All the crazy shit i did tonight

I suddenly in love w muse. -.-
Anyw today was totally boring! But good day to rest. Tomorrow's @ fareast and i srsly rather work fareast than suntec, at least can sit comfortably. zzz. Suntec is fucking far from the mrt station.

Hope I'm still able to work even when year 3 started. It will all depends on the timetable alrdy. Hahah. I didn't really fully enjoy this holiday of mine.
Guys v good at hot and cold right?
But sadly, I'm half guy also so i can play the game as long as u're game on.
I guess girls on their side is good at mind games huh. So cool ! Like that I'm good @ hot & cold as well as mind games! How awesome is that. HAHAHA. Okay my nonsense all coming out alrdy.

Ahhhhh headache today! Maybe i shld head to bed much earlier than expected. Hehe. See how la!
I want to restttttt... i want to sit on the beach and just let one day pass.... i want to lepakk till AM... I wanna go drinking... I wanna just relax outside... I wanna just sit at the park and listen to my music...
This is what i want in my life. Shitz man i seem like no goal. Sigh. BYE.

Turn back time, please

I love this photo a lot. So nice right? Hahah.
Weekends will always be short to me.

Friday met babe @ tamp and watch how to train your dragon. Not bad uh i love the dragons like dog like that. Hahah.
Saturday went for consultation and then swimming lesson. Wooo got tan marks alrdy but not good enough. Hahah.
Sunday just had lunch and went to work.

I mizz everything when i was young.

Eenie Meenie

People always say "i wish i have a rich bf / if only my bf is rich" But honestly, when you really got one that is rich will you really be happy? Hard to say huh. Hahah.
It's sweet and nice if he can pay for every fucking single thing you want.
But then again, when you use that thing do you feel v shiok? =/
And also if the thing like spoil, does your guilt x5? HAHA.

Today work was weird. Hahah i guess you guys should know the reason well enough. Things can never be the same already. It's the same in a r/s when a person betray yur strong trust it's difficult to believe the person ever again. Worse still, the person is not putting in any effort to earn that trust back. Lol. It's really heartaching but only people who are in the picture can fully understand and see. Outsiders are just using their bias judgement to understand the situation.
I packed half of my table and I'm really lazy to touch my shelf bcus it's damn dusty and it's just all papers, see alrdy just feel like burning all of them. zzz.

I'm gonna go play my psp before sleeping. It's time to get started.

Kidnapper

Man utd 2 -1 Liverpool. The headdive goal is fucking awesome i swear.

I rushed back home just to watch the following half of the match. Lol.

Yesterday went plaza sing to watch the kidnapper w babe and his friends, now i know why they having a promotion for the doll in kidnapper, the doll play such a big part! Hahaha!

Kidnapper is awesome, really. It just trashed 做人 like sai.

Went back home to have dinner tgt. He booked in and i went home.

Seconday school senior just msged me and is talking weird stuff. =/



Gotta work @ fareast later! zzzz.

It takes two hands to clap

This weekend is damn awesome because babe got thursday till Monday to spend time w me. :)
Okay Friday we went for his appt early in the morning went home and slept all the way to afternoon and went out to buy his game and have dinner tgt I think.

Saturday we went ikea to look for some stuffs but only bought a clock. Hahah. Then we went tamp to watch the movie being human. Walao srsly I swear I won't watch his movie again. First it pissed me off to see his bastard face and his mistress ugly pat jiao face. Secondly his movies are getting lamer and lamer each time it just doesn't make me laugh anymore. -.-
After that we had dinner @ teppanyaki which is nice! Hahah first time eating there. :)
Went home played soccer game tgt and he damn agitated fucking funny.
Today we went to tamp safra cause he's having a soccer match at 1030am. Hahah went for a swim after that and rest for about half an hour before going to work. Shag ballz today.
And I still have one more day before I can't see him. Hahah. Bye!
Man utd ftw!!

The best few hours

Work at central dusty sucks big bloody time today, know why? Cause my super slack colleague forgot to do stocktake ytd and I actually have to do it for him today when I just did stocktake ytd at bloody suntec which is the biggest outlet of all. Tell me wtf. I'm fucking dulan today bcus I have to climb up and down the ladder since I'm not tall enough to reach stocks on top and it's very tiring plus I'm scare of heights so imagine I climb up and down the ladder slower than usual people. Don't laugh cause it's just a ladder how tall can it be but I'm scare bcus it's shaky and unstable, anything happens that's it you guys have to visit me at ward 7 changi general hospital.

My stomach feels so so much better today and ytd sucks bcus my head felt like it's exploding and my boyfriend just damn good at making matters worse. Talked to cloudie today and found out that her dog just passed away, somehow it triggers a lot of thoughts. Death is really very sudden, it doesn't give u any warning that is why u must always live each day like yur last. I really can't imagine if April is not with me anymore... Or even my family members. It just pains me to even imagine it. I know that sometimes I think too far and too much than a normal person but maybe this is why I grew mature faster because many things happened in my surroundings and I have absolute no choice but to accept the fact, take in the experience, and move on with a complete different thinking.

Okay next for the happy thing is i've learnt how to let go. :)
And babe surprised me today again! He just like to bluff me and all. Hahah he came down Clarke quay at about 8pm and he accompanied me till 9pm so that one hour of work is the most enjoyable one hour ever. :D really nice and sweet of him, I can't stand him whenever he does things like these. I'll definitely melt. Lol. Went to eat at fisherman wharfs and I think it's affordable yet not bad so counted good. Hahah. First time there and I kept complaining hot but it's nice to be there w him. :)
Alright tmr he has an appt at 10am can u believe it i have to wake up at 8am to go w him it's like the timing to go school! I'm gonna like kowtow to myself. Okay wth. Hahah! Actually this is just something small compared to those things that he actually did for me. Awesome!
Goodnight.

Numb

How am I suppose to hold onto you when I don't feel the need at all?

I swear I'm not having any moodswings. Our problems are like a cycle it keeps repeating itself. When I need you, where were u, what were you doing. U always expect me to be understanding but how understanding can a person srsly be?
When I need you but it's always someone else there for me. Ever ask yurself this question, will I ever get tired of this? Because I am. And when I choose someone else and not u, ask yurself again, why is it that it's not u?
You are not even there. And you are not a good listener or advicer.

I'm gonna sleep my life in.

All for the best

Saturday IT fair's is soooo fucked up i swear. Went there w babe's friend until now i still dnknw whats his exact pronounciation and spelling of his name -.-
Walked around over there looking for graphic card and off we went to orchard to finally buy their ps3.
Bought the bigggg ji pa and milk tea (Y).
Went home after that and he tried out his ps3 all. Hahah.
Sunday slept all the way and missed 1 swimming lesson cause I'm feeling tired. Hahah.
Work at dusty is forever boring or rather working in this job.
If it's not for the money for braces, i won't be stuck in this bloody for months. Ccb hearing stories from colleague about each other gossipping. It just make me hate girls more srsly. The more i work in this company, the more i wanna work alone. Because working w one colleague, you have the be very careful about things you say. THIS IS BLOODY HELL GIRLS' NATURE.

Okay enough.

A fast weekend

Happy belated birthday ahker! :D

@Hardrockcafe

Liveband whoa.

Partyworld! Damn shiok.

Lastly. I love this guy above.

My bf is just awesome in his own special ways.

Thurs when i end work I'm suppose to go my ahma house for dinner, and then i asked him along so we suppose to meet @ Tamp int straight. & he just surprise me, when i leave the shop he was waiting behind the pillar, and i just keep msging i really didnt know until when i walk past i saw someone like look weird hiding behind a pillar, so i looked up and WHOA! Hahah so sweet.

Played poker using macaroni as chips -.- HAHA. won like $20 and cab-ed home. Hahah.

He start messing up my room to actually make my pc able to watch tv and now MY ROOM GOT TV TO WATCH!!!! Damn shiok.

Babe i know you're trying real hard and I'm really touched w evry single things you do for me.

Friday of course my goodie goodie friend's birthday! :D Ahker ah Ahker. LOL. Surprised her @ Shaw house there. Lol went to sing K. Like high only. Hahah had dinner @ hardrockcafe w pole dancing. Wth right. Then went down to ker house to cut cake and now I'm home!

IT fair tmr w babe & Daniel. (: Let's hope it will be a nice day tmr kkkkkkkzzzzzz.

Lynette vs caishun

Went to work today as usual and I'm really glad there's one colleague I can really trust and at the same time believes me for the kind of person I am. It's just simply touching however I've learnt not to make the same mistakes again. :)

On the way home that day received a call from Lynette!! Woo is like long time no see friend. Hahah. Did a lot of catching up and updating of news @ tmart. Hahah. I really missed her a lot and she's forever so nice. Also today her words and thinking just shocked me, she's really really mature and I'm so impressed lynette!! You're awesome and hot. Hahah!! I'm glad you've made yur decision and I'll always support u cause I know u always know what u r doing. :)
Laughed a lot @ mac like nobody's business just got home and I got work starting at 12pm tmr at Clarke quay!
Okay that's all.
And I srsly hate it when you just don't make any sense at all. Can u like please reflect and think about everything reasonably. Okay bye.

从今以后，你会是所有。

Is it true that the opposites attract?

Tonight, i poured out a lot, and thought a lot. It's nice to do this once in a while, and get rid of the emoness in myself. Hahah.
Things are just like this. When you care, it just doesn't go your way and might even make it worse. When you don't care, things start to go your way but when it's too late how? When you care, you get so affected by it, but when you don't care it just feels easier.
Like i said for a million times every single thing has it's own limits, people gets tired eventually. Never ever wait till that someone gets real tired because that will be where you place the fullstop for good. If the opposites attract, does that means the opposites understand each other better?
Relationships are very good experiences for people to learn from their mistakes and to improve for the better. However, not everyone is able to learn.
At least tell yourself, you did what you could, you tried your best so that you minimized the regrets you will be having in the future.

Everyone knows and says that communication is very important in every relationship, be in kinship, friendship, or relationship. However, if the person you're trying to communicate with just doesn't understand your point or rather... not really good at communicating, how is it possible to have both hands clapping?
Words can never be taken back, once you said it, you bear the consequences because those words might affect someone's life whether is it thinking, actions or personality. And of course before you say any hurtful things, think as many times as possible to make sure that you will not regret saying those things because afterall, you might not be able to handle what is gonna happen after that.

Never sacrifice the one you love for the one you like because the one you like might sacrifice you for the one they love.

close shave

First time work w Derrick, wa he imba friendly&sociable. Like me siol. Hahah now i know how pple feel when I'm like over-friendly. HAHA.
Idk he's the number which colleague that say the same thing
"Never see u wear skirt before eh, always see u in jeans" zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Cao sian, is it very interesting to see me wear skirt?!?!?
He even asked me a ridiculous question
"you got dress one not?" -.-
Srsly why ALL my colleagues just want to see me wear skirt/dress?!?!?! Walao. Is it girl = dress/skirt? I listen until i FUCKING sian alrdy. One more person say that i sure spam vulgarities alrdy.

Today almost kena bang by van @ fareast somemore. Is really cua sai will stun one. LOL. But after the incident, when u think back like cool only so fucking close. HAHA. Maybe today i will struck lottery if i got buy. HAHA.
It's time to turn my itouch volume down man, i dowan to die at such young age altho i know my lifespan is imba long. HAHAHAHA.

Slow down your pace and listen to your heart beat

Ahker taking care of small boy who can sleep anywhere.

Dinner and chilling session w friends! (:

It was nice to catch up w each other.

I have a feeling this weekend would be a blasting one. Heh.

See you guys soon!

Awesome weekend

Looks real? HAHA

If u look carefully it's just an illusion we are not really in the box -.- LOL

I'm gonna post like 5 photos because it's so slow! zzz.

Anyw, Toapayoh dinner on Friday was not bad (Y). Only the hor fun nice but lame i won't go another time just to eat there because it's not like SUPER DUPER nice. Lol. Went to find shane while she's working. She damn zai srsly. Hahah then we went to walk around all fucking hot weather and i dying to bath. Went home and soccer for bf! (:

Saturday woke up and thinking whether to swim or go Science centre, we chose Science Centre and it was fucking awesome i swear. V expensive sial, bcus we bought the package w body worlds. Walked around, got amazed and laughed @ a lot of stuff. For example, there's this room you go in then there's a mic over there they say whether u can break the record of the loudest ROAR. So the both of us sat down and try each once, "ROAR!!!!" "ROAR!!!!!!" we came out and everyone was looking at us. Paiseh so we laughed and walked away, den halfway we heard some ROAR!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAH we LOL bcus they went to tried also. LOL.

There are some disgusting pictures, I'll upload tomorrow. Hehehehe.

Went for body worlds but the queue is IMBA LONG, is queue until outside and dnknw where at the back we saw we decided to continue walk Science Centre till it closes which is at 6pm.

Had a movie called under the sea, not that bad. Went to body worlds after that and it was so FUCKING COOL!!!!!! Memorable man really. Went to JurongEast for dinner and wanted to lepak but just lazy.

Today woke up, went to collect the lenses then went to suntec JustAsia for lunch (:

Went to work after that and blahblahblah usual stuff. Went back home and met Tavis&Justin @ Simei, slack, talked till like 1plus am and went home. (Y) Talked a lot and it's nice to catch up after sooooo long. Hahah.

Okay gonna go sleep soon cause I'm tired!

Swimming lesson no.1

Went for swimming lesson no.1 today! (: So fun ! Let's hope every week i can go and get tanned ! Wheeeee. It's nice learning how to swim from your boyfriend and able to swim tgt freely next time. :D But quite shag after that. >.<

Okay dinner @ toa payoh later! Bye.

Surprise!

What a surprise! My bf actually stunned me ytd. He called me and ask me find something on my table for him, so i went to the table and find and then he say okay den now you look downstairs. O.O & i saw him waving @ me. Awwwww, is like touched and will like smile to myself cause he's so cute and sweeeet. (:
Thanks baby, and he came up w po lo bun !! :D :D and egg tart!! :D:D Hahaha shitz egg again.

Okayz now my body clock like normal, i get tired around midnight and i wake up around 10+ in the morning. Wth right.
Working later @ fareast but 3pm so i still have time to nua! Okay bye. :D

Work work work

Small little updates.
You know now my holidays got work, i feel so much better like not so guilty when i go out or stay home cause my mum wont nag and all. Hahaha.
Clubbing after results are out steady!? Hahah. Cecilia asked me to join clubbing w them on dnknw which day but i shy. HAHA. Eh don't laugh sometimes i also will shy one hor. LOL.
And why people so shock that i never go clubbing before?! Damn bastard.
Was working w Jeremy today and here it goes.
"How's clubbing?"
"Like that lor, never go already why you ask?"
"Cause i never go before, curious"
"HUH never go before meh?!"
"YAH WHY CANNOT NEVER GO BEFORE MEH?!"
"No la, you look like you go before"
"HOW TO LOOK LIKE?!"
"IDK! just look like clubber"
"I purposely dress like rock alrdy eh how come still look like clubber?!"
"Rocker also got go clubbing one what!"
"-.-..................."

Wasn't that bad working w him today, he showed me videos and we chatted a lot laughed a lot. Hahah. Worked w cecilia ytd and kinda nice cause we laughed a lot and we talked about our own stories. (:
Had a small tiff ytd w babe but it was alright. Hahah.

Really now computer getting more and more boring. Tsk. I wanna play ff! Bye!

Me Mizz You

And when you just pushed me off my limits.

Maybe i need a long break. No point getting upset over this kinda people anymore. Really just tire myself out only. Learnt my lesson after so many experiences. Should really wake up also bev. Hahaha. Okayz.

Cousin, lepak soon eh walao. I wanna resist all yur temptations. LOL.

Just another fall and I'm getting stronger!! HAHAHA.

OVER!!!

I cross my fingers that i can pass my RA2. 26 marks idk how many marks i can get but i know it's not much. Bloody hell, too nervous too stress you get all the points mixed up. Study so hard so much also like no use, i heartpain for azie, she studied 4 days straight without going out but i only started ytd. -.- HAHA.
Anyw, it's over and hope i won't see it again.

Thanks people for wishing me luck and also thanks azie helped me a lot ytd night by guiding me and all. (: Thanks babe too! Was there for me when i complain and spam vulgarities. HAHA.
Good job bev, today azie smoked and i only took 2 glances of the cig but I'm glad i resisted it. I've still got a long way to go but I'll try my v best. (:

yay now i can play my psp all in peace alrdy. Heh.
Ker me wanna suntan on friday!! Hahah. Ali say he wanna teach me how to swim. Die. HAHA.
Anyw those people who purchase the contact lens, because i chose meet up and she have emailed me that the meet up is on 6th march, so after i get the contact lens i'll pass it to you guys when there's a chance. Sorry it took so long though.

Normally reflect on yourself first before you start shooting any rubbish out.
I did a lot of reflecting and considerations and i included the risks involved. Hahah.
Tabee me wanna crush all yur cigs (: