Sunday, January 31, 2010

Hello

hey hey!
Friday had dinner @ bedok int w sab and kit.
We are naughty! We actually went off the forum telling the person that we need the toilet. HAHA. Then great, my retribution came immediately. I lost my ez link for the dnknw how many million times. zzz.
Walked a little and we went home tgt. :D
Saturday went to work, but what's sweet was that babe came to fetch me after work. (:
Altho that idiot didn't reply 2 of my messages and 1 missed call by me. -.- HAHA.

Went to have supper @ 201 and then went home after getting my twister fries! (Y).
Tomorrow we'll be shopping w my whole family excluding my brother @ fareast. Yay, free atm. I'm talking about my mum. LOL.

Goodnight!
7months ain't easy.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Sweetieeeee

I love babe soooooooo much!

Guess what happened today! :D It's just Thursday but I've alrdy got my bonus! My sweet boyfriend told me he got liberty, but i was tired so i gave it a miss. Didn't expect him to actually cab all the way down to my house! We were messaging halfway when he said "open the door", i was like "huh??". Then when i opened my door, i got a shock, but a smile just automatically appear on my face. :D *hugs*
He's just so awesome. We had a simple dinner near my house and he went back off to camp. Tomorrow he will be out again. Wheezcxzcxzc. Hahah.

It's kinda good thing that i skipped the whole day of school today huh. Hahah!
Anyw, let's rot tomorrow cause it's 1st ave. Zzzz. Fuck TP.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Exhausted

Srsly, working part-time and studying at the same time can train how well you gonna manage your time. The worse part which is the nightmares comes when exams are nearing because those will be the deadline for project submission, i have to work and give schedule every week, and i can't work all weekends because that will be the only time I'm able to see my boyfriend.

I feel so guilty today cause I've skipped morning lecture and now I'm skipping my RA2 tutoial, but in order to make myself feel less guilty, i told myself that oh not to worry cause i alrdy did tutorial 8. (:
Left 2 more weeks and I'll definitely go to make sure I listen to every single shit.

Tomorrow's friday and it is always the day I'm looking forward to, but i wonder if babe is able to book out not. =/

Having rehearsal later, so lazy. Sigh.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

My only love


Strawberry fizz . I bet Suckabrina will love this. Hahah.

Wtf right? This is their garlic bread. -.- So stingy.






Ok updates.
Skipped school on Friday took MC w Shawnniieecxz and Suckabrina. :D Met tavis, stella, ashley and lepak for a while till evening when they all went off.
Took bus down to meet babe @ Chong pang for dinner. Went back to his house and stayed over for the night. He went back in the morning to camp and came back after a while, I'm still sleeping. Hahah.
Did my part of the proj till late afternoon, after preparing we went to orchard for dinner. Settled down w steakhouse since TGIF and Botak Jones was full. The steak shiok sial. Hahah.
Walked around cine and 313, on the way home but bumped into Sylves joseph all, kena kaopeh by them a lot for not going drinking. LOL.
In the end we went home and watch tv + soccer.
Sunday we went to watch tooth fairy. Funny and nice movie i think. Hahah worth the watch. Went to yishun and then babe book in while i went for work. First time saw Jeremy, super super short. =/ and not cute at all. But can talk, so not that bad. Hahah. Chatted w yuanling till evening then she left. (:
Did notes all the way. Went home and ate mac.
Left my MC @ babe's house so met him @ chinatown to get from him, he got appt @ SGH also so acc him, ate @ chinatown then i was so dulan cause weather hot and the bus fucking long. Okay not that long actually. -.- wa the whole thing took like few hours, by the time we finished is like 5+pm and I'm alrdy so so tired.
Work today! after work must chiong projs! ):

Friday, January 22, 2010

It's as if I'm alone


Somehow idk what to blog about. =/
Had my CDS ytd consultation, and it sucks cause my partner is kinda full of herself. -.- She thinks my english was not that good when I'm the one correcting her english. Wth. She ask me how to say that STD can spread in a nicer way, den i say okay say it in a simpler way just say STD is contagious? ISN'T CONTAGIOUS THE WORD? and then she give me the huh.... face LIKE AS IF IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH! wtf right?
Okay nvm
On my way home i was waiting for bus at the school bus stop, then i saw this guy SO CUTE!! I think from Canoe Polo if I'm not wrong about the stick he's holding. LOL. I was so shy i actually walked to take 291. HAHAHA. And fate brought me and chow tgt. HAHAHA
I saw chow @ the bus stop w his friends
So we went Tamp int tgt. He acc me to return my key, buy my cleanser and my notebook.
Thanks bro! (:

Finished RJ ytd night, but i got MB and Persuasive speech to do today. Sigh. Skipped school today cause it was raining, I'm tired and lazy also. LOL.
Will be taking mc later w sab and chow is coming to meet us most probably. (:

& bro, I'll never stop trying.

Goodbye people! MC time!
I srsly hate poly.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

If i..

If I hugged you,
would you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?

Hatred is unwanted

Idk why i suck at keeping my emotions to myself. I've always wanted to learn how to hold my tears but this ain't easy.
I will hate the both of you, i will ALWAYS hate the both of you. I will never let go of this grudge till the day the both of you DIE.
I know i was at the bottom, but i fight hard just to climb up to the top in order to get more of your attention, to get more of your love and dote. But the higher i climbed, the harder i fall and i don't fall by myself. You are the one who pushed me down.

I don't mind getting lightning to strike me just to have a chance to slap you.

This is why i HATE people expressing their love to me through MONEY. If you think MONEY is more impt than anything, then i make sure i steal ALL your money, gamble off, make us ALL bankrupt. I wanna see what are you left with.

Okay enough of all these. I'm giving up.

Anyw today went to school for lecture, just a very short one. (: paint @ 1st ave and den talk a bit here and there w R04, i really miss them. Now I'm home, will be doing a bit of research for my PS later and then do RJ when I'm back home. Had lunch w brian & ker altho i ate just a little. Stomach really grew smaller after having period. Sucks.

I don't feel the urge, i no longer feel the excitement. I guess this would be good for me also. =/

What if I'm dying and catching my last breath, who will i be able to see for the last time?

爱疯头

《The song i love》
爱只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗
为何我还相信
他不是独行侠
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行
别害怕。


《babe love this song》
你是我身体里的时钟
什么时候都让我感动
你想我想的事作我作的梦
陪着你不会浪费一秒钟
与你跨过爱情的时空
全世界的钟吵吵闹闹
吵闹都没用
跟你抱着过
跟你看着时间流动

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Telephone

Hi I'm here to blog for a little while. I'm like sleeping 10hours but it doesnt seem enough for me. Ytd talked to babe on the phone!!!! ^^v
Okay yah a bit stupid to be so excited cause every couple talks on the phone x5 as much as i do. LOL. & he so cute uh cannot stand it. LOL.
When i told him sab's bf can sleep for 16 hrs like own me sial, his reaction was "i think you 2 can fight. i think you also can" LOL.

It was really wonderful, i actually hear his voice until so shiok. Hahah.
Ytd i was working @ t1, so bored so so bored but time passed faster than usual. I can see babe's really trying but please don't force yourself alright.
I really can't imagine life w/o you. Idk how will i be like.

Today gonna work at t1 again, will be restarting my notes all over again.

Guys are really blockheads uh. Zzz.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Sabrina & tavis's result. Sensual =/
So cute uh my bf. Idk i cannot take it, so cute!! HAHA.

Sunday work at t1. Acc babe to cut his hair and he acc me to work. (:
Nothing much on that day.
Today got roleplay -.- boring less than 15mins i guess. So fucking hot and the teacher late for 30mins wtf, we wait for her and sweat for free. nabei.
Went to look for paint in the end classmate bought it alrdy. -.- zzz tmr den paint.
Went to tm, lepak and eat lunch and continue lepak while pple comes and goes. Lol.
Lepak till 9plus walao laugh fucking a lot. so tiring! hahaha.
kay bye

Saturday, January 16, 2010

In your eyes

Hello!
:D so happy, boyfriend's beside me right now watching Man Utd match. Hehe.
Anyw, friday suck big ass time srsly. First was 1st ave, boring and really sucks. Then around afternoon i suddenly body not feeling well.
I feel cold, started shivering, stomach uncomfortable blahblahblah. Drank lots of water and then felt better. I really water tank, no water = die. LOL.
After that called boyfriend, bf die alrdy, nvm.

During 1st ave got back RVM paper and i fail by 1 mark. Zzz. And jeff ho shoot me about my smoking issue, gave me and sab all an extra project, and then we still going for some CP forum on 29jan. Cao sian alrdy i feel like crying. During 1st ave also got practical test, mother fucker. So sudden and we dnknw anythg. Cb one.
Then after that got RP2 quiz. Wa that one knn.
I accidentally missed out 1 page w/o checking so 10marks fly alrdy. Fail for sure. Nabei.

Finish everything then aiya i don't want to say things in details but dulan la. Heartbroken uh. Sad. Nb cb one. Like wan seh something but cannot. Went tamp to acc sab eat her dinner and then my dead bf came. zzz.
Walao

Say i mood swing.
Say i unreasonable.

I never kill him. alrdy v good. (Y)

Saturday went to town for a little while walk around.
Nothing much, home sweet home and we both fell asleep immediately. Like super shag ballz.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Boyfriend's complain

Ahhhh!! Memorizing my speech now and I'm only at 2nd paragraph! Dammit.
Imma good girl today. Went to school for boring RVM lecture and then i waited outside RA class for 15mins and just to realize that there's no class today cause it's consultation. Wtf. I'm like an idiot waiting outside. Nabei nobody even tell me.
So i dropped by t1 to pass the key to colleague and went home. Now I'm trying hard to shuff the whole of the speech into my brain so i can say it well later on. ):
I wanna score well for Public Speaking but I'm always so lazy to go! >.< Hahah.
And i miss baby, and i think i deserve something because I FINISHED 3 RA TUTORIAL FOR NOTHING! Hahah. Maybe a slap for myself and then a clap. Slap for being stupid, clap for being hardworking. okay lame.

Anyw. MONDAY! Wheeezxczxczxcz lepak people! Lepaklepak! I just LOVE to chillax SO MUCH. It's like machiam as shiok as sleeping but cannot fight w sleeping. Sleeping just own. (L)

Sometimes you know listening to your boyfriend's complain, you feel like going into NS and whack the officer or person who actually punishes him or force him to do something he don't like to do.

I love you! (:

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Roleplay

Hi all.
Today Imma good girl, went to school for CS2 proj. Roleplay and business document. Finished within 2hours w distractions here and there by Alvin. LOL.
I really think Fauziana is damn cute uh, her dressing, her face and the way she talk. Very cute and funny. (: Love to disturb her. So fun. HAHA.

Went home and now nua-ing in the process. Cafeworld really...... kills me. I miss babe a lot a lot a lot. ):
I don't feel like working cause my maid's at home and i feel nice being at home w her. Tsk.
Tomorrow's RVM! Must go! Altho i hate to see jeff ho's face but no choice.
I wanna work hard man! Quiz on Friday, Speech on Thursday. SO BUSY! zzzz.

On a side note, I HATE RA!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Guardian Angel

Now twister fries make me smile. (:

Some girls really have issues. Those kind of girls are like the most dangerous ones, where they hide their motives damn well and make them look like the innocent victim. This is why, i prefer guy friends. & this is why, i don't like my bf's ex gf. Cause no matter how many million people tell me she's good she's nice, i just don't have a good feeling about her. MAYBE I'm bias but the feeling just not there. Why she just cannot be direct/straightforward. Like mua. (insert manymany smileys) HAHAHAHA.

No lecture for today! (Y)
Which leads to me miss being in Ker's class cause my bloody class rap didn't even inform us lecture was cancelled.
Woke up early (for me), nua-ed till afternoon and prepared for work. Boring boring boring boring as usual. Spent an hour just combing one stupid doll's hair. Mac for dinner! (:

I wan monday!! :D

My guardian angel is such an awesome song. (Y)

Monday, January 11, 2010

3D crystals

Stupid BfBeautiful crystal 3D puzzle. My rose ! :D:D

My apple. Hahah. So cute
It's not easy. Really.

Very lazy to blog.
Stupid hi my sweetheart, made me cried like hell. Zzz. Eyes damn tired and dry now. Haha.
Anyw, friday was mahjong session! Went to T1 first to actually do our RVM project.
Then took bus down to babe's house. His mahjong tiles damn nice uh, full black. But idk how to play, so I'm still learning but i will get the hang of it soon! Haha. Ate dinner. As usual, superb. Maybe cause i really miss home cooked food a lot.
Watched this movie "man of honor" i think. Not bad, a little boring, vintage and draggy but storyline's great.

Saturday nothing much, nua-ed at home. Ate steamboat at night (Y) awesome, i shld have just went in a very very empty stomach, cause the food quite shiok actually. Hahah.
Bought these crystals 3D puzzles. He fixed 1 apple and 1 big rose for me. *touched* soooo nice know. Hahaha. And it's damn tough and tiring, i tried to help and i feel like asking him to give up. Like so tiring! Hahah.

Went to work on Sunday, starting v nice uh, he bought bread for me and vitasoy(insert smiley facesssss). Then after that quarrel. I don't mind saying out what's the quarrel about la, bcus i already told all my friends about it alrdy. HAHA.
Idk why i think my fate is like this.
Every boyfriend i have right, SURE got ex-gf chup into the picture one. Really. Best. I swear my husband - no ex gfs allowed. That would be the extra criteria from now onwards. (Y)

Friends support me right! HAHA.
Met him for dinner @ Yishun. Aye i just love the food over there. I tried porridge w frog/toad idk. IT'S DAMN EEEWWW. Okay la, the meat no taste one, soft soft den plainplain. But i just cannot imagine I'm eating one of those things.
Wa. See i can eat bitter gourd and frog now. SHOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU NOT?! hahahaha.

Friday, January 8, 2010

TOMORROW!


Look at my dog! So cute right. Heheh.
Ever since i started working, i realize there have been lesser time for me to rest or just simply nua. I feel like i need more time, MORE. Sigh. Like I'm always able to blogshop, do stupid stuff online, find random people and talk random stuff online but now it seems like i can actually totally don't touch the computer for days. Zzz.

Anyw, I'm DYING to meet babe tomorrow. ): was working for the past 2 days. Today as in Thurs was finally free to actually do project w Sab. Felt so nice after taking photos and discussing about the project. It's like there's an outcome, so productive. I feel so proud, HAHA same goes to Sab uh. Cause we were seldom so hardworking, but we are finally motivating ourselves to get our asses to move. LOL.
Tomorrow we'll be going to babe's house to play mahjong! I'm still in the learning process (:
Let's hope it will be fun k. Hahah.
Saturday will be our own sports day.
First ave, just please. Fuck off from my bloody fucking life. It's packed and messy enough, please don't chup in. -.- Like as if i say this got use like that. Idk how long never even step into first avenue WHICH IS GOOD! I rather i totally don't step into school as well. zzz.

And can i take public speaking next sem again? HAHAHAHA. I can just simply score one A for one stupid impromptu speech. HAHAHAHA. Public speaking is just like my paradise, if only subjects in TP are like that. =/
Now how i wish i was in RP. zzz. All you do is talk and you get your grades from presentation. (Y)

Okay gotta go sleep soon! Meeting Sab tomorrow! Nights everyone!

Monday, January 4, 2010

I missss

I'm free now so here to blog.
Anyw, New year's eve went to PRP to countdown + drink. Main thing would be drinking, 2 bottles all finished. (:
I got drunk last so glad that at least i remembered some shows that i watched. Haha. Went to babe's home and stayover. Poor little boy is all alone at home if I'm not w him cause his house have NOBODY! ):
Next day we went out in the afternoon to watch Old Dogs. Very funny movie, i don't mind watching it again. Heh. Met Daniel for dinner together @ Yishun. Wooo my wanton mee. Hahah. I cannot forget his actions on that day when i said he look like metta and he actually ACT like one and i tell you, is totally look like metta. I laughed like mad when i saw his actions, when i think of it again i still will laugh. HAHA.

Went home and babe stayed over. Woke up and we prepared to have lunch together, came home and played comp tgt. Hahah. (: He helped me clean my air-con now its like cold cold one. So shiok! HAHA.

Then we left for my shawnniiiee's 21st birthday chalet. Met Shawn boo @ Tamp and he drove us there, wa his driving is scary i swear if I'm gonna drive i definitely will be better. LOL. His parking is damn embarrassing. HAHA.
Stayed there for an hour or so and cabbed to my Grandma's place. Slacked downstair smoke awhile w cousins & her boyfriend. I still think her boyfriend is hot and handsome! Damn. LOL.

Went up and ate, cut cake. Mahjong session for those elderly (babe,Jeffrey,Cousins). Then nobody teach me or entertain me, so i went down to smoke w Stella. Ice blast (Y)(Y). Stella say like air-con. HAHA. But it's damn shiok. Waited for their mahjong to end and went home. Next day went to work, den feeling uncomfortable and all over. Sucks and babe forced me to eat porridge, hot milo. WA I TELL YOU THAT'S THE MOST BORING DINNER I EVER HAD. I like craving for Mac so badly! T.T
Went to his house and rest and then went home when he books in.

School sucks nowadays cause of this bloody 1st ave shit. I forever hold this grudge even when i enter into my coffin.

I miss spending time w babe,
i miss grabbing and catching up w his hand that's always looking for mine.
I miss hearing his voice saying that he loves me.
I miss him always giving me a sweet kiss whenever he wants to.
I miss laughing at him and making him laugh.

I love you babe, and i know you love me too. Idk how many times have i said this alrdy. Getting boring right? I'll think of something new soon k. HAHA. I wanna faster see u! (:

Wanna take care of you

This is for those who miss April. She cut her hair. (:
New year's eve ! (Y)

Shawnniiiecxzcxz's chalet. :D




I getting lazier and lazier to update. =/
Conclusion k? Haha.
I just love having my babe in my life. (: