pass my accounting so i don't have to suffer like this again. Zzzzz.
Bloody hell, one day I'm gonna burn all things that got to do with accounting. Grrrrrr.

Maybe at night go over Ker's house and find her, slack and maybe she can teach me more about accounting. Seriously i don't know how to study for accounting except formulas and cash flow statement. T.T
Let me go to hell instead of studying accounting can? Zzzzz

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Baby

Meeting sweeetie pie on Friday ! :D
Alright today wasn't really a movie marathon -.- went to rent a vcd "sex drive". Went to Lynette house(beautiful!) watched it, but her mum was around so.. a little inconvenient so we decided to watch it later, went upstairs to her room and started painting nails, now my nails are like pink in colour while Ker's one is like pink and beige in colour. HAHA.
Paintpaintpaint then Ker need to go home early so decided to watch at Ker's house but then when we left nette's house, we forgot to bring the disc along, until we got up the bus then i remembered. LOL!

Went to Ker's house and the emo-ing started. Aiyerrr don't like don't like. Then she showed us all her past pictures. HAHAHAHA laugh until stomach pain siah, seriously. LOL!! Ate pizzahut while Lynette ate KFC, then after slacking and laughing cabbed home. (:
Sweetie pie's waiting for me to go online too. (:(:

Gonna go wash up soon and then watch my show online. Weeeeee.
Supp paper on Thurs ! ): So fast.

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Sweetie Pie

Yesterday night was like so so so tired, now I'm awake gonna go bath soon and prepare to eat my lunch. (:
Yesterday chatting with sweetie, haha so so fun. Gonna meet him soon i guess but cause he's holidays are not here yet. Received his sms in the morning asking me to go online to chat with him cause he's bored in class. Hahaha.
He gave me one unique name, very very cute and nice. (: Never even heard of it before or even heard people calling me that before.
Ahhhh i very hungry
I gotta go bath and eat!
I love sweetie pie.

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exercise !

I excercised today ! :D
First, woke up fucking early just to rush down for mac breakfast. LOL. Tavis earliest, then me then Lynette. That Kereen ah, i called her at 9.30am and then she just "ah ah ah" but she go sleep back, until 10.30 she still sleeping. LOL.
Walked to Shannon's house and wait for him, came down with the bball and we started shooting first, warm up. Then played match with those kiddos across the court. Then after that sat down and chat with Ker n Lyn and we let the guys play. Walao fucking noisy ah those kiddos. Tsk.

Then "online friend" came. HAHA. Aiyer 1 word , weirddddd. But after chatting a while, actually still ok la, normal guy. Hahaha. Slacked quite long then went up to Shannon's house to see his cat. OMG OMG OMG SO CUTEEEEE. So so cute, like to lick, lick lick lick then will like wanna bite. Hahaha. Then we went off to gym, did 50 sit ups, then cycle dnknw what thingy for 10mins and run the bloody track mile for bloody 20MINS!

Today my exercise is enough. LOL. Measure my height and weight, was very x 10 disappointed with my height. 157CM !!! T.T 45kg is fine for me la, at least i lost weight BUT I WANNA GROW TALLER and i THOUGHT i grew. Zzzz.
Stamina dropped quite a lot but I'm gonna buck up. (: Saw daddy at gym, hahaha. :D

Tomorrow ! Movie marathon. Seriously, I'm scareeeeee. >.<

Sometimes, some things happened (bad things) out of a sudden, everything just came like that and you weren't prepared for all these, you would hope that you could take a nap, wake up and everything is a dream. But obviously, good things you won't wish that it was a dream. But when u woke up, you realized that everything was true, you couldn't handle it. Lost control and you lose your calmness and you couldn't think properly. There are a lot of what if(s) in your mind, you would even wanna invent one stupid time machine just to turn back time, fix things. But there's a thing that says "SOMETIMES IT'S ALL TOO LATE". It's actually all fated.
All you can do is try your best, if it doesn't work out, well, then it shows that it's not meant to be like this.
& when you look back, you might cry cause there's something in your heart thats pulling you back, not letting go. But when you finally thought through, when you look back, there would be a smile on your face as you know that it's not any regrets in your life because at the very least, you've tried.

2009 might not be a good year for many many many people. But, i still hope that somehow, some things would turn out fine for them. (:

& seriously, some people really i bth siah. bth bth bth.

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Singapore Flyer

Sat Singapore Flyer today !! Comments : DON'T GO.

Hahahaha. Seriously, people who wanna go, don't go unless u have free tickets. Honestly speaking, we went and we seriously think that we've wasted 30mins of our life up there. LOL.

Met xq at pasir ris, then walked to singapore flyer, almost got lost cause we really don't know how to go. Thanks ah xq. LOL.

Reached Singapore flyer, sat and waited for boonchun den went in, omg i was freaking scare at first, grabbed xq but he kept walking around, keep looking down keep going towards the door, i don't dare to follow so i just sat still. LOL. Slowly i wasn't scare alrdy, I'm bored to death. LOL.

Took some photos but xq kept asking me not to post, so i shall not post. Hehehehe.

Walked to marina square and ate mac with them, then walked around then went to my house downstairs to slack, all the way till now. Hahaha. Nice to slack with them ah, a lot of laughters cause they kept making me laugh, they are quite an entertainment. =x

Gonna go out tomorrow for brkfast, bball and gym. Hope i won't feel tired. Yawnnnnnssss. >.<

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I miss you

Don't know why i feel so tired today. Slept till afternoon, ate my lunch at 6plus pm which is like my dinner already -.- watched tv and then fell asleep till 9plus and had my dinner at that time. Whole day at home today, quite bored but i re-watching ouran high school, really funny. (:

Tomorrow meeting xq (:
I wanna work !! >.<

I'm really sorry to someone, but I'll think through everything again and I'll really consider. Give me some time as i don't know whether I'm ready yet.

Tears drops tonight.

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Taking things the slow way

Hihihihi to everyone ! Hahaha, i just came home -.- fucking tired seriously. Normally this timing I'm not that tired. ):
Went out at 8plus to meet korkor, went to have dinner at TM, tori Q but sat at mosburger. xD! Seriously the person who served us... (speechless) but kor made fun of her until i kept laughing like mad. Hahahaha.
Went to ehub, gf can't make it today so called stella and she came. Fuck, played arcade some stupid shooting game and my shooting seriously suck. LOL. Stella also not that good. xD ! But at least i beat kor at bishi bashi. Hahaha.
Watched race to witch mountain, played till arcade closes and then went to eat some fries at superdog.
Then went over to mac to buy my ice creammmiiieeee. :D
I smoke a lot today ): bad bad bad bad, next few days I'm not gonna smoke. Hahaha.

Went back ehub to catch the movie at 1.55am ! Wtf. stupid kor slept halfway thru the movie, and i dnknw why he's so lazy must i feed him popcorn. LOL. Had lotsa laughters with the both of them. (:
& got scolded by korkor for not missing him and all that & he scold me for MIA-ing for more than 2 weeks. LOL. I guess he missed me. >.<~~ Lalalala~ LOL i think i gonna sms him almost everyday so that he won't scold me again. xD I'm really happy for him man. :D

Waited for stella's mum to come and fetch her, den cabbed home. FUCKING TIRED.
Omg after this post, I'm like half dead alrdy. Gonna go sleep soon soon soon !
Eh thanks Tavis man, for accompanying me to talk and also sms-ing me when I'm bored altho your reply is S-L-O-W. LOL.

Now the first person who comes into my mind.. isn't you anymore. Love is complicated as well as confusing.

From the bottom of my heart, I'm actually glad and happy for you. (: Altho we shared many many things in the past, but slowly i believe that i could erase it one by one because I've erased half of it already and i know i could do the same for the remaining ones. All the best. :D

17 AGAIN!
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Happy birthday again !

At clarke quay

Ice skating

Kallang leisure park

Toilet

Now it's 2.16am so happy belated birthday to Kereen ! :D

Met them at 2pm like that for ice skating, didn't have enough money so went to draw money. Met Lynette at Tanah Merah and then train-ed to Kallang. Cab down cause the bus is taking sooo long and we're freaking hot. Reached there and went to eat lunch first cause I'm really like starving.

Walked around while waiting for Sab to come , went to.. dnknw some pet store, walked around until i decided to buy one collar for my darling. Then bought some strawberry bones for her too. (:

Sab came then we bought tickets for ice skating and then started preparing to skate, starting i was a little unstable but Sab and Kereen were much worse than me. LOL

Kereen.. *shakes head* she keep making me laugh like mad and then i can't balance. Seriously damn damn damn funny. Sab also another one. LOL. In the end we only skate for 1 hour then they told us that the ring is closed. We were like wtf? Then in the end the counter person made a mistake so gave us a full refund back. Whoaaaa. xD

After that we were hungry AGAIN, so took bus down to Clarke Quay and i forgot where we went but we ate Jap food ! Freakingggg niceeee for me. Then went to buy the ice cream outside central and then sat there to rot. LOL. Didnt manage to wait for Liying so we went off first. Hahahaha and i teach Tavis and Lynette how to smoke ! HAHAHA.

Went home after that and i straight away put on the collar for my darling

She look so nice with pink ! :D

You can never guessed how much i missed you and how much i actually love you.

& i seriously dnknw why i get fucking affected by you. Fucker, freaking disgusting, I'm fucking disgusted by you and i hope you fucking get outta my mind. I regretted every single thing, every little thing. I just wished i could turn back time and change the list of my schools enrolment. Omfg. You disgrace yourself and i think you really bring shame to people around you. Yucks. F off.

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Happy birthday to Kereen

Happy birthday Kereen ! You're 18 now but don't keep on Haolian about it okay ! LOL. I won't be posting all the photos. Lazy ~ Hahaha i'll upload at facebook and tag you guys (:
Gave a surprise to Kereen and she was really shocked , hahaha i have picture as evidence. xD Then we went to Cathay to watch movie, decided to watch Marley & me, went to eat lunch at Aston i think, food's not bad and cheap too. Didn't manage to ice skate today cause too rush already so we push it back tomorrow.
Headache over where to slack or where to eat, in the end went to Marina Square food court and eat but i seriously lost my appetite due to his sms. Then went to Esplanade and go emo and then drink alcohol and beer. xD After that, went downstairs Kereen house and gave another small little shock for her. LOL
Ate mac and seriously i was starving by that time. After that went our separate ways.
TIRED AH look at the time now ! Go sleep, tomorrow gonna meet them again ! (:

I miss those girls, Sab, bird & Py.
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Haircut

Got my haircut today ! Urgh. LOL.
Woke up late so didn't meet Kereen and Lynette, went to cut my hair around the late afternoon. Came out and Gf haven't reached yet. LOL. Saw Jolene though ! Felt nice to see her again (:
My fringe T.T. My hair's shorter now, waiting for it to grow back, AGAIN. Lol.
Gf accompany me home to wash my hair and then went off to meet Kereen and Lynette at TM. Slack, chitchat, ate LJS and then went home. -.- LOL
Tomorrow we're going out ! Ice skating ! Wooooooo

There'll definitely be pictures up tomorrow ! :D
Take care people ! The weather sucks. Get well soon for Sab girl and Tavis ! :D

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I miss my girls.

How can i don't love them ? (:

Gym was cancelled today i think due to the rain. Haha. Just woke up not long ago, wooo and the weather is soooo nice to sleep ~ LOL. But xueqian "baby" sms-ed me, woke me up. HAHA. Then we sms sms until i cannot sleep already. Yesterday night was a joke. xD Damn funny.

Craving for mac breakfast !! >.<

Memorable nights.

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Shattering of glass pieces.

Phew~

This whole week have been going out every single day. Quite tiring, quite shag too. LOL. Today is the only day of the week that I'm staying at home, kinda miss the feeling of staying at home. xD

Nothing much today. Just hope to see the girls soon and also i need to go cut my damn hair, trim my damn fringe. So irritating. Hahaha.

The first experience will always be the most painful one.
I don't wish to lie to myself, i miss you. I really do.
My heart hurts each time i think of you. When will you ever turn to notice me.

为你我做了太多的傻事。
为你做不可能的事。
我忘了说，最美的是你名字。

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New blogskin.

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NEW BLOGSKIN! ! Comment please !! Hahahaha.
& thanks Tavis for the comments and helping me choose blogskins. xD!

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Funny

Today i went out in the afternoon, met Gf, minhui and wanjing. Alright, went to library cause they wanna look for books, and since i have nothing to do i'll just look for the books i want but seriously the books that i want like extinct already. -.- LOL
Went off to have lunch at KFC, oily. LOL.
Then they went to shop for the present for their colleague and i saw this b-e-a-utiful necklace !!
Really really nice and i was so tempted to buy it. ):
It's very lovely, it's a silver necklace with the word LOVE and a little diamond dangling below. Really nice. :D
Then went to play arcade for a little while. Caught a soft toy, just a small one for my GF and helped wanjing catch also. xD
They went to pass the present for their colleague and then we went our separate ways.

Sat outside mac while waiting for mike & xq to come. Yeah then me n xq took bus 17 and went to 201, seriously squeezy and then we blamed each other for deciding on bus 17. LOL!
Went there and slack quite long, then ate mac and then he sent me home. Hahahaha he keep doing gentlemanly stuff cause i used to say he's not gentleman enough. >.<
But yeah it was freaking nice to go out with him, cause he's really a funny guy !!
He keep making me laugh. Seriously. LOL.

& now the sick thing is, he actually jio me out for the movie - unborn/unborned? LOL. I told him if he can tahan me during a horror movie, den go ahead. LOL! Cause i seriously damn scare of horror movie. LOL! & since he say he can tahan, then i think i shall let him see the other side of me. LOL!! He's really sick la, he actually like to watch horror movies ?!!?! *faints*
Had quite a nice time with him, laughed a lot and now I'm home.

Finally tomorrow is a day to rest at home.Phew ~ hahaha.

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Busy week.

Just woke up and I'm really bored, nothing to do so i came to blog a little. xD
I'm gonna change my blogskin soon and comments are more than welcomed! :D LOL.
Anyways, lazy to go prepare, but i have to cause I'm meeting my Gf and minhui they all at Ws.

& this would be the 3rd day. ):

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KTV!

Pekcek face. LOL

Another pekcek face. HAHA Cause it's hot okay !

The spastic looks. xD

I dnknw what Lynette's trying to show. I'm the emo. LOL

Rockers. LOL!

Let the pictures do the talking.

KTV

Fake mic on his hand. LOL!

Happy birthday !

Happy belated Lynette ! :D Gave her a surprise today. Hehe.

Went to meet them at Simei again then train-ed down to Bugis and went to look for the ktv. Found it and started singing already. LOL People haven't come, we're alrdy half way high . LOL.

Sang a lot of songs then Gf came to join us. Idiot siah, Tavis and GF can actually sing ! LOL.

Then Lynette joined us. Quite fun ah, i have 2 videos. Super super funny.

1 is Tavis and Kereen and another one is Kereen solo. HAHA. Damn damn funny.

After ktv, went to Haji lane and it was quite boring.

Went to have dinner at Siglap there i think ? Ate mac and we slack outside, talking and talking.

& just realize, siglap there is actually a v nice place to slack ! (:

Went home after that.

Tomorrow meeting Gf and maybe Xq during evening time onwards. (:

Sometimes people asked me whether I'm looking for a replacement after my ex-bf. I feel fking pissed by what they say. If really I'm looking for a replacement, i won't even put in so much effort for this guy, i won't even put my heart into him. If I really need a replacement i can just straight away accept Jon what ! Sighs. Nevermind, shouldn't let their comments affect me cause i know how serious i am towards this particular guy. ;)

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