I miss my boyfriend

I'm home ! So early >.<
Went to school for SPSS test. _l_ x 100 srsly.
Idk is i never practice or what, cause is like i forgot how to do multiple response qns ! Zzzzzz.
Hope i can at least pass la, give me like 5% also can. ):
I want extra reward leh walao don't like that la. Hahaha.

Saw sabsab when the first half of the test was done! Was so happy so to see her, cause i can't contact her when her hp is NOT with her. Tsk. LOL. So is like, i miss her more than usual so whenever i see her, *SMILES!* hahahaha.

I'm gonna go sleep soon, after my fishafish. Then meeting peeps @ tamp int, Woooooooooo! Enjoy tonight man my bro ! *knock knuckles* HAHAHAHA.
Drinking session ~! (:

I just hope friday come a little faster. :/

My boyfriend

-Edited-

Hello ! (:
Today went to school early morning, lucky my alarm ringed. Haha. My phone died in the morning like 9plus during lecture. Haha. So used ker's phone to sms B.
Got gastric during RBB lesson and RBB lesson quite exciting, thanks to that stupid game that kill so many brain cells. Haha.
After that, went to have lunch at biz park then go lab understand a bit of SPSS den went home.
Immediately went to sleep ah, damn tired. Almost cabbed home. Haha.
Missed B so much.
But anyway, slept for 3hrs maybe? Haha. Had dinner and everythg then started sms-ing B. Stupid brother, stupid charger. Cannot charge so couldn't msg B almost half of the day. ):

Wanna faster see him. ;)
Friday come faster !
Oh gonna learn how to cook porridge tomorrow, hope i can cook and please don't destroy the kitchen. :/

& to my precious friend, take care of yourself. I really hate to hear that voice of yours because my heart feels the pain. & i hope you will choose the best decision for yourself. Just want you to be happy, always.

& to my GF ! :D:D
Take care of yourself k ! Get well soon ! But before you get well, please spread to me your illness first then get well k. HAHAHAHA. Anyway, seeing you tomorrow ! Like FINALLY~ Hahaha.

28July09

HIHI.
I'm tired. :/
Went out early in the morning for jap proj discussion, Doris earliest, then we waited for Ridwan and we couldn't contact Kelvin. Zzzz. Anyway, we discussed about the role play and we're done with it within an hour. (Y)! Peanut waffle, not that nice though but still nice. HAHAHAHA.
Stunned in the cinema, fucking stunned. -.- Zzzzzz.
Dnknw how to react and i actually cried. Wtf. Watched transformers 2. (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)!
4.5/5 la, srsly. HAHA Just the movie, too long, quite draggy. Almost fell asleep. >.<

Went to have lunch @ Bugis, somewhere dnknw where, for sliced fish bee hoon? LOL. VERY nice, my first time eating that. Please don't wtf me, cause i got choked by fish bone for 4 times so I'm scare k. Haha. Went to walk @ Illuma? Walked around walked bugis street, bugis junction. Nothing much, went to Yishun to have dinner.
Wanton Mee NICE ALSO SIAH! hahahahahaha!
I enjoyed my day, very well. :D Thanks BB.
Went to my ahma house, wait for my mum and cab home tgt. (:

Thanks for EVERY single thing.
I'm serious and i love you.

I want you

Rotting at home in progress.
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Didn't manage to sleep early yesterday night. >.<
Ter called @ the wrong timing also, chatted till about 5am and i hurried went to sleep before my mum sees me being awake at that timing. Haha.

Tomorrow gotta go out early to do proj -.- Damn lame, go until tamp starbucks wtf. Zzz.
BYE. Fish a fish v fuckedup. :/

A hug from you

BEDOK 85

Heylow!
Went to school today early for proj discussion, did a little here and there but problems kept coming. Zzzz. Stopped at 2pm and went to have lunch @ biz park, talked about a lot of things, Sabsab joined us after her 1st ave. Waited for Jerline and she crashed our lecture with us. She do her maths inside ! I stunned. LOL Normally i crash people lecture i will talk cock with them one. -.- LOL.
Ended lecture and went to bedok85 for dinner. Sabsab finally tagged along in the end. (Y)! Haha.
Netter met us @ bedok int. Went there and Ter came, after a while BB came. (:
Ate our dinner, talked cock and then waited for Bryan & ChengDe to come. They had a drink and we went to some playground to slack, after a while i was feeling fucking warm so went home. :/

Thanks BB for sending me home. (:
Almost can intro him to my dog, but didn't la. LOL!

FARM paper

Heyyyyyy, wassup.
Today woke up and wasn't feeling that well. =/
Went to school and had lunch with ker @ design again. Tutorial, got back Farm paper.
Srsly, v demoralizing, v disappointed, heart v pain. Sighs.
But still, i passed. Zzz. Just don't have the mood to get back the other papers. Zzzz.
Fuck farm. This time really must use vulgarity. LOL.
Lecture, at least was a cheerful one, laughed a lot with the girls (Y) and then went home cause i was feeling v tired. >.<
Then at night when i woke up, i regretted not finding BB cause i missed him. LOL.

I once wanted to turn back time so much so that i could change things, but now i realize even if time was being turn back for me, I'll still make the same decision. ;)
Cause if i changed things, i would suffer in the future.
& if i sticked to my decision, i get to meet him once again. :D & I'm really glad and happy that i actually ended up with that decision. Guess this is fate. Hah.

I love you.

I miss your warmth

Omgoodness!!! I miss my BB so so so much ! ):
Went to school today. I slept late but i woke up early. It's been ages since me and my parents sat together watching tv, it's really nice...
We watched true story, and it's not so scary la that story, just a little creepy, a girl was possessed by an indian girl. I laughed more than being scare. HAHA.
Went to school for MR only today, which is super lame la srsly, and i gotta learn SPSS soon ! Ker teach me ! The test is next week alrdy ! :/

Had lunch with Royston, and their friends, Junqun & Brian came to join after a while. Sabsab too. It's really inconvenient when she doesn't have her hp with her !! >.<>
Went to do proj @ lab and just a brief one, went home and took a.. evening nap. LOL. Just woke up and i think I'm having mac with my maid. (Y)

I miss your warmth, i miss your hugs ):
I miss you, so much.

Tomorrow another long day in school ! >:(

I miss your hug

Jerrer bro

Took quite a hard time arranging the camera. Lol.

Anyway, 21June09

Woke up late, suppose to be 9am and i woke up at 10am, rushed and went to see the doc. Went off to meet BB, cabbed down to TM and rushed for the movie. ILOVEYOUMAN, great movie. Very very funny, laughed a lot inside although some unhappy things just got into me for a moment. Zzzz. & he gave me my reward. (:

Went to have lunch @ LJS, changed my itouch cover and screen protector also cause he keep nagging about it. Lol. Was on the phone with kerker and i just couldn't take it, was talking and can't really eat my food. He's very very sweet, he helped me cut my chicken into small small pieces so i can eat while talking. THANK YOUU. hahaha.

Cabbed down to Bedok int and waited for GF&Mike. Walked over to the .. ktv? LOL. Sang for hours and went to 201 for dinner with kerker&Ter. Sent him off to take cab and i went over to EP meet Jerrer. Talked for a little while and I'm home at 11pm.

Yeah some things just could not be avoid.. Zzzzz.

I think only some pple know what happened.

Didn't went to school today and sorry ker.

Thanks ker for hanging onto the phone for an hour listening to my cryings. Thanks BB, you have been very very sweet. (:

Thanks friends, Gf, Sab, Tavis. Thanks for your concern, thanks for everything, I'm so glad i have you guys.

Miss him v badly ):

Father's Day

My baby cousin damn cute, she saw the neck tie and her reaction was "Eh got fish ah" HAHAHA.

My cousin, active & cute ttm. (Y)

Soooo much better now ! (Y) Haha.

New disciple - my bro. HAHAHAHAHA. Wtf right, but yeah -.-

Today i sleep like a pig. LOL. Woke up in the afternoon around 3plus pm then online until 6.30pm i sleep till 8pm my maid really NAGGED me to wake up for dinner. Zzzz. Woke up ate my dinner in a rush and my mum forced me to go over my grandma's house. LOL. So prepared v quickly and cabb-ed down. Celebrated father's day for my grandfather and all those fathers that are present. Disturbed my cousins as usual, went down to chill with 2 of my cousins, Keith and my cousin's bf. They all went off do their own stuff and i went home with my mum. Now I'm home brainstorming about what to do tomorrow. =/

Some songs reminds you of bad memories, but some songs reminds you of happy memories. But at the end of the day, it's just memories.

Head's spinning.

Cheer up GF! You know I'm always there. (Y). Didn't get to meet you today but soon k !

And for my other friends, i hope you guys will always remain happy k, no matter being happy is always the most important alright. (: I keep repeating this also not nice la, nvm i repeat again k?

You guys know that I'm always here and just sms/call away. Love you guys.

FUCK

Emo night tonight. Zzzz.
All the nightmares just came back to me. It's terrible, and i shld have went to sleep without eating mac at night so all these thoughts would have never come back to me.
Yucks.
Those days are really hell.
And i swear, those days were the last, i would never let myself sink into that stage ever again.

Why did i stepped into your life? Why did i let myself to fall so deep that i almost got stucked? There's soooo many regrets that i wish i could turn back time and change everything. I would never wanna meet you, i would never know a person like you and i would never, ever, wanna fall in love with you. You're scary. Fucking scary. The worse nightmare of all.
Worse than cockroaches. Tsktsktsk.

When things lingers onto me, i wonder, did i did wrong? Is this the wrong choice? Was i wrong? Was my decisions all wrong? If i wasn't wrong, why does it sticks to me like a glue? Something that went on for YEARS, and i can't even let go of it. Why? Is it really my fault that it has been haunting me for YEARS and it would keep haunting me?
Answer, yes I'm wrong but the other party is also in the wrong as well. But is the other party living better than me? If the other party is living better than me, does this means that what i did was worse than the other party ? Therefore, I'm suffering a little more than the other party?

Okay i should stop all these crap.
I'm serious with you, oh yes I'm fucking serious with you.
But, at some point of time, there will always be this fear in me. I wish so hard that it would fucking go away but it's fucking not going away. I want that fucking fear to disappear, i want it to be fucking smooth that i fucking don't have to feel fucking frustrating at night or fucking think so fucking much about things. I fucking wish some fucking things would not fucking happen on me and so i would fucking be living a fucking easy and happy life right now. I wish i fucking could protect myself from being hurt, but i know.. some fucking things are fucking unavoidable.

THE END. FUCK.

Ghost of Gfs past

3 of us. (: Pj's missing. Me & my gf. Sushi (Y)! Me & MinHui while waiting for GF to arrive.

160609

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHAEL TEO !! (Y) Squeeze some time out to meet up la you ! LOL.

Sushi buffet !! (Y)

At whitesands, met Minhui and waited for gf. Came and started eating eating eating, i was starving. LOL. After that, they went to play arcade the score for basketball like 500+? O.O Haha. Then went to gf's house watch hotel for dogs. Nice movie ! (Y) I shed a few tears. LOL.

Went down bus stop, saw a slug. YUCKS RIGHT i know, took a stick and poke it and it's fucking soft and tender, makes me feel v disgusted so i stop playing it. Too bad i don't have a lighter with me. Or else... (inserts evil laughter here). LOL. Went home quite early.

170609

Goventure.

Met sabsab&kerker, ate lunch @ design school den went to lab to start on our goventure. Fuckedup game srsly, play until pekcek. Ended the game, but was waiting for sabsab to end hers, too bored so went to this website and played this game call makeover/grooming with kerker. So we actually makeover celebrities and see how they look like, at first we tried turning pretty girls prettier, den too bored, so we thought of make someone look damn cui. HAHA

Original RihannaTo this. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Original Hannahmontana/miley cyrus

To this. HAHAHAHAH. Still got some @ ker's phone. >.<

After everythg, went home. & guess what time i slept? 8plus am. Wtf right?! Cause there's this bloody cockroach in my house!! Argh. Pekcek, huh that stupid KO also in the morning 5 6 plus am, nothing to do keep scaring me using that cockroach. -.- LOL.

Ter also another one dragging my sleeping time. LOL. Called me in the morning and tell me about his stories. LOL.

180609

Sleep all the way till afternoon, was v v tired la actually but still prepared and went down to BISHAN! Wtf right, i know. LOL. Went there to watch ghost of girlfriends past. I think the movie is funny yet boring and meaningful at the same time. HAHA. Teared twice in the cinema, tsk emotional person cannot be blamed. LOL. Played arcade, street fighter i think, Alston PRO!! Hahaha. Went mac to eat, then went home. Woooo Simei to Bishan, Bishan back to Simei. I think i damn zai. HAHAHA.

Tomorrow, meeting Jerrer! It's been a while ah ! LOL. & take care of yourself la you, keep injuring yourself or falling sick. TSK. Lol.

I am nothing without you.

I want you to know with everything i won't let this go, this words are my heart and soul, i hold on to this moment.

You missed me

Yo ! Haha. Today nothing much, woke up, take my time to prepare then went down to tamp starbucks slack with cousin, Tavis and Larry. (Y). They keep on arcade siah -.- We slacked from evening till 10plus pm. Zai not?! LOL. Doing nothing but drink coffee and talk cock. HAHA.

Went to my cousin's house and then went home. Boring uh, but tomorrow, SUSHI BUFFET AH ! (Y)(Y)(Y). I dnknw how long nv touch sushi alrdy. -.-
Okay nothing much. Wa damn short post. Take care and bye people! (:

Sarang Haeyo

Saturday 130609
Grandma's birthday celebration changed to Sunday cause the food ordered is coming on Sunday. Anyway, met friends @ CS. Watched them eat -.- LOL Ter and BB came to join us. They went off after that and both of us went to PS to watch movie. In the end reached there but Ghost of girlfriends past only left first row so we watched State of Play. NOT RECOMMENDED.
Boring uh, it's a detective show, starting i was interested but then slowly the movie just dragged and they talked a lot, very little actions. The movie is like, 2hours? Damn long.
Was cold in the movie, but then later felt warmer. HAHAHAHAHA.
Both of us fall asleep in the movie. -.-
Went home after the movie.

Sunday 140609
Woke up in the afternoon, prepared and went town with my mum. Shopped @ fareast and bought quite a few stuff. (Y) Went to Tamp mall buy cake and then went over to my grandma's place. It's been soooo long.
Chill with my cousins, chill a lot of times la, first go starbucks, den go back. Then go down again, then go home, den go down AGAIN. -.-
It's damn weird to see my cousins smoking together. LOL.
Funnier is that, my cousin smoke smoke smoke until she left her wallet @ the park. HAHAHAHAHA. When go back up, den she realized she left it there, rushed down but it was gone. -.- Stupid or stupid? STUPID. LOL.
And, both of my cousins (sisters), smoking together. HAHAHA the scene damn funny. Then suddenly, their mum called and said she's nearby. Freaked out, both of them freaked. HAHAHA. In the end, younger sis went to find her, while me and her elder sis went to somewhere else. Wanted to take the lift and then saw her mum ! WTF. You know the scene like you saw police while doing illegal stuff -.- EXACTLY THE SAME. In the end, we climbed the stairs to 6th floor and take the lift up. Both of us reached 6th floor waiting for lift, we looked at each other and said "WTF?!" & laughed. LOL.
It's nice catching up with all the stories, happenings in each other's lives. (:
Now I'm home.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA ! :D

I'm bored. I'm tired. I'm waiting.

IT FAIR

More pictures @ fb ! (:

Okay let's update !

Thursday 110609

My memory is failing me =/

I think i went to AMK for a while, short short while ! LOL. Went home then after midnight went to meet korkor. Whoa, it's been so long korkor ! :D

Chatted for about 2 hours? Yeah, catch up quite a lot but his smoking habits still the same -.- Went home about 2plus am but slept at 4am. Yawns.

Friday 120609

Woke up quite early cause of a bloody nightmare. -.- It involves cockroaches. Fuck. Srsly why they can't be like dinosaurs and go into extinction. Zzzz. Anyway, woke up early, then bath and prepare slowly. Went for the IT fair with BB, Alvin, Alston, Sabsab, Terence. First time there man ! LOL. Went to have our "lunch" @ justAsia.

Went over to IT fair and a lot of people ! LOL.

I saw someone bumped into their friends so i told sab "wa IT fair also can bump into friends uh. LOL" Then she suggested that we pretend we saw each other. So i walked in front a bit, then i walk the opposite direction and it started -.-

"EH! What you doing here?!"

"So qiao ah?!"

HAHAHAHAHA.

Then we decided to play it on Terence and BB. I told sab i got a feeling, ter will ignore us but BB maybe will play along. LOL.

So we played on Terence.

"EH WHAT YOU DOING OVER HERE?!"

& like i said, he ignored what we're saying and he continue talking what he's saying. HAHA.

So next we try on BB, guess what, kena ignored also. HAHA.

"EH so qiao ah?!!?"

he look away and shouted "EH!" den he ignored us. (Y).

HAHAHA.

Walkwalkwalk and guess what, we really saw our friends. Shuni cut her hair ! SO SHORT ! ):

Then sab cannot take it, so we went out first. Sat at the stairs, camwhore while waiting for them.

Terence came out and waited for the both of them to smoke, i never smoke i think my lungs also black alrdy. HAHA.

Went out, then call GF come over, went to buy Sabsab's bonjela and then Carrefour to buy a drink. Terence delay so long but in the end he just played a few lines !!

He said learn piano will turn a guy into a pussy. Okay i believe. HAHA.

Rushed to send Sabsab off and then went back to wait for GF to come. Walked over to Marina Square and buy movie tickets, eat Mac. Had a hard time finding the cinema cause a lot of doors are closed. LOL. Watched Land of the Lost and it's a funny yet lame and crappy show. Freezing inside la WALAO. Damn damn cold. Went home after that, fall aslp on the bus, really tired.

Slept at 5am and now I'm awake blogging. Hahaha.

Overall, first trip to the IT fair i think it's good ! Altho got pushed around by people, but there's really a lot of things to see. Haha.

Okay tonight is my grandma's birthday ! :D I'm so happy, finally getting to see my cousins and also all my relatives. (:

BYE people ! Definitely, there'll be pictures to upload ! ;)

I love you but...

Didn't watch blood cause I'm bloody hell not 18 yet. -.- Met kerker then dinner @ LJS with Jacob. Then all went off ah, Terence came, accompany him for dinner then he went to find kerker.
Went down for a small surprise to cheer up the person however my plan was spoilt. FAILED la basket, i so buay song. LOL. But the effort is there la. LOL.
Went home after that. Ordered Mac. Hahaha.

In life, when there's problem, there's always a solution, no matter how big the problem is.
There will always be 2 route for you to choose.
1 route is when it is a long route, but having a lot of problems and obstacles that would almost take your breath away, however the destination you gonna stop at is what you've always wanted.
The 2nd route is the shortest and fastest route, no problems no obstacles just that the destination is not something you want.
Which would you choose?
I know most of you would choose the 1st route, but think, the problems and obstacles you'll be facing is something that will squeeze you so tight that you could hardly breathe, every night it's like a nightmare to you, every day is so torturous that you would rather stay at home.

I'm suffocating.

No matter how tough it is, I'm hanging on, I've been hanging on. But this time, i don't know how much longer i can maintain.

Let's hope this holiday would be a good one.

BB is missed

Okay, it's just the start of holidays and I'm feeling so bored already. >.<
I miss BB. ):
Woke up in the afternoon today. Terence asked whether wanna go escape theme park together O.O i thinking it's really bo liao to go escape ah, not fun somemore. HAHA. Maybe if BB go, things will be different. HAHAHAHAHA.
Then msn the whole afternoon with Sabsab until she left for her movie.
Then goodnews ! BB told me he got liberty so asked me if i wanna go over find him, was REALLY lazy at first but pulled myself up and prepared. Just a few steps after my house, the bad news came and BB called me to say his liberty was cancelled. ): ):
So now I'm back home using computer and blogging. HAHA. BB don't keep apologising okay ? We can get to see each other again don't worry ! (Y)

Nothing much uh, and i think i have to go out and buy my own dinner back home. Hmmm no idea what to eat. -.-
BORING BORING!

Date with BB

Yo people ! I gotta go sleep real soon >.< i alrdy told BB i'll try to sleep before 12am and see the effect. (:
Was suppose to meet BB ytd but was cancelled and he felt so guilty so he thought of a stunt for me today -.- He's so cute but he make me feel v scare until i feel a bit reluctant to leave my house. HAHA. Talked to Tavis on msn and he can guessed what stunt and I'm still @ home brainstorming ! LOL.
Before left house and called BB as instructed. Walked down my house, called Kerker to ask about her eyes and then when i hang up on the phone.
BB: "EH!"
ME: *stunned* "WHAT YOU DOING OVER HERE?!"
BB smiled
ME: Still shocked. "WHAT YOU DOING?!"
LOL!
I'm really shocked la, he went to have his lunch @ coffeeshop and his appetite a bit scary. LOL. I only recovered from my shock when gonna board the train to town. LOL. He waited for me for 1 hour plus leh ! >.<>

Went to Orchard first cause he need to buy something, some art stuff.
Me: "you draw one meh!?"
BB: "I ARTIST one you dnknw meh!?"
-.-
I was quite amazed with the place he brought me to, call what art something. Very big and quite cool, all the art stuff and very colourful. Hahaha. Walked around and went to buy tickets. Dance subaru only left with the first 2 rows so we bought drag me to hell. Surprised? Cause conspiracy 8pm then have and it's v v rush for him so decided on drag me to hell.
Went to play arcade for a while and then went for the movie. I was so scare even before the movie started. LOL.
Okay throughout the movie i think i only let go of his arm for a few times only. HAHA. The whole time i was grabbing it quite tight, a bit guilty scare it's painful for him. Haha. Screamed at a few parts and stupid Terence called me at the wrong time, i forgot to off silent and u can hear my ringtone "my lips like sugar~" HAHAHA.

BB made me laugh during the movie ah, thanks a lot (: helps me to be less scare.
ME : "walao why keep on coming one?!"
BB : "Yah lah, even morning also have, they not tired one siah"
LOL
ME : "wa damn fierce, v shocking siah!"
BB : "yah this show damn good ah"
ME : "why good?!"
BB : "Can make you wanna pee on your pants ah"
LOL! ME : "Then you pee alrdy not?"

During a part in the movie
BB : "Wa this one gonna pee alrdy gonna pee alrdy!"
ME : "HHAHAHAHA"

After the whole movie ended, i haven't recover from my shock until we took the bus to airport. LOL! He played my itouch while i sleep on his shoulder. (: & i really fell asleep know ! Waaaa dnknw is tired or his shoulder too comfy alrdy. >.<>
Finish eating and he wanted to accompany wait for my bus, his bus came i just pull his arm and i told him i go yishun with him. HAHAHAHA.
He keep saying i crazy crazy in the bus but i think very fun. HAHAHA.
In the bus, played as usual and talk a lot of nonsense, crap. Talked about some serious stuff.....
He accompany me to wait for my bus and i went home.
The bus trip home wasn't that nice. ): Tears just kept coming and coming, idk why is that so i just feel tight in my heart.
Went home and tears just kept flowing.
Thanks friend. You know who you are. (:

Overall, i enjoyed my day. (:
Thanks BB for protecting me during the movie ah ! HAHA. & making me laugh the whole day.
I'll miss you. Take care of yourself alright ! :D
A wonderful date with BB. Haha.

Enjoy my holidays ! I'll be sleeping a lot but i'll miss BB much more also. ):

I love the sight of you

I like this picture, always able to make me laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

(: (: (:

Photographer : Ali

The girls.

Ben & Jerrys

Nice i like.

Hello !! Good afternoon ! Haha. Yesterday went out after our last paper of FARM. All the photos are uploaded in Facebook k ! ;)

Paper FARM was..alright, can say something i didn't expected for the last paper. I didn't manage to sleep for the whole night cause i was so so scare >.< Terence called me and talked until 4plus am somemore -.- LOL.

I think cause lack of sleep, i mistook decrease as increase and so i think my marks all fly away. LOL. Anyway, after paper we went home to sleep. I woke up late so met them at a later time, @ PS went to have kfc as my lunch. Then went to slack, went to arcade and then went over to The Cathay for Ben&Jerrys. Ali joined us then we went over to Mind's Cafe.

(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)! LOL. First game is.... sick. LOL.

Bloody exciting and make my heart jump super fast know. LOL. But fun la i must say, but very tiring to actually getting exciting, nervous and anxious all the time. LOL.

Played a few games, Sabsab left, continue playing till 11pm then went to have supper but it was me & Tavis's dinner. LOL. Went home after that. (:

Enjoy the holidays !!!! Wooooooooo. Hahaha.

More outing k girls ! (Y). & guys. LOL.

3 of us. (:

Me kerker sabsab

Look alike meh?! -.- i think i look more alike. LOL

Surprised not?! Kerker actually not scare of my dog. HAHA

April looks like she's being tortured -.-

The lazy and lazy AND LAZY dog. Zzzz.

She gets v excited ah, okay both of them are excited. -.-

Got time to blog ah !!! (Y) More photos are @ Sabsab there , I'll upload on FB when i have all. ;)

Today paper RBB can go suck cock srsly. To think i studied so hard, i take my notes ah, keep reading over and over again but today i stunned when i saw Qns 1 and Qns 3. Most of the people are stunned too. So yeah, when i came out i realize my Qns 1 answers were wrong, and Qns 3 dont have a definite answer yet. Qns 2 is something that i think everyone will be v confident at. Lol.

After school, both the girls came to my house to study for FARM, but we like didn't study much -.- Play with my dog, use laptop to watch snow white, aladdin, mermaid and others la super lame. LOL. Slept for 1 hour and then i studied a little. Slack with them, ordered CANADIAN pizza (sab, this time not wrong. LOL). They both left around late afternoon & evening, i slept again. >.< Dnknw why I'm so tired, but i have BB's approval ! Haha. He called me wake up around 7pm? Heh.

Maybe both of us are excited? Cause tomorrow is FRIDAY! I'm excited for 2 reasons, finally finish my term test ! & another reason would be of course able to see BB ! :D I miss him so so so so so so so x100 much. LOL. He's been quite patient la, pushing me to study study study and also motivating me by giving me rewards. LOL. But it takes two hands to clap la, so he ask me to study i nv study also no point, BUT I GOOD GIRL ! LOL I studied a lot. This would be the first time in Poly i studied so hard? HAHAHAHA.

But something's making me hesitate for Friday.. =/ I just hope my friends would be there no matter what happen to me. Thanks girls for listening to my unhappiness. (: Let's enjoy ourselves on friday !! (Y) Okay, my dinner time is up and after that I'll study FARM all the way, ALL THE WAY AH !!!! LOL.

My BB, you're my sugar. ;)

RBB

Walao good job la, nose bleed ytd and this morning. Zzzzz.
Ytd quite slack but still did study for RBB.
Today kerker & jacob came to my house, ate lunch tgt and started studying plus webcamming Sabsab. LOL.
Studied finish RBB and moved on to FARM. Tonight, I'm gonna start memorizing RBB.
I hope i do well altho i have a feeling might not be able to do well for RBB cause have to all be in OWN words.

Quite tired today, dnknw why also. Please don't fall sick man, i know many people are sick nowadays cause of the weather, hope they will take care of themself k.
Get well soon Jerrer bro ! (Y)
Kerker too ! ;)
Those who are not sick, take extra good care so that u won't fall sick ! >.<

Alright i gotta go study my RBB for tomorrow ! Good luck people !
Still, i miss my BB. ):

2 more papers to go !

Hello ! Finally i have time to blog ! >.<
Have been a very, no, extremely good girl these few days ! Chiong-ing my studies until late nights.
First subject, SM (sounds wrong), went over to Ker's house to study finish memorising and went off before midnight. Woke up in the morning and continue studying. Went to school for the paper together along with my BB's goodluck ;)
Quite confident in the paper, confirm can pass but scoring well is another matter.
Went home, slept a little while, bath and prepare to go to Kerker's house study MR.
Studied all the way till 3am and went home. Slept and woke up a little late today. Went to school along with BB's goodluck but somehow this paper suck. I think can pass, but confirm won't score well unless miracle happens. HAHA.

Today I'll be touching on RBB and tomorrow will be FARM. My friends said my studies improved a lot, i think most of the credit would go to BB. (: Keep pushing me to study, motivating me to work harder and harder. (Y)
But i don't wanna fall sick srsly, my nose these few days v itchy and dnknw why, uncomfortable. :/ someone missing me badly? LOL.
2 more papers to go and we're done with MST! & we'll be able to meet up with people that haven't been contacting often ! example : NETTER !!!!! :D:D

Okay i think i gonna go rest a while before studying. Goodbye ! & i miss BB. ):

MST

Sab girl & me.

MY ATTENDANCE, SONG BO!? hahahaha!

Webcam @ ker's house, when I'm just beside her. -.- lame but fun. HAHA

Alright, let me continue.

Saturday went to airport to study, after studying, went off around evening to ker's family bbq @ pasir ris. Ate some bbq food and then Ali came to join us. (:

After a while of slacking, talking cock, when Jacob just came we wanted to go off and it's actually going home. HAHA he was so dulan. >.<

Then Ali send me home and waited for me to bath while he went to buy some stuff @ EP. Then he wanna break my laptop pw. -.- LOL. Took bus down to Bryan's house but then we stopped too early, so in the end after many phone calls and searching for the place, Ali decided to cab down and when we reached the petrol station.

Saw them trying to activate 1 small motorbike -.- LOL. In the end Jacob pulled the string too hard until the string came off. HAHAHA. Damn funny.

Went to Bryan house and they started the MJ session, starting i studied a little until my stomach cramp like fuck.

Pain ttm.

Ate the chicken rice @ Bryan's house but still pain and i can't find the answer to it. Zzzzz. Use laptop a little here and there, then sat beside them watch them play MJ. Ali taught me a bit basic things about MJ and i somehow understand it, but i think they play v fast. LOL.

They play all the way until 6plus am going 7am.

Talked nonsense as usual.

Ali send me home, took the bus and there's totally no one in there except for the 2 of us and the bus driver. HAHA. Lie on his shoulder and slept for a little while, both of us were tired.

He won quite some money so bought bread for me :D

Ate while walking home and accompany him to wait for bus and off i went home ! :D:D

Slept all the way till afternoon and didn't have enough time to go to the foodfair with Ali & his mum so i went to Kerker's house, bought lunch for her and then got scolded by Ali so i went down again to buy myself lunch. HAHA. Studied all the way until night time and i was sneezing cause someone misses me so much. LOL!

Went home around 11plus pm, slept at 2am and now I'm awake and I'm going to study soon.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE HAVING MST !!!!

GF jyjy okay ! :D

I miss him ):