First paper

Wheee it's so convenient having itouch. Really lazy to use laptop so I'm here. Haha. Anyw woke up early today to start revision before going for the paper. Abraham come kajiao me about some random girl and topics again. Lol.

And for the first time in history I didn't leave the class early at all. In fact only 2 students left early I think, many do not have enough time to finish writing as well. Lucky I manage to chiong the last 15mins writing time. (Y) the paper was shit la. Overstudied and the questions are those I never emphasize on, so I can't elaborate much the rest is up to my talking cock skills alr. Haha. Went lib to study w ker till evening, waited for tavis to finish his paper and we went to have dinner tgt opp school. :)

Tomorrow have to take mc because I have a bloody stupid CDS class which I insist to skip cause I need those 3 hrs to study and memorize!!

Okay off to the book. Bye.

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Stressful period

Idk what that idiot doing, like kena stroke. LOL


Okay I'm here to blog a little while before I head for the bed. Finished rpb today and going for rp3 skipping the fucking bloody RI. I rmbed what happened today at night which freaks me out for a few mins.

Had astons for dinner and it has been quite before I had astons. Before we left house babe saw something at the stairs and told me to look up. Then we both saw this lady standing at the edge with black long hair and white dress. It's super freaky and it still freaks me out when I think of it now. Argh. So after dinner went back home and it's nice to see everyone loving my dog. :)
Although she feels a little weird and out of place but i'm glad I'm here for her. It's nice to see how April is getting so close to babe which something like this never happened before. Seeing how babe treats her, I feel really sweet and I can tell that April is slowly feeling close other than me. Hehe.

Okay goodnight !

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Location:Babe's house

Before the rainbow you have to endure a little rain

Got a feeling I'm gonna fall sick sooner or later. Please be after midsem. This sem really sucks, and fast pacing. Having on-going lessons even on the week of Midsem, because of fucking YOG.

First i hate TP, then i hate YOG. _l_

Freehand drawing is really a wrong choice and i was stupid to listen to others without finding out from those who actually had this CDS. Nevermind, whatever is done has been done and cannot be undone. So deal with it. Stress level shot up like nobody's business but too bad i gotta learn and handle it on my own.

Smoking doesn't solves anything, it just only makes me feel better for a short period of time. I guess it's time for a change. It's really heartaching seeing my boyfriend trying to tolerate what he doesn't like and yet pretends to be okay.

For everyone out there.

Please fucking open your fucking eyes and close yur fucking mouth. You think you saw the whole picture, but no, you only see the surface of the picture. So stop saying that i should fucking treasure my boyfriend because he's fucking nice fucking good and say that it's hard to come by such guys. BECAUSE HE'S NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT'S TREATING ME NICE.

I only say the bad stuff i did in front of you guys, did i mention about the good stuff? NO. So don't judge yet. I'm sick and tired of listening comments saying how much he loves me and how much i don't love him. If that's the case, how could we even last till now? F off please.

Okay chillax and I'm gonna go find some food to eat! :D Haha!

Memorable

Awesome. (:

Special Guest.

He's fucking hot i swear. My heart just melts for him.

My dog cut botak ! Looks fucking funny. HAHAHAHAHAHA APRIL YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT. Today is a very very memorable day. :D

Brought April to cut her hair this morning and fetched her back laughing at her looks. HAHAHA. Can't stand it, she look super funny, but when she keeps quiet and gives me the innocent look unintentionally I'll just awww she's so adorable. Adorable means cute but ugly. HAHAHA.

Okay then we went 201 cause babe wants to cut his hair. Got home, prepared and evrything and left for Cityplaza. Walked around had dinner over there and went down to the stadium. Was kinda amazed, shocked, and excited because it's our very first time. Both of us look damn lost. LOL.

Got there and realize why people always queue up so early for concerts, is because of the merchandises. -.- Nevermind, lesson learnt. (:

Got in and waited for the concert to start, and when it started..... we got so excited and touched...... (secret) HAHA. But it was super awesome and enjoyable. (Y)(Y) I was screaming away when the big screen shows his close up view!! He's just damn hot, damn handsome, damn cute, damn funny! Wheeezcxzcxz too bad we're on the 2nd block, if we bought the 1st block i might even have the chance to shake his hand, and the camera he took to take photo COULD BE MINE!! Dammit. Hahaha. Anyw, i really enjoyed the first concert in my life. Although it's not as hyper as i thought it would be, but it was good enough. :D

Glad that babe was happy and enjoyed his time too. Hees.

Navy open house tomorrow! & His sister's birthday! Busybusy. Bye!

We'll be a dream

All i ever wanted was a simple way to get over you...

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now.

School's really fucked up this year. Projects all coming in and i got really messed up somehow. I haven't even start revising for mid sem test, i bought notebooks to write notes consistently, but i totally don't even have time to touch those notebooks because of the projects and fucking drawings. Today would be the worse class i ever had for FHD, i went to class at 2pm, i waited till 4+pm for my turn to let him check my sketchbook and practically I've been stoning in the class every now and then. And after letting him check my sketchbook, he dismiss the class because I'm the last person. _l_ i feel like killing him.

Anyw I'm really happy about class cancelled on Thursday. Let's hope i can get all the rest i deserved on that day. (:

I suddenly miss a whole lot of people that once made an impact in my life. =/

Goodnight.

You are the thunder and I am the lightning

I love you, in many different ways.

Wedding dinner on Saturday w his relatives. Kinda amazing how people get to know each other, fall in love and finally get married. His uncle sent us back to my house, so nice. (: Then he told me more about his relatives, i love listening to his life stories. Hehe.

Soccer on saturday lost but they improved a lot. (Y)
Sunday went bowling w jewel, mike and leroy! :D Fun! Let's meet up soon again kkk! (:
Bought pizzahut for belated mother's day. Thanks boyfriend for the cute surprise you gave during bowling. Was overjoyed. Heehee.
Love you and i missed you.

Things change, people change as well

While looking through photos, realize how much things have changed in my life. Really miss what has happened in the past, the photos look so sweet, look so happy but when you recall what happened that make things different, you will feel that although the happy moments are taken down by camera, but the unhappy moments are not taken down it will still be taken down in your memory. Because normally people naturally remembers the bad stuff and forgot the good stuff, so taking pictures about the good stuff including the bad stuff in your memory, forms the whole puzzle.

Have been thinking a lot w friends and i wanna thank them for giving me comments and everything. I know what are my flaws, i know where my fault lies at but maybe that's me and maybe like what he said, I'm only 19, my thinking might be this way but as i grow older, my thinking might change. Which is true and i just wanna take things slow.

I know that not everything can go my way and i should try to accept new things. Hmm..

I wanna watch movie! I wanna go shopping! Wanna hang out w friends.

Grant me a time machine

Rough period. There are times when you really wish that you can turn back time and change things but apparently it only happens in cartoon network.

Anyw, didn't went to school today. Down w flu but the doctor just not very interested. Feels damn sick and irritated, every 30mins to 1hour, have to blow my nose and stuff.

I really regret going freehand drawing, now I'm not stressing about my studies, but always stressing about my drawings.

What are you willing to give up for me?

If i take a step back, would you take the extra 2 steps forward just to reach to me?

Because sometimes, i wish i'd the courage and run towards you but somehow, situation changes and i tend to move backwards unknowingly.

What are the promises you can give to me?

I need you

I miss you.
I'm gonna go have my afternoon nap before i start on tutorial. I feel so accomplished like what ker said. We actually go to the library do a few of my drawings, and went to photocopy IMR textbook to do our tutorial. (: and i came to school even though I'm not feeling well. However i guess it got worse.. It's so true when you are feeling sick you wish that someone was there for you. =/
Okay. Goodnight.

Time is precious

Happy mother's day. Although didn't get anything for my mum but will be treating her dinner next week. (:

Ytd hooya FC draw 1-1 and the game was spoilt by the weather. _l_ It rained like hell, when it stopped the field is like sai, the ball cannot even dribble properly, became a joke eventually. Went to have dinner @ Geylang (Y) was awesome.

Went to pasir ris farm today to check out the dogs and chey they not putting the dogs to sleep. So it's a relief. Cabb-ed around today due to my unwell.

Today walking around @ TM was a disaster as well. Fucking heartbreaking but whatever man. So sick and tired of all these.

Wonder if I'm able to go to school tomorrow.. =/

How i wish you have more time for me.

Distance is not a problem for us

Okay I'm really very tired, these few days never even had exactly 8 hours of sleep. How can this be right? I'm suppose to like sleep 14hours!

Teachers just keep bombing us with projects and deadlines. Everyone also like stressed, idk about the rest but i know me and Kereen really kanjiong. Haha. Wa i think this would be the first time I'm so enthu about everything in school, go lectures also listen, tutorials also do, projects will do my part and try to finish it asap. (Y) What a good girl, I'm gonna keep saying I'm a good girl until my boyfriend starts to catch the hint and be proud of me. (:

Downloaded photoshop CS5 today and mannnn how i wish i can invest on photography and everything. Having a few thousands worth of camera, editing photographs till it's amazing, taking photos of nature and everything else with an awesome camera. T.T How i wish i was rich.

Anyw, school days have been busy and i didn't have the time to sit at home to blog, because once i reach home, either i sleep or i start doing tutorials. Lucky i quit my job, although i miss the money coming in every month but still, at least i feel that i have more recreation time than last time. :D

Need to see doctor soon regarding of my skin, it's still so pinkish red! Zzzz.

Really weird, sabrina's mum recently called me up asking me out for some dinner w their family. -.- I don't mind but if her main motive is to try to make things better for the both of us, i guess it's just making it worse.

Maybe during the weekends I'll sit by the grass... wait i hate grass. Maybe I'll sit by the pathway and start drawing things on my sketchbook like some artist. -.-.... Although i love to do this, but I'm being forced to do so. Knn. Okay.

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My blog just came back alive after so long. Many many things happened of course. Most importantly, Happy 22th birthday to boyfriend ! :D

Hope he enjoyed the 3 days. (:

"This is yur present, it contains the memories of us both happy and unhappy. We have loved each other for 10months and i hope this love would continue longer. Are you willing to hold my hand and assure me that you'll never let go?"

"Yes i will"

I think this will just forever be in my memory.

Okay I'll update again when i feel less lazy. :D

Lastly, i love you!