It feels free

Wheeee tomorrow is my last paper I hope I will be smarter tomorrow or rather have all the good luck I have bomb tomorrow. Hahah. Anyw worked today w Kate wasn't that bad, she's cute and nice to work with so okay. Hahah.

I feel tired but relaxed after learning how to let go and not care about things that's not within my limits. :)

I'm gonna go sleep soon and wake up in the early morning to do some last minute revision and evrything I'm still left w like 4 chapters and I'm so lazy because the book is so fucking thick and wordy. Nabei. See alrdy no wonder headache and sleepy. Hahah.

Oh yah it's our 8months today. Nothing much cause since we are not really into those celebrations and stuff but babe, I'm glad we came through everything till now. I know recently was kinda rough but im glad things are being sorted out now. :) it feels good when yur boyfriend actually put in the effort to remember the date and timing so he can be the first to wish you and don't mind whether you will be the first to wish. I was engrossed in tv when he suddenly whisper to me happy 8 months, at that moment I couldn't care whether my mum is awake or sleep and I immediately gave him a hug and a kiss. So touched and happy that he remembered when I'm always the one forgetting. Hahah. Really surprised it has been 8 months, like wow Beverley is having a longer r/s than expected. Haha!

Okayz that'll be all. I'm gonna .... Sleep bye.

Jerks

I don't see the point in every single thing you do. Whatever you are doing, you are finding excuses for yourself. There's no need to do all these, totally not necessary but you are just doing it for the ultimate motive. This time things are different already. I kept helping i kept doing things just for you but obviously you have already planned yur path perfectly and you don't need any advices from anybody. Since it's that case then I'm letting go. I don't see a point in tiring myself out just to put in 200% effort in helping you when you totally just want things to go your way. Your stuff, I'm not gonna care a shit anymore.

You pissed me off, you turn me off but i refuse to ignore you but everyone has their limits.

Just for a guy and you're being like this. It's so downright stupid.
You scold others, you comment about others but when things come to you, you bloody hell doing the same thing. So does that mean that i can use what you scolded others back to you?

Best porridge ever

Hello everybadeee.
Okayz ytd my friend start to think a lot in the end stayed up till damn late just to acc and knock more sense out of him since he alrdy got some sense. LOL.
Morning woke up, was feeling damn unwell so didn't manage to meet babe @ SGH.
So he came over and shock w lots of plastic bags in his hand. Saw vege and stuff and I'm still in a blur of what he's gonna do. In the end found out he's cooking porridge for me. Like lame for many out there but for me, it's not lame bcus it really means a lot to me. :D
Saw vitasoy and some other food that i liked to eat! Wooo. + apple. Heh.
He's so sweet right, i know. Heh.

So the porridge took 2 hours and it became dinner in the end. LOL. Now he's sleeping and I'm lazy to play poker on my own. Hahah.
I shall go play some games before the torture come for me to study RA2. ):
Byez.

Downgrading yourself for a guy is never worth a try.

Beauty catches the attention, personality catches the heart

She looks damn sleepy. Lol.

See yawn alrdy. Lol.



Failed


Succeed! Haha. -.-

Okay went to work today was bored but time passed fast enough. Skipped company's dinner :D

I rmbed what Tavis told me once was that, everyone wants things to go their way but not every thing is able to go their way. & it has been in my mind whenever i want things to go my mind, and somehow i loosen up because i know this time it won't be going my way, but i know the next time it definitely will. (:

I dowan to study T.T

People get tired eventually when the efforts put in are not being appreciated. This is my limit.

If you choose to believe someone's word over another then all you are doing is choosing to believe what suits you.

Yay tomorrow's friday! Boo because monday's nearing! zzz.

I mizz you alrdy

Walao people are enjoying yet i still got one more acc paper to worry about. Zzzz. But this paper was alright i guess, at least i wrote a lot. LOL.
I'm listening to radio and it's playing vanilla twilight,i hate that song, makes me feel like sleeping-.-... Owl city songs always like this.

Gonna work later, fuck. I'm gonna rest a while later.
I miss babe.
Company's dinner is so fucked up nb cb. I hate going to company's dinner, somemore compulsory! What sai?!
Okay bye.

Always giving your best shot

He cheated by fixing the puzzle according to the numbers given at the back. Tsk.

Crab day!

Sleep too much also will headache sial. -.-

Had my first paper today, should be able to pass. Hahah.

Saturday had dinner w my family, woooo ate 2 chilli crab like shiok only! Hahah.

I miss kuishinbo. Hahah!

Yesterday went over to babe's ahma house for visiting. There's a maltese dog too! But it's a humji dog. Hahaha. Went over his house to nua, wanna sleep but got really bored, wanna study then feel tired. HAHA. Went home and babe booked in. ):

Feel so nua today like so lazy to study, maybe i will work hard tomorrow uh, I'm feeling real tired now and having a headache as well. Zzz.

Gonna start work on Weds and I'm so unwillingly. Hahah.

Okayz srsly games on itouch really addictive, now my itouch games i always depend on babe to help me download. Hahah. Thank god i have such a device genius boyfriend.

I like it when you always try yur best to make me happy.

You know that i love your laughter the most and you always let me tickle you just so that i could laugh and enjoy your laughter.
You know that i love eating egg but restricting myself and you always secretly add egg to my order.
You know that i get tired/bored very easily and you always try your best to make things more exciting as well as entertaining me whenever i get bored.
You know that I'm those kind that always keep things to myself but you will do everything just to open me up so that i feel comfortable and let me take things slowly.

You always never gave up on me, i wanna thank you for keep holding on to me and keeping to our promise so tightly.

I love you, for making me laugh
for understanding me so well
for always trying yur best whenever you're w me
and for.. loving me for who i am.

Baby you will always be number one in my heart.

TSK

My dog is sitting on my lap right now, so cute! Keeps staring @ my screen. Hahaha.
She's like the best best best. Hahaha is like i always neglect her but she never fails to be there for me. Sounds wrong but who cares. Hahaha.

I swear big time next time my boyfriend HAVE TO be english speaking. Die die also english speaking. Including pple around him.

Anyw i damn lazy to post the photos but this CNY wasn't that bad afterall. Hahaha. Just that yeah relatives drift apart but cousins still tight as ever. (:
Played poker w stella and friends, fuck it i lost $25 to keith ong _l_ and stella lost $100 to him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Fucking funny, she just cannot accept the fact she lost $100. But poker is a fucking fun game srsly. HAHAHA.

Stayed over from weds to friday. Wonder if it was appreciated. =/
Anyw i woke up like 8am just to join them for market, kereen knows the reason well. I can spam vulgarities all the way, drank cough syrup also knn so fucking awful. Srsly, idk why i wanna join also. The whole process in the market i was breathing through my mouth all along. Dammit i could be at home sleeping w the fucking shiok air con. T.T

Okay good bye.

Craziest CNY celebration

Hey. I'm here to post for awhile before i prepare for visiting. It's so tiring srsly, i cannot have my 14hrs sleep. T.T Anyw, ytd would be the most fun, happening and craziest CNY i ever had. I almost had my life gone in that instance. LOL.
Okay first i was at home doing a little springcleaning, then started playing psp and all. Went to my grandma's house for dinner, steamboat as usual. After evrythg, went downstairs w the usual pple to lepak -.-
Waited for Jeffrey, his sis, Eliza and yang to come. So after everyone arrived, we started playing cards for a little while, asshole daidi. Funfun!
Yang then drove us to chinatown, we reached like damn fast and in the car it's like club srsly. -.-... It's so crazy, windows down, music blasting w bass so fucking loud and girls at the back screaming and singing along w the r&b song. People just look over each time the car pass by. LOL


The car goes like 100km/hr and ABOVE for AVERAGE speed! Wtf right, but it's so fucking shiok and he's a fucking imba good driver. He cut through cars like machiam he's playing racing cars in arcade. -.- HAHA.
Reached Chinatown like 11.45? and we walked our way through to find babe, in the end 12am we heard all the firecrackers sound bloody hell we ran just to have a better look, in the end we didn't see anything and it was finished. My cousin started hugging everyone saying happy new year when we like all stunned alrdy. -.-
Found babe and went to walk around. Because it was so squeezy we actually climb our way through from the corners, and people started following us wth.... Fucking crazy but fucking fun also. LOL. Went to Yio Chu Kang for supper while babe went home, as usual, crazy driver we reached damn fast. LOL.
The food there, awesome, drinks, awesome. (:
Played asshole daidi and Eliza is just hilarious. LOL.
Yang drove everyone home after that with a speed 180KM/HR. Wtf srsly, windows down imagine how strong the wind, we can't even hear properly the lyrics of the song, all we can hear is just the sound of the wind!! The girls at the back were like screaming for their lives. Hahahaha!
Like omg, he from yio chu kang to pasir ris i think 12mins. LOL.
But it's FUCKING FUCKING SHIOK!!! Most crazy CNY really. Hahaha.
Reached home like 4am and rest awhile before i went to sleep.

GONNA GO VISITING SOON! bye! Pictures will be uploaded after all the busy moments! :D

Happy Vday

My Vday gift. (: & if u noticed, (my valentine's is spelled wrongly. T.T) !@#%^

His Vday gift. Srsly this is damn adorable.

Srsly, can u guess what's that he gave me? Cause honestly, when i open and take it out i like "WTF IS THIS?" i never say out la, but i really dnknw what's that. But it's so adorable right! aiyoyoyo. LOL

Didn't went to the last day of school. >.<>

Went to tamp but oh man, don't have babe's shoe size so didn't buy for him the shoes but i owe him a gift (:

Went home nua nua nua, and then babe suddenly psycho me to run tonight, reaction jitao "WHY TODAY?!" i alrdy prepare myself to nua, ask me to change mood to run!! Tsk! Hahahah.

In the end he ran 1 min only he tired alrdy -.-

Went home and ate dinner/supper after bathing. Wheeeez.

See you tomorrow night @ 18th floor hell. HAHA.

You've always manage to make my heart skip a beat. Sweeeeeeeet.

Just like that

It's bloody hell 7plus am now. I actually woke up w/o feeling sleepy or whatsoever. This is so impossible, I'm gonna head back to bed soon. !@#$%^&*
Feeling a little cranky, a little headache, an itchy throat that coughs once in a while and yawning when i don't feel tired!
What the hell is wrong w my body -.-

Mum ask me to walk around @ chinatown tonight, I'm thinking since I'm gonna suffer on cny eve, what for suffer again tonight right? So just go during cny eve w bf. LOL.
I was thinking about the bikini idea on cny eve. =/ HAHA.

Okokokokokokokok BED BED BED BED!

You know i love you

Sometimes you can't help it but to get angry w the person but the person just got the capabilities to make you soft hearted and give in so easily.

I mizz you.

I get really tired v easily these few days. ):

All about you

Even for that few hours, I'm happy and contented. (:

Went to school and got B for interview and C for roleplay, but overall just a P grade cause my attendance fail. ):

Studied in school but played psp -.- stupid ff9 so addictive. Haha.
Had dinner @ tamp and went home.
Cny's coming! Excited?! Cause i feel like eating crab. LOL.

V day's coming as well which is nothing much la, imagine Vday u have to spend money but CNY u can earn back the money, of course u love CNY more right. (Y)

I'm so hungry. ): Holidays faster come, i love to nua @ home.
I mizz you.

You are an ass

Hello ! Here for a little while first. Hehe.
Yesterday went over to babe's house for dinner. I chopped vege, it's gross but fun, then i actually cooked something! Okay la not really all my credit but i help to fry/stir the thing until it's cooked ma. HEHE.
Went out w babe to buy bicycle. Ride 1 round and i went home. Woooo quite fun. Should have took photos tgt. >.<

Anyw. i go nap for a little while! bye!

Your love is my drug

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and says,
thats her.



Are you that kind of guy? (:

I'm so sick of my songs! I need more new songs! Too bad I'm always the one updating songs to my friends so when i need updating i got no one to look for. I get sick of songs very easily and quickly until new songs are coming out slow for me. Hahaha.

V day's coming. Although it doesn't make a difference for us but I'm doing it because i love you.
And because,
Your love, your love, your love is my drug. ;)

You know I've always love you. You are an ass, but i love you.

The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

You are simply hilarious

Curry fishball!

I dropped one -.-...

The girl so cute! And babe is just..... so funny. HAHA.

TGIF

Idk why he like that srsly.

Do i look like ahlian? No more right. ^^

OMG he look fucking innocent here. LOL!

Hey there! Alright, friday school for 1 hour. Went to sab house watch a little of Jennifer's Body and went to accompany babe to SGH for his ..... idk what. After that had lunch @ Chinatown and didn't lepak! ): Sab your fault. Sleep somemore only. HAHA.

Went to shop @ Bugis and bought all bottoms and went to have sliced fish soup! Wooo! It's just so shiok.

Saturday had summative test so-so then went TM to eat lunch w babe and met up w the rest to town. Walked around but nothing caught my attention. =/ Went FEP, Ion, Tangs, 313 but 0. Hahah. Had dinner @ TGIF, walao eh the food nice the price also super nice. Eat shiok but heart pain siol, if only Ernest also have 50% for TGIF. HAHAHA.

Went home kinda early cause all shag alrdy. Hahaha.

I hate ff9, bloody hell now I'm stuck and i cannot beat one girl w ugly curly hair. TSK.

Exams are coming! so are the holidays as well! Clubbing is nearing and..... I'M 18. :D

I chose to SLEEP

I'm so hungry!! So hungry! I ate maggi for lunch which is so not fulfilling cause 1 packet only. I bought LJS for dinner but i ate 1 chicken and a few fries only. Now I'm starving!!!!
But sleepy at the same time, but lazy to sleep! Omg i think i siao alrdy.
Oh wait, I'm siao all along. Hehehehe.

We almost didn't have a chance to turn back.

Hope this will be the last chance given. I can continue to shop for my CNY clothes! How awesome is that! Wheeeeeecxzz, stingy mum just got generous during CNY! Hehe.

I'm finally yawning! Yay it means i should go sleep instead of eating. Wheeeezzzz. I'm gonna study CS..... tomorrow. HAHA.
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Goodnight.

You bastard better treat me better. I dulan then you know. HAHAHA.
-.- why i so funny one.

Used paper

Like the paper la
Draw wrongly
Tear and throw
Use new one.

And the spotlight, ain't nothing without you.
And the dancefloor, ain't nothing without you.

Sexy bitch remix is fucking awesome!

I lazy to continue my game. Dammit, no more potions! LOL.

WHEN?!!?

Really not easy to find a true friend.

Sometimes i really hate peope who say others but they are doing it themselves. Idk whether I'm like this also, wa if im also like this i also hate myself sial. HAHA.
Sometimes things sound easy and simple to you but when things really happen on you, you will have a different reaction from before.
Some things can lead to really bad consequences if you don't learn how to handle it well. For example, the guy will take you for granted and your relationship might go haywire.

Why is it that all of the guys that I'm in love w are in love w dota?
When will i be able to meet a guy i love who doesn't love dota?
I'm already slowly trying to adapt to guys alrdy, causing myself to become half guy alrdy.
I don't understand.
What kind of logic is this?
You apologise, but if no use the girl doesn't forgives you, does it mean that you have no choice but to argue back? What BULLSHIT is this?
When... srsly WHEN will you actually STOP argueing w me?
Does it kills you to not argue w me?
How many chances am i suppose to give out before you learn how to NOT ARGUE?!?!?!!

Everything has a limit boy. Be careful because sooner or later i might give up.

Down you go

Things can never be the same again.

I'm gonna lepak till i die.

Always there for you

@ CDC . zzz.

Babe help me tear the chicken so i can eat w ease but look at it, is it appetizing to you? HAHA But still, my babe is so sweet. (:

Vogue

Vogue

:D


Hehe photos are up!

Miss my babe. ):

5 awesome days and nights

I'm here to update!
Saturday was working, babe came to fetch me and we had supper rotiprata @ 201 tehtarik. I was telling babe scarly we bump into terence over there. Hahah.
Went home and nuaaaaaa.

Sunday shopping spree w family! Mummy's my atm for that day. Whee! hahah. Reached home and i was shag-ed. Hahah.

Monday had interview roleplay and it was crap man srsly. -.- So fucking lame.
Went home after settling evrythg and babe's waiting for me! Hehe. Went home and prepare to leave for queensway. Oh wait, first, i went to book my theory test. Wtf right, beverley yue is actually TRYING to drive. Tmd no wonder taxidriver and tavis also laugh. Basket.
Went queensway and walk around, took a few photos and will upload it tomorrow! (:
Reached home order mac and guess what my brother and ali actually played dota tgt. -.-
And my bro is the one who initiated the conv and jio him to play. Good job, now they like friends alrdy. Zzzz. Stupid dota, one day i invent virus ONLY FOR DOTA. Save the girls in the world. Woooo.

Today went to eat lunch w babe and then went for work while babe went home. I miss him alrdy. These 5 days were awesomely awesome. (:
It's so nice when go to sleep, there's someone who gives you a kiss on the forehead saying goodnight to you, able to protect you whenever you have a nightmare. When you wake up, the first person you saw is the one that you love most, the face so sweet so innocent and so deeply in dreamland. Awwwww. Hahah.

I love you baby. :D