Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Pictures

He stick those to my hp. And it's damn nice. (:
He tried to look more mature than me. HAHA

He wearing my necklace, how gay is that.

City Sq Mall

We bought maths book to actually do maths. -.-

My lover got drunk on that day

The Da bian light. LOL

I'm wicked. And I'm proud of it. :D

He's old fashioned and he refuse to admit it. HAHA


Discovery centre!

My colour!

3D

And my best x'mas present ever. (L)


I update when I'm back!
Okay X'mas eve was awesome. (:
We went to drink @ Serangoon. Bought the stuff and started playing game and drink. First it was Sabrina drunk, then Stella, then me. HAHA. Then alycia!
Aiyo but it was a hell of a night. :D
Stayed over @ Babe's house, then went to work the next day @ Central.
After work went to Farrer Park's new mall w babe. (: Walked around and he bought a new tv. *claps* for the richass. LOL
Nothing much, weekends just watched chipmunks 2 and it's nice. (Y) Funny and cute. School started 2 days ago and the feeling just suck. It sucks more when i realize our teacher was different and she keep promoting that she's from mediacorp. -.-
Like how WOW can that be. -.-
And she's so so boring like as if she's just teaching for the sake of passing time. Sucks.
Went TM to eat.
Met Babe @ Jurong and we went to Discovery Centre together. (:
Can you believe it, i took train from Tampines to Joo Koon. Wtf. Hahaha.
We had fun over there. Paint ball, shooting, making badge. (:
He's just sweet. I love you.
Then we sit at Mrt station watching hi my sweetheart. Hehe. It's so nice.
Ytd babe came to find me after my work and went home tgt. :D
I love you babe, you know i do. (L)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Thats it

I love this crazy guy beside me
I love this cute guy beside me

I love this retarded guy beside me


LOOK AT THIS! THE FLOWER IS SO FUCKING HUGE! HAHA.



See the smoke? It's Steak ON THE ROCK. Hahahaha sounds like some alcohol name. (Y)

Went to M'sia today! Wooo! It's DAMN shiok. I found the PERFECT checkered outerwear. (Y) So so so so awesome! Hehe. Okay all is boyfriend pay but I'm returning him the money okay. Hahah. He bought a lot of stuff la ! Omg. He's like damn scary, like some rich ass. HAHA.
But it was really sweet, 2 person going M'sia shop, eat and enjoy everything over there. (:
Reached home like 10plus going 11pm? Tsk it's damn late. But at least we both enjoyed ourselves so much that our feets hurt when the day ended. Hahah.
Tomorrow i will have to go prepare the stuffs and then out w boyfriend for movie or something. :D
Then at night will be the FUCKING DRINKING SESSION! Who's excited?! Cause I am! Hahah.
And of course sab and my cousin all are damn damn excited. Hahahah.
This is so stupid.
COUSIN, BOYFRIEND AND BESTIES! LET'S HAVE A GREAT TIME TOMORROW! Cheers!

Friday, December 18, 2009

I miss youuuuuu

Bloody hell, Me wanna take photo with You more! But i keep forgetting when I'm w you. Urgh.
I don't care, Sunday go out i bring my camera, and next week when you have yur off. Every single day I'm bringing my camera, if no choice I'll hold it w my hands so i won't forget. And camera-shy is so NOT allowed! hahaha.

I wish time can slow down when I'm w you, time can pass faster when I'm w/o you.

I'm very reluctant about tomorrow. 12-9pm, all alone. ):
But I'll be looking forward. Cause babe's coming to dine w me. Wheecxzxzcz! :D
Let's hope time flies tomorrow. Hehe.

Today went to Plaza Sing w Babe & friends for the Avatar. Hmm babe kept telling me, walk in w a NEUTRAL mindset. NEUTRAL. So I'm v neutral. HAHA. 3D somemore. I think it's not THAT bad but super long, i inside dnknw yawn how many times. But i almost cried when the animal died. Zzzz. That bloody fucker deserve to die like chopped into thousand pieces for the animals. For the humans, i don't care la, they die then die lor. HAHAHAHA.
Walked around and ate dinner. Mee sua + Ji Pa. AIYOYOYO so shiok.
Hahaha. I miss him alrdy. >.<

I love you

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Lovelove

I wanna shop, so so badly. T.T
Either online or @ town. I wanna shop!!!! T.T Money? _l_ hais hais hais. How i wish I'm really as rich as alycia, so i can have $500 bonus during the holidays. zzz.
Is it so long never shop right, will lose the feeling one leh!
So when i shop, i won't dare to try, or lazy to try. THE FEELING WILL BE GONE! SO I NEED TO SHOP SOON! Argh.

I really need to update my closet, srsly. Lol. When i see girls dressing up so beautifully, i can't help but to envy. =/

Okay enough of the complains.
Tomorrow ! :D:D:D
Finally going out and enjoy! Hehe.
Oh yah and guess what, ytd babe came to suntec and find me during my work ! Woooo! I was so excited and happy. Hehehehehehe. Thanks sweetie, i love youuuuu.
And my sweetheart bought for me something that I've always been dying to eat but forgot about it, MY ECLIPSE!! Anyone miss eclipse? HAHAHA.

I had such a happy 1 hour break w boyfriend. (:
Today he wanted to find me but unable to. ): Awww it's okay baby, i appreciate the effort. :D

I wanna faster see baby tomorrow! Hehe and i think i passed him my ulcer. >.<
Altho i have a very painful and irritating ulcer, but it just become numb when my lips touches his. :D
(L)

Love you babe.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Temper's back

Some things when you realize it, it will be too late alrdy.
Make sense? Lol.

When you keep giving chances, will you get tired of the disappointment and one day stop giving chances? Move on w your life, and never ever turn back. Being too soft-hearted might be the weakness in your life.

I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe.
I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was i there TOO MUCH, did i move too fast, i couldn't see it?

There's a saying, treat people the way you want them to treat you.
What am i being treated like srsly?

I REALLY LOOK LIKE SOMEONE YOU CAN JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT IS IT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!??!?!?!?!??!!!?!?!?!??!

I really wanna throw my fucking temper alrdy. I buay lun. I fucking dulan.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Tired

I'm tired of putting the effort alrdy. The disappointment is enough for me to handle. Thanks babe though, for concerning and making me feel better. ;)

Srsly am I the kind of person that others can take me for granted very easily?
It takes 2 hands to clap, if I'm the only one trying, things will never work out well. In the past I would still stupidly give my all, but now thanks to babe reminding me and telling me making me realize that I should stop doing what I always does.

When I put you at a v high importance, where am I in your heart/life? How important am I? Is it equal as mine? I highly doubt so.

I love you babe and I know this will never happen between us. Hehe. I think only very very few people will know what I'm talking about or referring. Don't bother to ask me If you do not know because I don't wish to spill it out.

I miss you baby!
Working w cecilia tomorrow. Heh.

I want storm warriors+nachos! Hehe.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Promise


Gonna rest for the day cause starting work tomorrow.

My schedule really suck big time srsly. Working t1 then suntec then fareast then clarke quay. Machiam i go every outlet ! ):

And i never do opening before! I hope I'm able to manage. >.<
Now i hate working cause my schedule always clash w me spending more time w babe. T.T
Whoa it's so boring to stay at home. Zzz. There's nothing to do at all. Zzzzzzz. Maybe i should just go to sleep.
I miss babe.
I've learnt a lot of things that day. I know a lot of things that day. & it's time for a real change.
You belong with me. I love you.
& i know that you love me as much too.
I belong with you too.
Let's try our best to keep that promise we made if you can remember. Haha.
Hold me tight and never let me go okay. (:

Love drinking

She becoming more and more crazy. LOL
I love this photo! Haha

Playing the game - Knots. LOL


Cuzzie & bestie. (:



Imitating someone if you all can guess who's that someone he's imitating. LOL




SUSHI! (L)


I love this sweets. :D Love it love it love it ttm srsly. Hahah.

Lazy to update in details
Weekend was (Y). Drank before Sab went off. Shiokkkkkkkxzcz. & i miss her alrdy!
Jorene's birthday wasn't THAT bad afterall. Haha at least babe kept me entertained by chatting w a 7 yr old boy and their conv just made me laugh so much. Hahaha. But one thing bad was that we have to walk ALL THE WAY in just to get to the BBQ pit. So frustrating.
We had sushi also instead of kuishinbo cause it was closed. ):
Saturday went out w Daniel & Kandis. Nothing much and i can say it's super super boring. How i wished it was Sab instead. >.<>
& that's my weekends. ;)
How i wish my life is just a very very simple and easy one. When i just shout for money, $500 will just drop right in front of me so i don't have to work my guts off. Everytime the thought of work comes into my mind my mood just Zzzzzzz. I can't understand how my mum is able to love her job so much. Yucks. That's disgusting.
& when i just came home, she started nagging and nagging again.
I think it's kinda obvious now that whenever she nags, it just got to do with $$$.
She forever buay sian talking about $$$.
Anyw, I WANNA GO ZOO SOON! Hehe.

Friday, December 11, 2009

START OF HOLIDAYS




END OF EXAMS.
START OF HOLIDAYS!
Can't wait for my kuishinbo ! Wheecxzcxzc.
All the 3 papers are actually quite easy. Shld be can pass but maybe not A or something. Hahaha.
I feel so relaxed now, don't have to open my red book and study and memorize. Zzz. Hahah.
I miss my boyfriend! ):
I love him. Haha.
Anyw, Sab's flying off tomorrow. >.<>
I think I'll miss her a lot. ):
When she come back i sure v happy one. Hehe.
Take care of yurself over there k girl! :D Always remember, ME LOVE YOU. Hahah.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

LAST PAPER CMON

Hi I'm here to cure my boredom. Haha.
You see my friends all finish their bloody paper today, they feel so fucking shiok right now. They can go enjoy, they can just celebrate, how about me? Reach home still have to open that bloody red book to continue reading my notes of RA2. Srsly, i will FOREVER hate Accounting and i swear next time if i really went into Retailing, i will definitely ask OTHERS to do accounting, i can do all the sai kang but NOT accounting. Zzzzz.

Idk why but maybe it's my psychology problem but each time i read something that has to do with accounting, my head will start to hurt and then i will stop. I wanna faster finish tomorrow's paper and then KUISHINBO !!! Either that or Sakae Sushi. Bf's treat. :D Wheezcxzcxzcz, he shld know I've worked hard. (:

& he's so cute!
He's REALLY cute. Although childish but at least he made me smile stupidly. Heh.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Cycle of love

WOOO I'm throwing evrything i rmb about RVM! Lighting siam, signage evrythg all siam la. HAHA.
But then.. i have to install MerchB into my brain soon. Zzz.
I finished the paper in 15mins eh! Wtf right, then i like try to write somemore cock, so another 15mins i delay den i leave. -.-

I feel sleepy now. =/
Maybe i go take an evening nap then i study. Heh.
When from strangers -> friends -> lovers -> strangers -> friends.
It's like a cycle huh. -.-

It just sucks when things like this happens. Zzz.

Monday, December 7, 2009

DRUNK

4.30AM RIGHT NOW! & I'm awake! Know why ? Cause I'm starving, really. HAHA. I woke up cause too hungry.
This time we drank scotch and beer and red bull. & this time i really got drunk.
I cried over my brother, my mum. I'm so glad that my uncle was there. Hmm.. Wanna thank my friends too, i think I'm super irritating at that time i guess? I cannot remember much what i said. I'm only clear minded when my bf called. =/
Thanks for all the hugs and kisses. I love it man. (Y) (:
Quarrelled.

& now no wonder they always say, it's hard to love someone yur friends hate.
But so what? I didn't give a big shit about it. But what i get?
What i get from all the things i've been trying to do?

Heart over mind / mind over heart?
You tell me. What to do.

Omg i feel like trying kfc black pepper chicken. HAHA.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

MST Jiayou

Wa so late alrdy hor. Hahah! Why am i like talking to myself? I find myself so funny. HEHE.

Today finished writing RVM notes. LIKE FINALLY! woo! *claps for myself* Heh.
But stupid me, i left my file in the shop so i tmr have to go back and take. How stupid is that. -.- Not only that, before i left house for work, i forgot my file again, so i called my maid to delivery it down for me. I think my file too unnoticeable. hahaha.

Anyw worked w shanice today. But didn't talk much cause was doing notes all the way. Ker&Brian dropped by for a while. (: Then saw Keith Joy & Alicia. Hahah, so nice to see them, asked me to lepak tgt. :D
Then saw Stella, Gen and Denise/Denis. LOL. They waited awhile in the shop talking cock, den after my work. Lepak tgt. Drank Jim Beam and beer. Wooooooo went high, hahahahahahaha. Damn shiok.

Went home. Gotta sleep soon cause tmr studying again! Jiayou!


2 more days.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Lyricss

I, i don't know why i miss you so much.

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie

My love for you is deep and meaningless.

My weakness is that i care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Does she know that you like to play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like i do
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away


Many songs together. Very nice! hahahah.

Dinner and Dance.

He came over to see me in dress -.-
DERRICK! - L. He look fucking cool la !!!! Omg can't stand it, he really look like the real L. hahaha.

Catwoman. Hahah she so funny.


Cute Richson. (: He bloody hell dress damn casual la ! >:(



Chun-Li & Ryu.




Actually @ this time, we 2 alrdy quite red. Hahah.





The warriors. So hot and sexy right ! :D






The colleagues. (:
















Photos are up for our company's D&D! Aye, if only we can ask date to join. :/ hahah.
Anyw, the D&D was a blast ! (Y) Woooo! Hahah. Starting i was feeling so bored so msging Tavis. Hahah. Went into the hotel and was starving like hell alrdy. Hahah. It was fun cause the host is real good at cracking jokes. Hahah. People over there really dare to dress up, there's ryu, wolverine, some character from wizard of ox, 881, misa, memoirs of geisha, etc. Drank a lot w sab and was quite high but she got drunk. LOL!
More photos are on fb ! (:
We dance around, ate dinner, drank, talk cock, laughed a lot. Hahah.
Blahblahblah. Lazy update.
Anyw, I'm glad i have things to keep me occupy this week so it wasn't that miserable when babe's @ Brunei.
Study hard people for mid sem test ! :D

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Drink drank drunk

I can't get to sleep. Mother fucker. So I'm here right now.
I vomit until my fingers all go numb alrdy. FML. I srsly don't feel any better after vomitting at all. My head is super duper pain, i ate the medicine for headache but kinda immune to it i think.
Shldn't have drank so much during the dinner, really. Regretted. Although I'm still safe and sound but i feel like dying. As if my heart's gonna stop any moment. My heart feel super tight and my head is fucking fucking pain.
I hope i don't die yet, there's so many things i haven't been able to do. Zzz.

Still need to work @ 4pm today i hope i feel better SOON enough so i can get enough sleep to actually work for 6hrs later. Hais.
Sorry to those who i talked nonsense to and sorry to those who got really worried about me. =/

I WANT TO SLEEP!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!